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2017-08-14 at 2:29 AM UTC
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 we have some pretty kickass mountains and not a lot of people. its a good place for your forest homestead
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 we have some pretty kickass mountains and not a lot of people. its a good place for your forest homestead
Post last edited by Discount Whore 2.0 at 2017-08-14T02:16:20.645690+00:00
so in other words, no reason to be there at all.
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2017-08-14 at 2:38 AM UTCIn the interest of fostering an open and welcoming environment, we as contributors and maintainers pledge to making participation in our project and our community a harassment-free experience for everyone, regardless of age, body size, disability, ethnicity, gender identity and expression, level of experience, nationality, personal appearance, race, religion, or sexual identity and orientation.
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2017-08-14 at 2:41 AM UTC"Regardless of all of these following reasons that you could, and SHOULD, in fact, be harrassed for."
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2017-08-14 at 2:43 AM UTC
Originally posted by aldra In the interest of fostering an open and welcoming environment, we as contributors and maintainers pledge to making participation in our project and our community a harassment-free experience for everyone, regardless of age, body size, disability, ethnicity, gender identity and expression, level of experience, nationality, personal appearance, race, religion, or sexual identity and orientation.
fuck off, how can you not take the piss out of all of the above? this is totse/zoklet/NIS, i think the faggot site is that way -->
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2017-08-14 at 2:56 AM UTC
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2017-08-14 at 2:58 AM UTCcity boy!
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2017-08-14 at 3 AM UTCwhere i come from you're just a cousin fucking country bumpkin
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2017-08-14 at 3:02 AM UTCWho the fuck doesn't like scenic mountains? Dang dang DANG DANIEL!
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2017-08-14 at 3:06 AM UTC
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2017-08-14 at 3:19 AM UTCSuch a badass crew heading north of the Wall together.
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2017-08-14 at 3:26 AM UTCYou got it locked
You on the block with that work
You strapped up
That forty right under your shirt
Your mama tweakin'
She tellin' you to go to church
You noddin' off
'Cause you been sippin' on that syrup
You been payin' killers
Painkillers you been poppin'
You them same niggas
Who was wreckin' shit and robbin'
Pocket full of money
That shit hanging out your Robbins
Chopper or the carbon, you been killin' shit for hobby
You a cold nigga
You on that fuck them old niggas
You went smashed on the OG and you went and told niggas
If you owed niggas
Chop it up 'cause you ain't payin'
Pull up and you're sprayin', let 'em know you ain't playin', you with young niggas -
2017-08-14 at 3:32 AM UTCFollowing up a new GoT with a new Rick and Morty. Nice.
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2017-08-14 at 3:53 AM UTC
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2017-08-14 at 4:50 AM UTC
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery People who genuinely want to die don't stay suicidal for four years, nor do they continuously post essays justifying their suicide. People who actually want to die don't talk about it, they just do it. Not saying you should do it, but you obviously want attention and help. Go to counseling or a doctor.
You're right, I don't want to die, really. I never have. There's just no legitimate hope. It's not so much my mental issues, though they exist, it's the physical issues that truly create the hopelessness. I've just come to accept that and be realistic about it rather than continue in vain, and suffer for a lot longer than I have to.
I would be dead this moment, if it wasn't for the fact I need to do things for my son before I go.
A few weeks ago, I was contemplating suicide. I'm very afraid of fucking up, especially with a gun, but with a .357 magnum that shouldn't be an issue. I spent a few hours there working up the nerve. Well, I'd not checked it since the old guy had gone into the hospital. He ended up only having 4 rounds. I knew he likes to keep one chamber empty, a lot of people do this to protect from accidental discharges, but he had removed another round for some reason so instead of 5 bullets in the revolver, there was only 4. I didn't realize this. I thought for sure, I was ready to go, and after a while of contemplating, I finally stuck the barrel in my mouth and pulled the trigger. I about shit myself. It took a lot for me to get over the fear and finally pull the trigger, because well... I am scared. I have a huge fear of fucking up from knowing people who have, though in their cases, they fucked up using a low caliber firearm than anything else going wrong, but still even though I know I'm using a high caliber firearm that definitely should do the job, that fear exists, along with not actually wanting to die. I couldn't get the nerve up again and it scared me. I just wish I could do it. My luck, I finally get the balls to do it, and something fucks up, like me not checking to make sure it wasn't on an empty chamber... I never even thought that'd be an issue. It left me unable to pull the trigger that second time and me having an anxiety attack, I just wish it'd have gone it and not be here suffering, but it would have been selfish, especially at the time when I was trying for PoC, and making a lot of effort to continue and be hopeful about a future, knowing then I had help and support. t least now I'm trying to do a few things to make my son's life better and safer before I go. I have to do this though, it's the right thing to do. Realistic hope has been gone for a long time, from my health steadily going down and down and down, to the point there is no going back to how it was before it got this bad. I cannot heal, I cannot recover, I cannot get better. I didn't want it to be like this and why I struggle to just do it. -
2017-08-14 at 5:23 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone You're right, I don't want to die, really. I never have. There's just no legitimate hope. It's not so much my mental issues, though they exist, it's the physical issues that truly create the hopelessness. I've just come to accept that and be realistic about it rather than continue in vain, and suffer for a lot longer than I have to.
I would be dead this moment, if it wasn't for the fact I need to do things for my son before I go.
A few weeks ago, I was contemplating suicide. I'm very afraid of fucking up, especially with a gun, but with a .357 magnum that shouldn't be an issue. I spent a few hours there working up the nerve. Well, I'd not checked it since the old guy had gone into the hospital. He ended up only having 4 rounds. I knew he likes to keep one chamber empty, a lot of people do this to protect from accidental discharges, but he had removed another round for some reason so instead of 5 bullets in the revolver, there was only 4. I didn't realize this. I thought for sure, I was ready to go, and after a while of contemplating, I finally stuck the barrel in my mouth and pulled the trigger. I about shit myself. It took a lot for me to get over the fear and finally pull the trigger, because well… I am scared. I have a huge fear of fucking up from knowing people who have, though in their cases, they fucked up using a low caliber firearm than anything else going wrong, but still even though I know I'm using a high caliber firearm that definitely should do the job, that fear exists, along with not actually wanting to die. I couldn't get the nerve up again and it scared me. I just wish I could do it. My luck, I finally get the balls to do it, and something fucks up, like me not checking to make sure it wasn't on an empty chamber… I never even thought that'd be an issue. It left me unable to pull the trigger that second time and me having an anxiety attack, I just wish it'd have gone it and not be here suffering, but it would have been selfish, especially at the time when I was trying for PoC, and making a lot of effort to continue and be hopeful about a future, knowing then I had help and support. t least now I'm trying to do a few things to make my son's life better and safer before I go. I have to do this though, it's the right thing to do. Realistic hope has been gone for a long time, from my health steadily going down and down and down, to the point there is no going back to how it was before it got this bad. I cannot heal, I cannot recover, I cannot get better. I didn't want it to be like this and why I struggle to just do it.
do you even realize that declaring yourself suicidal isn't going to get POC back? and even if it did, getting him back through guilt and pity wouldn't make the great relationship you're wanting, and would inevitably just fuck up again pretty quickly. do you even realize how obvious it is that this is the real reason you are making these suicidal claims? everyone else can see this, its so blatantly obvious. i guess you are very likely lying to yourself and have actually convinced yourself this is what you want, like an actor getting into character. but deep down you know its not.
inb4: long wall of text rant to deny these claims, including all sorts of bullshit to attempt to substantiate your original claim.
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2017-08-14 at 6:01 AM UTC
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2017-08-14 at 6:05 AM UTCEh, shows up broken. Guess gifs don't work in img code. Just click it.
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2017-08-14 at 6:05 AM UTC
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2017-08-14 at 6:07 AM UTCI c wut u did thar. That v fucked it up.
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2017-08-14 at 6:18 AM UTCthey was there when i first loaded the page, then like magic they just disappeared. there's whichcraft going on in this fred.
try https://postimages.org its not totally gay like imgur
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