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anyone get nasty schizophrenic distortions
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2017-09-12 at 2:09 PM UTCor drug induced
out of insanity and also being sick of being on edge 12 hours a loop ive started taking high dose lamictal again because of avoiding people out of feeling like a crobuloid/submongoloid even tho I probabably alreadyready looklike one you knwo how the ego has the defence mechanism of thinking u look attractive even if you look postdeformed like a decompiled .......... something
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2017-09-12 at 2:41 PM UTCYeah I've had experiences where I legitimately had psychotic delusions from drug use. Try to not do that anymore, no one wants be splerglorderpadew
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2017-09-12 at 6:26 PM UTCI'll be honest with you: I could not understand what you are trying to communicate.
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2017-09-12 at 6:27 PM UTCLike tiny sounds of the surrounding environment turning into voices which, I then argue with in my head.
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2017-09-12 at 7:32 PM UTCI write manifestos about the inherent evil of the human spirit.
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2017-09-12 at 7:47 PM UTC
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2017-09-12 at 7:53 PM UTC
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2017-09-12 at 8:16 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-09-12 at 9:14 PM UTCFor all the insane amounts of alcohol and drugs I've used and abused I can safely say they've never really taken a toll on my mental health..well not to any significant amount. The occasional bout of depression and seeing shadow people doesn't really compare to schizophrenia and I seriously doubt drugs alone would cause it..it would have to be an underlying/dormant condition to begin with.
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2017-09-12 at 9:23 PM UTC
Originally posted by mashlehash Like tiny sounds of the surrounding environment turning into voices which, I then argue with in my head.
You're mocking I'm sure. Voice are not in the head. voice are as if someone is talking to you and you turn and no one is there. You sometimes repeat what they say out loud or yell at them because it's a feeling of frustration. they always come with emotions of frustration or anger. I wish it could be love and happiness.
and then there is what sounds like a radio.. loud enough to bother you during the time you try to sleep but not loud enough to hear what they're saying no matter how hard you try. it's a muddied conversation.
I think it's a frequency from somewhere else. you are on this frequency. i've read about other dimensional which we can not see but they can see you. like the 4th looking down on the third. while we can see the 2nd and first. -
2017-09-12 at 11:11 PM UTCYea...
A couple weeks ago I was peaking on Benzo WDs and was seriously psychotic. My jediranoia went through the roof and I legit thought the jedis could read my mind and tried to scare and mess with me. I thought they drew holes in my walls to spy on me.Turns out I drew them myself because I wanted to put up new curtains and then forgot about it.
I still don't feel right but I'm over the crazy shit. -
2017-09-12 at 11:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † Yea…
A couple weeks ago I was peaking on Benzo WDs and was seriously psychotic. My jediranoia went through the roof and I legit thought the jedis could read my mind and tried to scare and mess with me. I thought they drew holes in my walls to spy on me.Turns out I drew them myself because I wanted to put up new curtains and then forgot about it.
I still don't feel right but I'm over the crazy shit.
How long does the physical shittiness last with that? Or is this your first time going XX days without them? -
2017-09-12 at 11:21 PM UTCFirst time but it's been 65 days now and I still feel physically shitty.
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2017-09-12 at 11:39 PM UTCXanax never does that to me.. it helps me sleep with other medication.
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2017-09-12 at 11:40 PM UTCWank Demons.
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2017-09-13 at 12:16 AM UTC
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2017-09-13 at 1:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 You're mocking I'm sure. Voice are not in the head. voice are as if someone is talking to you and you turn and no one is there. You sometimes repeat what they say out loud or yell at them because it's a feeling of frustration. they always come with emotions of frustration or anger. I wish it could be love and happiness.
and then there is what sounds like a radio.. loud enough to bother you during the time you try to sleep but not loud enough to hear what they're saying no matter how hard you try. it's a muddied conversation.
I think it's a frequency from somewhere else. you are on this frequency. i've read about other dimensional which we can not see but they can see you. like the 4th looking down on the third. while we can see the 2nd and first.
Nigga shut up
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2017-09-13 at 1:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by Totse 2001 You're mocking I'm sure. Voice are not in the head. voice are as if someone is talking to you and you turn and no one is there. You sometimes repeat what they say out loud or yell at them because it's a feeling of frustration. they always come with emotions of frustration or anger. I wish it could be love and happiness.
and then there is what sounds like a radio.. loud enough to bother you during the time you try to sleep but not loud enough to hear what they're saying no matter how hard you try. it's a muddied conversation.
I think it's a frequency from somewhere else. you are on this frequency. i've read about other dimensional which we can not see but they can see you. like the 4th looking down on the third. while we can see the 2nd and first.
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