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Drunken Debauchery and Summer Misery
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2017-07-24 at 9:52 PM UTCfuck, this thread is like 1 month and 5 days old or something.
What are we.. 1/3rd of the way through summer?
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2017-07-24 at 10:12 PM UTCStop necroposting
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2017-07-24 at 10:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by Fears You ruined my fucking summer you bitch… My entire year ive been more alone than I ever have been in my life even more isolated than when I was homeless.
It all started with chugging all that bundy to get you to notice me. I dont know how much energy I spent "chasing" you but I regret it all. I won't blame you for that though, no I was just one sucker on the "hts is cute" bandwagon seduced by your siren song of self loathing and self abuse.
This is twice in my life now ive "blown it" with a tranny.. I think I'm done for good with the trans community, fuck you all. You are all cock teases, good for nothing guys who gave up chasing women long ago and now you just troll idiots like me.
I wish it ended there though.
No , I just had to take it as far I could go. I blame the meth abuse honestly now that I'm sober for a week now I realize how fucking stupid I was to waste months chasing a fucking dude with long hair pretending to be a cute girl. What a fucking waste.
I can't even begin to describe how serious I was.. Everything I said was 100% true. It felt like love, I was satisfied in ways like never before and I was actually happy for once. Now I realize it was just drug delusions.
The sexual chemistry was very real and could have been something beautiful.
I still creep your Facebook every day since late June just to read the comments you left for me while I was binging like mad, those sweet names you called Me. I had to delete my Facebook because having those messages from you was too much to bare.
I guess I probably could have sent a bunch of messages but idk.. Sometimes I feel like the other person should respond.. Especially when the last thing you say to the person is "I love you".
I had the entire week free after that I could have … No … I was so fucked/up depressed I would have came to visit you. I was trying to think of a way to bring it up and then a few days passed . I was just waiting for a chance but you never replied.
Typical me I thought " she probably just regrets saying all that stuff" .. That was it wasn't it?.
Well now I removed myself from you , I did all the hard work so you dont need to do anything to get rid of me forever. I'm already gone.
You probably moved on while I was still trying to think of how to ask to visit you lol… And here I am still stuck.
I can see you are already making plans with people who could never hold a candle to me. I think its a lovely match because I'm fucking awesome, most kind, generous, chill person you will ever meet. Best lover alive with the biggest heart. So I hope you're happy settling for less.
I hope you go through life with a painful gaping hole in your heart that could only be filled by me.
I would say I hope you have a nice happy life but it looks to me like you already have that, and more, without me.
This song's for you Scrawn.
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2017-07-24 at 11:25 PM UTC
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2017-07-24 at 11:30 PM UTCI'm not going to donate you forty dollars that I do not have.
Nobody else is going to loan you forty dollars that they do not wish to share, or have the expense to donate
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2017-07-25 at 10:46 AM UTCTo my dearest Fears,
Nigga... I haven't been making plans with anyone. Reading this makes me sad. I never wanted to hurt you. I'm sorry.
And man the last thing you said to me on FB was cute... I'm so sorry. You're not the first person to hate me for not responding. I'm fucked up. Sometimes I start trying to think of a response and then get distracted and forget I even have a message to respond to. Seriously been given shit for this a couple times in the last month or two. Sorry I'm such an aloof cunt. I pretty much never start conversations. I rarely make threads. I'm only socially competent enough to respond to other people and even then I sometimes don't.
I see how you feel. Sorry. I hope you get your life back on track and start feeling happy again. Glad to hear you've been sober for a week. Feel free to keep hating me I guess, I probably deserve it. I don't regret anything I said. You were a fun guy to talk to.
Who the fuck do you think I'm settling on? I have nobody. I'm glad you didn't send me money either. Remember? I told you not to.
Hope you like the vodka anyway, it's good in some beers too. :)
Sincerely,
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2017-07-25 at 10:57 AM UTC*shrug*
I deserve it, I guess. I'm not that great. I still think you're great. Just try not to be a dick to me too much about what a shitty person I am. Totally understandable on your part. -
2017-07-25 at 11:22 AM UTC
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2017-07-25 at 12 PM UTC
Originally posted by Zsataya No you really don't, I mean when we last spoke we were on good terms I have just been stewing in my own madness here.. pretty girls make me crazy o.o
I wish you never read my shit before it got deleted lol.
I read the quote ITT and actually responded first in the thread it got deleted to 'cause I didn't realized it got deleted.
Originally posted by Zsataya I don't know why you would say such things, evil people exist all around us, I say us because you are one of the VERY FEW good ones.. possibly the only decent living creature alive right now.
I don't know about that. I clearly hurt you. Even if it was unintentional that's not something a good person does. I'm an adequate person at best. I'm neutral. Somewhere between true neutral and chaotic neutral. At best. At worst I'm neutral evil.
Originally posted by Zsataya I think that explains why im not very fun to talk to. But I get high thats dark and edge right?!
Haha I like talking to you, stupid. I've wondered if you were going to msg me a couple times but I'm awk and didn't go to msg you myself. Yeah geting high is sooper dark and edge. You should stop doing that. I'm pretty positive too, I just also hate positive people. More self hatred. I know that what you like, bby. :p -
2017-07-25 at 12:18 PM UTCjesus christThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-25 at 2:28 PM UTC
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2017-07-25 at 10:54 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-25 at 11:33 PM UTCbesides doing nasty ass meth do you guys ever shoot meth into your arms and if so, Why?
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2017-08-01 at 1:51 PM UTC
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2017-08-01 at 3:40 PM UTCI only shoot drugs into my foreheadThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-08-01 at 4:09 PM UTC
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2017-08-02 at 9:03 PM UTC
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2017-08-03 at 1:44 AM UTCSummer is half over now. 3 weeks till college starts up and people come back from their annual vacation in the northern hemisphere .
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2017-08-03 at 6:58 AM UTC
