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Thought I'd drop in and say hi.
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2016-02-08 at 9:32 PM UTC
Enter, how have you changed? Are you having better luck with the whores?
your avatar and name made me lol pretty hard. -
2016-02-08 at 9:36 PM UTC
your avatar and name made me lol pretty hard.
yeah well don't lol too hard or your tampon might fly out. -
2016-02-08 at 9:44 PM UTC
yeah well don't lol too hard or your tampon might fly out.
since being on bc i dont need those anymore. The shot gets rid of your period. you'd know that if you ever had a girlfriend. -
2016-02-08 at 10:19 PM UTC
since being on bc i dont need those anymore. The shot gets rid of your period. you'd know that if you ever had a girlfriend.
Aww, I made some drug addict whore butthurt. It's a good thing you're on birth control so that your loose meat flaps won't be excreting any more trailer trash.
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2016-02-08 at 11:59 PM UTC
Aww, I made some drug addict whore butthurt. It's a good thing you're on birth control so that your loose meat flaps won't be excreting any more trailer trash.
I want a foot long pizza sub double meat and cheese with bacon, toasted on honey oat with swiss, pickle, hot pepper, green pepper, onion, spinach, black olive, tomato, guacamole, salt, pepper, herbs, parmasean cheese, bufallo sauce, light mayo. -
2016-02-09 at 12:15 AM UTCOh yeah, the guy who was sooooo mad all the time, a Poast alt, I don't fucking know.
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2016-02-09 at 4:24 AM UTC
Aww, I made some drug addict whore butthurt. It's a good thing you're on birth control so that your loose meat flaps won't be excreting any more trailer trash.
I wasn't really butthurt. You said something somewhat rude and I did so back. If anything you sound much more butthurt and angry than I do.
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2016-02-09 at 4:29 AM UTC
Enter, how have you changed? Are you having better luck with the whores?
Yes. Sometimes I miss the days of having no luck, but on the other hand I have this urge to start a family. Knowing karma, the baby will come out with a cord wrapped around its neck.
As cliche as it is, especially for the totse community, I think what changed me the most is the drugs. But I've learned all I can from them, and have been sober for two months now with no urge to go back.
THE ONLY DRUG I NEED NOW IS LIFE -
2016-02-09 at 5:50 AM UTC
I wasn't really butthurt. You said something somewhat rude and I did so back. If anything you sound much more butthurt and angry than I do.
I made a witty wisecrack, which is supposed to be returned with a witty wisecrack of the same proportion or greater, as per forum etiquette. Yours was just an insult, which is the improper response. If Clint Eastwood goes up to you and says, "Give me a haircut you lasagna munching dago", then instead of saying "why are you calling me names? Fuck you. Piece of shit.", the proper response is "get your geezer ass in my chair you dumb Pollack".
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2016-02-09 at 6 AM UTC
Yes. Sometimes I miss the days of having no luck, but on the other hand I have this urge to start a family. Knowing karma, the baby will come out with a cord wrapped around its neck.
As cliche as it is, especially for the totse community, I think what changed me the most is the drugs. But I've learned all I can from them, and have been sober for two months now with no urge to go back.
THE ONLY DRUG I NEED NOW IS LIFE
This isn't something the real Enter would say. They must've taken him to some kind of christian "re-education" camp and brainwashed him.
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2016-02-09 at 6:32 AM UTC
Yes. Sometimes I miss the days of having no luck, but on the other hand I have this urge to start a family. Knowing karma, the baby will come out with a cord wrapped around its neck.
As cliche as it is, especially for the totse community, I think what changed me the most is the drugs. But I've learned all I can from them, and have been sober for two months now with no urge to go back.
THE ONLY DRUG I NEED NOW IS LIFE
You're a faggot. Congratulations faggot. -
2016-02-09 at 7:25 AM UTC
This isn't something the real Enter would say. They must've taken him to some kind of christian "re-education" camp and brainwashed him.
This is the story of how Enter became reeducated.
At the start of 2015 I started taking ecstasy. I decided to hate less, and my coworker/friend pushed me into asking a girl on a date. I started dating her, and she fell in love with me. I gained confidence and realized I was actually "lovable" by girls, and I realized I was an okay, cool guy.
I remember having a solo roll in my room one night, and having it sink in to myself that a girl actually loves me. ME. She wants to show me off to all her friends, and spend time with me, and most of all she wants to have sex with me. Fuck, all these memories are coming back now, because the idea of me having sex is fucking normal. But at the time all I'd done was fuck hookers, lol. But this was a girl who actually wanted me naked and to stick my dick inside her vagina. It was batshit insane to comprehend. Damn, I completely forgot about feeling that until now.
But anyway, realizing this just changed me. I never knew that something like that was possible for me, since I always saw myself as unlovable, weird and different. Me vs the world. But having an attractive, normal girl in love with me made me feel worth something.
I know in high school I was ugly. I had pimples, was overly skinny, and was a total spaz. I look in the mirror and don't see someone who's "hot", but I've had lots of people tell me that I am. I see someone who's just okay looking. Maybe it's ugly duckling syndrome, or god knows what... I guess beauty is just in the eye of the beholder, and maybe my personality just helps me look better.
Anyway, midway through that year, I became depressed from serotonin depletion because I rolled too many times. I hated my job, and I felt like it was a waste of my time on this earth. So I quit.
I got another better job, with a more social aspect. I'm going to be leaving soon though. I'm going to travel the world and explore this place. I have the confidence now. I like being outside, and I'm not afraid to do a lot of the things the old me would have. I remember in 2012 or around that time, some guys on the side of the street stopped me to sign up for a charity. And I was too nervous and shy to say "no" and keep walking. That's just insane to me. Goddamn, I've changed.
All this shit is only coming to me now, so I'm just rambling now. But another is walking down the street and having people yell things at me from cars. "Nerd!" "Loser!" It happened all the time back when I was younger, but now I'M the one yelling shit from cars. The last thing someone yelled at me was the other week, and it was a group of sluts being sluts.
I really wish I could read my old Zoklet posts and see my viewpoints on things. Fucking Zok. I remember really freaking out about going to a club, because they were for "cool people only", and I couldn't do it. There's no such thing as a "cool person" to me now. The coolest people are me and whoever I'm hanging out with. I have no problems with going to a "club" now, and if anything they're beneath me. I don't want to get wasted or roll anymore.
Damn, I've never really analyzed any of this. What sucks is I'm in my mid 20s now. I wasted a lot of time doing nothing. But I've thought about my time on Zoklet before, and goddamn a lot of that shit was funny.
And yeah, I know that this may be the faggiest post ever written on this site. It's fucking unwyred-tier. -
2016-02-09 at 8:13 AM UTC
But having an attractive, normal girl in love with me made me feel worth something.
but now I'M the one yelling shit from cars
BLunder, that is pathetic. Imagine how the old you would have reacted to this. But, biological reality is an ugly thing and there is a recurrent mismatch between the ideal and reality. I can see how having a girl that you share mutual love with could trigger a positive change in you: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3u999j/toward_a_neurology_of_loneliness_the_neurological/
I was extremely reluctant to accept it, I would have been the last person to as I literally coldly shunned or ignored every single girl that showed interest in me, regardless of their appearance, for none of the typical reasons. I had an incredibly autistic hyper-systemizing cognitive style and was functioning on near 100% thinking 0% empathy, my drive towards truth seeking and ideological rigidity/dogmatism was enough to override any natural desire. I took like far too seriously and eventually it destroyed me; if you're going against eons of evolution you're probably going to lose.
That aside, as my research clearly suggested, love is very good for you, and as much as I would have hated myself for saying this in the past, having been able to love someone, connect, open up to, and accept someone, probably would have been the most therapeutic thing that could have occurred to me.
My god do I dislike and feel extreme resentment toward biological reality, though. I do not want to play this game. http://denisdutton.com/baumeister.htm -
2016-02-09 at 8:56 AM UTCUDS... Ugly Duckling Syndrome. I like it.
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2016-02-09 at 12:52 PM UTCFlagged for not crediting me at all for your reeducation.
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2016-02-09 at 5:03 PM UTCThe site went down yesterday before my post went through and now I'm way too high to post that shit again.
tl;dr I hope a bird shits in your throat when you yell out of your car, faggot. I'm glad you're doing well, though.
God bless you. -
2016-02-09 at 5:13 PM UTC
I made a witty wisecrack, which is supposed to be returned with a witty wisecrack of the same proportion or greater, as per forum etiquette. Yours was just an insult, which is the improper response. If Clint Eastwood goes up to you and says, "Give me a haircut you lasagna munching dago", then instead of saying "why are you calling me names? Fuck you. Piece of shit.", the proper response is "get your geezer ass in my chair you dumb Pollack".
Me saying you've never had a girlfriend before is a wisecrack (to me).. I didn't think of it as much of an "insult" as you say. But I guess some people are just more sensitive than others. -
2016-02-09 at 6:59 PM UTC
Me saying you've never had a girlfriend before is a wisecrack (to me).. I didn't think of it as much of an "insult" as you say. But I guess some people are just more sensitive than others.
Me saying you're a drug addicted whore with loose meat flaps was also a wisecrack (to me). Now quit derailing the thread.And yeah, I know that this may be the faggiest post ever written on this site. It's fucking unwyred-tier.
You couldn't even top unwyred's fagginess if you tried.
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2016-02-09 at 7:28 PM UTC
Me saying you're a drug addicted whore with loose meat flaps was also a wisecrack (to me)
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2016-02-09 at 7:53 PM UTC
Yes, Mark really died. He OD'd but I'm not sure on what.
He ODed on opiates. I was talking to him the day before it happened. I was in the middle of probably my deepest financial troubles and he was offering me a place to stay and even a job. He even gave me his phone number. The next day I woke up and found out he ODed.
Which is weird because he wasn't the type to be really irresponsible with opiates. He drank a lot, but was always kinda smart about drugs.
It sucked. He was a nice guy.
Also, 10+ points to KreepyKay for making me laugh.
