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2017-08-20 at 8 PM UTCSince I've started being a productive member of society again and not just sitting around getting high and shitposting 24/7 I guess people want to hang out with me and stuff but like I'm tired from work and exercising and stuff and it's kind of just a drag to talk to people you know? It takes effort to be with anyone except myself and my girlfriend. I don't really have an interest in entertaining people. I wanted to just stay home and take acid but now I got invited to a bbq so I have to go I guess.
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2017-08-20 at 8:26 PM UTCI use alcohol to combat that and as social lube but I'm trying to cut out my drinking soon or drastically reduce it at least.
But yeah I know what you mean. I know people who want to hang out all the time even if it's not to really do shit at all, just don't get it but then again I am more of an introvert anyways.
Funny you mentioned that because I just got invited to a BBQ tomorrow and it's my only day off of the week so I'd kind of rather sit around and do nothing but I always get smoked out and given free beers and food when I go to this dude's house so I'm going to suck it up and go. -
2017-08-20 at 8:28 PM UTCYea I drank some poppy seed tea like an hour ago because I really don't like drinking at all and it's the only social drug that I have. It's not good for me but oh well, as long as I don't slip into physical addiction it's all good. I guess it's good to chill with people and shit, it's weird because my default state is to be in my room doing drugs and complaining that nobody wants to be my friend. Then when I get friends I just want to go back to my room. lolz.
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2017-08-20 at 8:33 PM UTCTianep.tine helps me a lot to be more open and loose socially and it seems to do so in a more naturally feeling way than alcohol or other drugs.
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2017-08-20 at 8:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by Piles of Crack Tianep.tine helps me a lot to be more open and loose socially and it seems to do so in a more naturally feeling way than alcohol or other drugs.
I've never tried it. What is the draw of it? From what I've heard, the high is just decent but withdrawal sucks way harder than traditional opiates. Poppy seed tea is really cheap and the side effects prevent me from bingeing which is good so it's a pretty good solution for social events. Usually I would take etiz but I'm out. But yea opiates basically destroy any and all forms of anxiety and make socializing easy. The only thing is that if I get too high I'll start acting weird, and it's a thin line that I don't realized I've crossed sometimes. -
2017-08-20 at 8:41 PM UTCT-PAIN is a horrible drug for addiction i hear, im glad I didnt like it
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2017-08-20 at 8:58 PM UTC
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2017-08-20 at 9:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic Since I've started being a productive member of society again and not just sitting around getting high and shitposting 24/7 I guess people want to hang out with me and stuff but like I'm tired from work and exercising and stuff and it's kind of just a drag to talk to people you know? It takes effort to be with anyone except myself and my girlfriend. I don't really have an interest in entertaining people. I wanted to just stay home and take acid but now I got invited to a bbq so I have to go I guess.
I actually am kind of the same way, the older I've gotten the less "friends" I have. Not that I'm not social and talk to my neighbors occasionally or hang out or meet people at shows/bars. But yeah for the most part I typically just hangout with my gf as well I have maybe like 2 or 3 "real" friends I've known for years and even then only occasionally hang with them.
like the other day I went to my friends place and she chopped it up for a little bit and he thru my some oxycodone and then I bounced. Most of my social interaction is with acquaintances.
I was invited to go to a pool party this weekend and I like swimming and drinking and eating and bitches in bikinis but I just kinda wanted to clean my place and drink a few brews and chill until my gf came over later that night.
My gf on the other lives with 2 other girls, and has tons of friends and I'm just not like that. At least not since I was a lot younger. I used to me for shy and uncomfortable with myself when I was younger but yet I hung out with tons of people all the time.
Usually when I go to shows I'll go with a neighbor or whatever girl I'm seeing at the time but a couple times in the last year like when I went to see slayer and anthrax I just went by myself and I spoke to people and show and smoked with them but some people can't do that, like it will make them feel like a loser or something because they can't handle not having a crowd of people they know around them, like its their comfort zone.
One of my neighbors is a real cool guy he's a fireman and used to be in a metal band that toured with hemdale back n the day and he told me about this new band dead cross and I was like oh cool they are playing soon I'll see ya at the show. And I totally spaced on it and he saw me that night and was like "bud I didn't see ya at the show"
and its not that I dislike the guy at all, i just get caught up in my own life and stuff and spaced, but I kinda felt bad because I think he wanted someone to chill with at the show, because he's kind of a loner himself. -
2017-08-20 at 9:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic I've never tried it. What is the draw of it? From what I've heard, the high is just decent but withdrawal sucks way harder than traditional opiates. Poppy seed tea is really cheap and the side effects prevent me from bingeing which is good so it's a pretty good solution for social events. Usually I would take etiz but I'm out. But yea opiates basically destroy any and all forms of anxiety and make socializing easy. The only thing is that if I get too high I'll start acting weird, and it's a thin line that I don't realized I've crossed sometimes.
how do you do make your poppy seed tea? I buy white grape fruit juice pour some out into a cup and drink that and pour in a 1.25lbs of seeds and shake and let sit for a minute, so I can just open to cap slightly and squeeze it into a glass. -
2017-08-20 at 10:27 PM UTCheck the nazi orbs that tell me to stay inside! Bill Krozby is the gayest person ever in this regard im glad he commited suicide. heck the nazis! heck the nazis! end the olgiarchy!
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2017-08-20 at 10:44 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby how do you do make your poppy seed tea? I buy white grape fruit juice pour some out into a cup and drink that and pour in a 1.25lbs of seeds and shake and let sit for a minute, so I can just open to cap slightly and squeeze it into a glass.
I get a brand off the internet, take 1-1.5 cups of those seeds, put it in a plastic water bottle with a few lemon juice squirts, shake it up a bunch, usually let it sit for like 10 minutes while I do something else, shake it again, then I slightly unscrew the top and slowly squeeze the liquid into a cup. These seeds are way stronger than the grocery store ones and the liquid is usually cloudy as fuck, it's pretty good. -
2017-08-20 at 10:46 PM UTC💩
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2017-08-20 at 10:55 PM UTC
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2017-08-20 at 11:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic I get a brand off the internet, take 1-1.5 cups of those seeds, put it in a plastic water bottle with a few lemon juice squirts, shake it up a bunch, usually let it sit for like 10 minutes while I do something else, shake it again, then I slightly unscrew the top and slowly squeeze the liquid into a cup. These seeds are way stronger than the grocery store ones and the liquid is usually cloudy as fuck, it's pretty good.
sounds legit, my buddy used to do the lemon juice but would use italian soda instead of water/juice. probably similar to your way. -
2017-08-21 at 5:28 AM UTC
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