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lol im a psychopath!
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2017-08-01 at 8:39 PM UTCi don't have a "shallow affect" really, which is considered a symptom. i'm very emotional but its only for myself pretty much. i am able to extend out a small amount of empathy to my parents, but its more like the empathy most people would feel talking to a stranger. though i cant tell if its empathy or anxiety even. i cant really define my emotional processes, im kind of a dynamic being existing in the tornado that is my head and whatever goes, goes, for the time being. time is irrelevant and everything that happens to me is in the here and now. the past and future is (mostly) irrelevant. im unsure if i do a total lack of empathy, i might, i might not, i might be telling myself i don't to preserve my ego. i dont consider reality relevant to my ego either. it sounds better to myself to tell myself i'm not that bad and i do have prosocial emotions. whether its true or a mental game i play with myself, or a little bit of both, i dunno, my own personality perplexes me.
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2017-08-01 at 8:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by anra i have a chance at reproducing you dont :o
Is this supposed to be a good thing?
Oh, wait, I may actually be genuinely psychopathic myself. I've stated numerous times in the past that I genuinely strongly display multiple traits and score within range.
Just recently I was reflecting on some of the ways I used to behave in school, particularly after I left home, and my behavior could be absolutely psychotic, particularly many of the things I wanted/was planning to do, my beliefs.
This came to mind when thinking about college, and then I realized that I would seriously need to keep myself in check, be aware of, reflect upon, and control my behavior, any natural impulses i experience, particularly if I get pissed at other students or a professor, or even during debates/discussions, which is a genuine risk due to how I respond, how incredibly ornery and misanthropic I can be, increasing the longer I am around others, enclosed areas with people, the higher the density the worse, having the most detrimental effect with me, increasing as time goes on.
Simply someone saying idiotic or an affront to my pride can cause me to go into an incredibly vitriolic state where I deconstruct and disparage them as effectively as possible. I'm even capable of making multiple professors cry if I don't watch it. -
2017-08-01 at 8:42 PM UTCWhat sort of job would suit your skills and abilities? What drugs do you want to do? Why do you attribute no value to existence? Will you continue to live with your parents or will you live elsewhere? Do you really want a relationship, or do you just want to have sex? Do you believe you are capable of maintaining a long term relationship, considering your mental abnormalities?
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2017-08-01 at 8:42 PM UTCyou're autistic and a total fucking loser
autism doesnt occur in primary psychopathy. ever. if its secondary then its just because you're lanza tier pathetic. -
2017-08-01 at 8:43 PM UTC
Originally posted by Open Your Mind What sort of job would suit your skills and abilities? What drugs do you want to do? Why do you attribute no value to existence? Will you continue to live with your parents or will you live elsewhere? Do you really want a relationship, or do you just want to have sex? Do you believe you are capable of maintaining a long term relationship, considering your mental abnormalities?
something easy with decent pay
all of them except opiates
move out hopefully
im practically asexual, i like having someone care about me
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2017-08-01 at 8:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by anra something easy with decent pay
all of them except opiates
move out hopefully
im practically asexual, i like having someone care about me
probably not
What sort of work do you consider easy? What payment do you consider decent?
Why not opiates?
Would you prefer to live with people or alone? In a house, apartment, mobile home, cardboard box, or what?
Are you going to try to change yourself to become more capable of having a relationship, or would you rather learn to live without a relationship so you can continue to live without restraint? -
2017-08-01 at 8:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by Open Your Mind What sort of work do you consider easy? What payment do you consider decent?
Why not opiates?
Would you prefer to live with people or alone? In a house, apartment, mobile home, cardboard box, or what?
Are you going to try to change yourself to become more capable of having a relationship, or would you rather learn to live without a relationship so you can continue to live without restraint?
thats a stupid fucking question. a job where i have enough money to waste on drugs, and i dont have to do much of anything
opiates are a life sentence
im a loner
im going to have a relationship and be exactly the same person
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2017-08-01 at 8:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by anra thats a stupid fucking question. a job where i have enough money to waste on drugs, and i dont have to do much of anything
opiates are a life sentence
im a loner
im going to have a relationship and be exactly the same person
your questions are getting redundant
That's a stupid answer. Some people find working in a toll booth to be very easy, some people find it very hard. What job would you personally consider to be easy, and would that job pay you enough money to fund your desired lifestyle?
You won't have a relationship for very long if you already admit you are incapable of having a relationship.
You're sploo aren't you? -
2017-08-01 at 9:02 PM UTCwho's that?!?!
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2017-08-01 at 9:34 PM UTCAnswer the job question realistically you fuck! What jobs have you done in the past, and what skills do you think you possess in order to perform any job, for any significant amount of time?
I'd suggest mowing lawns, especially riding mowers, because that's very low-effort, but I can't help but assume having the sun beating down on you all day would get to you within your first shift and you'd quit.
I'd suggest food-service but there's a lot going on you have to work with others, as a loner, I wouldn't see you lasting more than a day or two.
You could work at a hotel front desk, there you have AC, a relaxed atmosphere, and very little physical labor. Again you still have to interact with customers so I don't know how'd you do there, but if you can put on a front for a few minutes at a time you could potentially last a while in this position, though the pay is going to be pretty average/below average.
Other than that I can't think of a position where you'd do well, which isn't a slight at you, you just don't seem to fit the type of requirements that most jobs need in order to employ someone.
So again, I ask, what jobs specifically do you think you could perform well and enjoy enough to last at? -
2017-08-01 at 9:39 PM UTChe has an iq over 7000!
he doesn't need a job.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-08-01 at 9:40 PM UTC
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2017-08-01 at 9:44 PM UTCRETARD!
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2017-08-01 at 9:46 PM UTCill shit on you
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ill shit on you ouuul rog! -
2017-08-01 at 9:52 PM UTCoh yay this thread again
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2017-08-01 at 9:52 PM UTCwants to get a job
literally incapable of naming one job he could perform
Why are you all like this? It's so painfully obvious. PAINFUL AND OBVIOUS. -
2017-08-01 at 10:34 PM UTCim a telepath
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2017-08-29 at 5:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by The Self Taught Man i broke a kids arm in 2nd grade. i've harmed lots of people since then either physically or emotionally, i dont really keep count and dont think about it either. its irrelevant to me. though sometimes when im in a bad mood certain moments will come back and i have an emotion that's sort of like guilt but it isnt sad, just kind of an annoying sensation, and i'm able to channel it into a pleasurable feeling where i use that iota of guilt to envision the suffering i've caused them and it gives me an almost sexual high. like i had a teacher that gave me this mouth agape expression when she realized the details of something i was doing and out of nowhere like 4 years later the image started repeating in my mind over and over, and it was quite unpleasant. i have obsessive compulsive disorder so that might be related to it. but ive also used the mental image of her in shock to fantasize when masturbating because it was an "intense" moment of pain i caused her of sorts
Post last edited by anra at 2017-08-01T20:31:09.559558+00:00
Damn son
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