So last night hydro lurked in tinychat for HOURS in total silence and watched everybody talk about her. Her screen name was 'truenorth.' So I guess she wanted to see what people would say when she wasn't around. She said this sometime after I logged off and went to bed:
my social anxiety has got the better of me, so I can't really bear to cam up. Enough people on the forum have my PI to look up an obit in a few days/week or so. I was always truly alone in life anyway, so it's probably better I go out alone. Thank you to all the good people who showed me love, concern and gave a bit of themselves for my dumbass retarded sake. I really hope everyone finds happiness, especially those people I loved and cared about Sorry I was to chicken to cam up. Bye.
I also want to point out this post she said about POC just a few days ago:
Me posting anything about PoC is basically a warning. If you know or have dealings with him, be careful. He will betray any trust you place in him. He has zero honor, and deep down is just a selfish little boy who cries wolf. He gets off on having people worry about him, and causing them distress, then turns it around, manipulating the situation to make it look like everyone else is in the wrong for being worried like they were (i.e. saying he was going to kill himself several times after work, posting on here he was going to kill himself/wanting ideas/being erratic, then letting his phone die while he was havign a good time getting high at his friend's house knowing full well he left three people worried sick about him with no idea what was going on, if he was okay, if he did it finally or whatever… and acted like this was no big deal. If he didn't want to talk, that's fine, I didn't either, but just saying something like "I went to my friend's house to chill" would have relieved all three people of stress, anxiety and worry, which he was well aware he caused, and would cause, before, during, and after.)
She was awake well after her 'goodbye post' and did not bother to post in here and let anybody know that she hadn't actually killed herself. And she didn't let her phone die or whatever like POC did. If you're on tinychat for long enough you will get an error and you'll need to refresh. It'll show that you left/joined the room again, which it did show for her many times. So she was clearly at her computer and refreshing every time this error happened, and watching all this conversation about her killing herself go on for hours.
I mean, at least POC (according to hydros account of the situation) was with friends and probably trying to get away from his problems. Hydro was sitting here
basking in the wake of what would happen if she said she was seriously going to kill herself.
I literally cannot count the number of times I've had similar situations to this one. Not with the lurking in tinychat obviously, but the whole "I'm going to kill myself" manipulative bit. I could talk about several scenarios but I'm not, I just wanted to point out the fucking UTTER LUNACY going on here. I initially wasn't going to say anything because I knew she probably wasn't going to kill herself, but this is fucked. She's manipulated the entire community just to hear what we'd all say about her.
