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2017-07-08 at 10 PM UTCmalice: *long retarded autism rant*
everyone else: no one cares
malice: LEARN TO READ!!!
maybe if you said something that wasnt useless, stupid, and evidence of your brain damage, people wouldnt avoid your posts like giant turds -
2017-07-08 at 10:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I smoke cigarettes, and I need a cig right now.
When you take that test you have to be HONEST with yourself, and you're not capable of that. You refuse to see yourself as "that" bad or whatever, and have this distorted perception of yourself, but okay…
I had 3.98 GPA when I was in college up until the last couple semesters. I was invited to be part of some Phi Kappa what the fuck ever bullshit for it. My main science teacher was the head of it for our college. I couldn't afford the dues so… I never joined… What fucked my GPA was last couple semesters, my family, and my ex… you pretty much saw that. It's not hard to have good grades if you work at it.
Don't flatter yourself, Sploo, anyone could easily kill §m£ÂgØL. He has this big absurd, paranoid fear I still will kill him probably, and cries at night because of it, when he's hiding under the blanket from the shadow people.
You have a lot of fake friendships. YOu never are honest with people and hide important parts of yourself from people you sy you're closest with. That isn't legit, when people think you're someone else. You have learned to socialize and blend in with society, but you definitely have a lot of "fake" going around in that with the majority of people.
EDIT:You working out, and then giving shit to others for having "chub" on them. Did you forget you actually have a indention in your chest that causes you cardio problems, and get you winded easily? Not saying you aren't fit, you always have been, but fuck dude lol I think it's funny to see you of all people to be calling out someone like that. You don't even know how to fight, nor did you ever want to learn, or be taught anything related. Someone will fuck you up one day if youre not careful. Being fit doesn't equate to being able to throw down.
I scored 33 too. I was surprised at first, but not so much when I was reading into it further.
Look at you, Match-Maker Malice. You really are a sweetheart on the inside, in your own @utistic way.
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2017-07-08 at 10:48 PM UTC
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2017-07-08 at 10:55 PM UTCautistic people should seriously be euthanized
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2017-07-09 at 12:56 AM UTCi was bringing some peppers from my plants over to one of my neighbors today and this fucking kid who was 14 max asked me if i could hook him up with bud. he was listening to some shitty rap song, had an iron maiden tshirt on, wallet chain, a pack of marlboro nxts that he probably stole from his mom or something, and had one hanging out of his mouth that wasnt even lit. the nerve of this kid
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2017-07-09 at 12:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by cerakote i was bringing some peppers from my plants over to one of my neighbors today and this fucking kid who was 14 max asked me if i could hook him up with bud. he was listening to some shitty rap song, had an iron maiden tshirt on, wallet chain, a pack of marlboro nxts that he probably stole from his mom or something, and had one hanging out of his mouth that wasnt even lit. the nerve of this kid
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2017-07-09 at 1 AM UTC
Originally posted by cerakote i was bringing some peppers from my plants over to one of my neighbors today and this fucking kid who was 14 max asked me if i could hook him up with bud. he was listening to some shitty rap song, had an iron maiden tshirt on, wallet chain, a pack of marlboro nxts that he probably stole from his mom or something, and had one hanging out of his mouth that wasnt even lit. the nerve of this kid
I kind of miss my wallet chain. In no other circumstance are you able to get away with carrying a chain on your person. -
2017-07-09 at 1 AM UTCand to yung lanny i didnt mean equal as in aspergers brain functions as well as a regular one i meant that a high functioning tard brain makes up for its impairments in other areas
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2017-07-09 at 1:02 AM UTC
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2017-07-09 at 1:04 AM UTC
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2017-07-09 at 1:06 AM UTCI wore 5' of chains on the legs of my pants
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2017-07-09 at 3:51 AM UTCSo sploo, what weapon would you bring to the malice fite?
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2017-07-09 at 4:36 AM UTC
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2017-07-09 at 5:10 AM UTCum listen here he isnt big hes thicc
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2017-07-09 at 5:19 AM UTCRap is for niggers
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2017-07-09 at 5:31 AM UTC
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2017-07-09 at 5:36 AM UTC
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2017-07-09 at 6:01 AM UTCHrrgh, 200mg of flmodafinil, equivalent to 800mg modafinil was too much. There were very concerning side effects toward the end.
Sleep deprived > sleep 2 hours > Take flmodafinil > stay up 28 more hours > smoke weed
Oy, stupid thing to do, but I didn't expect the flmodafinil to have such a strong effect at 200mg
And I succumb to sleep deprivation considerably faster than average and need a bit more sleep.
After I got really high I started having auditory issues. Even with ear muffs and plugs on my brain could decode what was being said and it was really annoying. Yes, I confirmed the sounds were real, they were from a TV upstairs and a kid in a room across from my door playing video games kinda loud.
What was really worrying was when I started getting serious auditory hallucinations. The sounds some things made were really distorted. For example, the sound of moving my blankets seemed far louder than usual, consistent with the movement, and it sounded really abnormal, almost like a living thing making noises. Some things sounded like difficult to comprehend soft voices.
I also felt like I might be at risk of a seizure. I kept getting repeated spasms that were the same movement patterns, this rapid jittering/shaking/vibrating, that were like very minor seizures, even short lasting mild whole body spasms, which I could stop or control. I'm sure it was the strong pro-glutamatergic effects, particularly from the amount I took and the circumstances.
You can definitely have schizo-mimetic effects in situations like this, from taking weed at a bad time toward the end in particular. Really unpleasant stuff that never really happened before, except during that period where I was excessively using already vaped weed every day due to depression and dysfunction, self-medicating because I hated being sober in such a depressed state, so I developed a strong psychological addiction, and then added in other problems, such as agmatine (increases CB1 activity, potentiates cannabis's effect on CB1) and sleep deprivation again.
Well, I learned my lesson for good. I definitely don't want to experience that again. You'll be happy to know I won't be going on a posting spree like that again. Oh, and I also need to learn, master the discipline, to refrain from posting so much while on flmodafinil. In general properly control internet usage, make the most of it/focus on important tasks and subjects to study, take breaks, don't do things to such an excessive extent. -
2017-07-09 at 6:09 AM UTCcommence blog
so i eradicated a small civilization of mold that was occupying my shower today. a few years ago, we had people cone fix and paint over a bit of water damage in the cieling caused by the apartment above ours. well, when these fuckniggers came and did all of that, they didnt lay a cover down over the shower. so whenever i used it for the first time after coming back from visiting family, there was a fine layer of paint, sheetrock dust, and whatever other miscellaneous grime they left behind all the fuck over my shower, which had already hardened at this point. and this wouldnt be so bad if it werent for the fact that our buildings foundation is FUCKED, so what was once a properly graded bathroom that didnt have problems with moisture is now the ideal spot for mold to grow. the lightly textured surface of the dust and paint residue served as a good place for the mold to root as well. so eventually, after growing up enough to start to care about the way my shit looks, i started to notice that this wasnt just my shower's appearance, it was actually a niggerload of mold in it. in my inital attempts to combat the problem, i started running through tilex like its nothing, which wasnt as effective as id hoped. cut to thursday, the day i decide enough is enough. i got a steel wool pad from work (not the shitty crackhead tier ones either, i got steel rawhide nibba) and an extra pair of cutter gloves to outfit myself for my impending killing spree. mixed up some white vinegar and blue dawn soap, which buttfucks mold by the way. its no bleach, but i was going to be in there until i was finished for better or for worse and didnt want to fuck my shit up with the fumes. anyway, there was such a layer of soap scum on my shower door that instead of being clear like plexiglas should be, it was opaque. finally, after sustained jihad against the mold menace, i prevailed. the cutter gloves i had were trashed by the end of it. i had 2 of them on each hand and the mold still managed to saturate both layers. my shower went from a greenish beige mixed with grey color to clean eggshell white again and the fact that i ever let it get this bad makes me disgusted with myself. at least now that ive finally completed the mold crusade i dont have to worry about showering in what looks like a gas chamber
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