2017-09-13 at 1:37 PM UTC
because im ugly and boring and have low self esteem and the guy i like either thought i was too ugly and came up with another excuse to let me off easy or my lack of self esteem actually pissed him off to the point where he hates me. im disgusting and want to disappear.
2017-09-13 at 1:38 PM UTC
legit feel emotionally drained. im wide awake, well rested, but my body doesn't care. my soul is tired.
also im broke
2017-09-13 at 1:40 PM UTC
and i cant kill myself because i dont want to give him the satisfaction. i pretty much live out of spite for the people who would laugh if i died.
i need heroin or something so i can die without dying
2017-09-13 at 1:40 PM UTC
Stop doing this to yourself and go outside.
2017-09-13 at 1:43 PM UTC
i dont even want to play games tho im pretty much completely drained of all will to function
2017-09-13 at 1:44 PM UTC
Life isn't about just not being hurt.
2017-09-13 at 1:44 PM UTC
i just want to lay in bed all day and avoid feelings
2017-09-13 at 1:49 PM UTC
Every successful person in the world has had these feelings, but they don't get on that government syrup and give out excuses.
2017-09-13 at 2:29 PM UTC
Maybe you're just weak willed.
2017-09-13 at 2:38 PM UTC
*sigh*
This is fucking retarded. "The guy you like" is a complete and utter piece of shit. This is still the best possible outcome. At least he didn't stab or poisen you. I know, not very helpful but I can't symphasize with you here. The dude is trash.
You also do absolutely nothing to feel more attractive. You can't rely on other people to feel sexy. That shit must come from within if you aren't blessed in the physical department. Nothing is for free. The good thing is that feeling sexy comes during the process of getting sexy. You're already torturing yourself with the homone therapie. I see no reason to stop there.
You hate yourself? Punish yourself with discipline. Stricter than anyone else could be with you. Diet. Excercise. Improve.
You hate being your current self? Kill that motherfucker. End that nigga's existence right now. Stop the self-pity. That piece of trash doesn't deserve it.
Break through, little angel. Phoenix style. First you have to burn down before you can rise up from the ashes. Never give up.
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2017-09-13 at 3:25 PM UTC
What he did isn't your fault.
I'm pretty sure he fucked over every person he ever had contact with. I mean, he bragged about snitching his friends.
2017-09-13 at 3:55 PM UTC
Yeah lil bro, scron was never gonna make your problems go away. Assuming he wanted a true gay relationship, and wasn't as dysfunctional a person as he is, you would fuck it up down the line with these preexisting issues. Can't love another (gay) person right if you don't love yourself.
2017-09-13 at 5:10 PM UTC
mashlehash
victim of incest
[my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]
Oh dear HTS, you should have known making this thread was a mistake
2017-09-13 at 5:12 PM UTC
mashlehash
victim of incest
[my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]
I bet scronaldo doesn't even brush his teeth.
2017-09-13 at 5:12 PM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
Get off the drugs. There's your answer.
