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2017-07-07 at 7:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop Lanny already posted this song in a thread before the lyrics do be fly tho':
and i listened to pump fake 3000 times and wished i could find my place, my generation.
sitting home alone after a fucking shitty show where no one showed up like they said they would.
and now we're grown ups. we're fucking grown up. with a bummed out swan song wasted on closed ears.
fuck this fuck everything no one even cares i wish they would care.
i hope that i die so people might listen to the songs i write, or wrote.
I'm really surprised anyone liked that, I thought me and Myers were the only people around here that were into that kind of music. Do you listen to snowing as well? -
2017-07-07 at 7:30 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice It's pointless for me to have music on while reading and doing other cognitively intensive activities or things that require concentration because I end up blocking one or the other.
Could be due to the hyperfocus aspergers can have, or it's possible that due to a neurological difference or some deficit my brain just doesn't properly multitask. I also have some auditory processing irregularities. Hmm, the sensory hypersensitivity probably also plays a critical part due to the unnaturally large amount of information I take in from sight and sound, along with the lower sensory gating aspect.
I'm usually the same way and never liked using lube. My penis head becomes desensitized too quickly from overstimulation and I also have trouble coming. Lubeless feels better and is faster.
I'm using it because I can't get an erection from lubeless and lube feels better right now due to the medication. Aside from inorgasmia I also have trouble developing and maintaining an erection, remaining aroused and reaching normal levels of arousement, and it may be desensitized.
Grr, trying to jack off only incrementally makes the problem worse! Mild blue balls, and the desire to masturbate and orgasm/ejaculate along with mild sex drive/arousal, a desire to fap and view porn, increase every time.
I need to get a fleshlight. If that doesn't work, my prostate could eventually swell or become sensitized enough that stimulation could work. I may need to go as far as getting pegged by a girl if this continues. Making a post on reddit about being interested in experimenting with this fetish for the first time, no strings attached, along with an interesting story so it doesn't seem like I'm some weird (Well, of course I am, but I mean in a different way) random person or pervert, potentially dangerous.
here's a solution for you pal
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2017-07-07 at 7:37 AM UTCAny respectable masturbatore owns a fleshlight.
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2017-07-07 at 8:18 AM UTCfuck buddhism, bald ass niggas, world renunciation is life denying bullshit for little bitches. Live authentically or die motherfuckers
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2017-07-07 at 8:19 AM UTCima blow everyones minds cause youre all stupider than me and im a genius and i hate you
the movement of facial muscles is the original language and even though we only determine meaning through blatant expressions of emotion and words, the same way the vocal cords and muscles of the mouth can in any delicate way change a sound to create a word, there's a syntax and dictionary (mentally) of any miniscule facial muscle contraction or contortion, so simultaneously we are interpreting a verbal and nonverbal language, which is obvious but what isnt realized is that microexpressions are constantly speaking in sentences the same way people speak in sentences and the meanings can clash which results in gut feeling and uncertainty for decisions where textually the same information could be conferred without an accurate psychological profile analysis spoken through facial sentences, autistics lack this ability and schizophrenics hyperfocus on it. -
2017-07-07 at 8:20 AM UTC
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2017-07-07 at 8:21 AM UTCabsurd levels of anal pain ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
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2017-07-07 at 8:22 AM UTC
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2017-07-07 at 8:25 AM UTCAlso...I think The bay of beta is probably an exit scam at this point...I could be wrong and usually not one to side with naysayers but yeah its not looking great..luckily I'm only out like $35-$40..I know there's buyers on there who just deposited 15k+ on there right before that went down..damn doesn't that suck.
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2017-07-07 at 8:51 AM UTCyou should delete that post sploo if only to save yourself the embarrassment of having to reread it.
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2017-07-07 at 8:51 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop Also…I think The bay of beta is probably an exit scam at this point…I could be wrong and usually not one to side with naysayers but yeah its not looking great..luckily I'm only out like $35-$40..I know there's buyers on there who just deposited 15k+ on there right before that went down..damn doesn't that suck.
yeah but those free markets tho
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2017-07-07 at 8:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny you should delete that post sploo if only to save yourself the embarrassment of having to reread it.
i reread it and its fine. did u not understand it? youre such a fucking pretentious faggot, what i said made perfect sense but as spectral quoted you "i'm lanny i know everything!" when something you havent read in a textbook comes up
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2017-07-07 at 9:03 AM UTCNever mind
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2017-07-07 at 9:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny yeah but those free markets tho
Post last edited by Lanny at 2017-07-07T08:57:26.683624+00:00
I suppose it was a "matter of time" fuck what ya heard God blessin' all the trap niggas. Srs though there's probably several guys out there who got fronted tons of re up money and are now pondering if they should book a permanent vacation to Europe or if the financier will be understanding and not break their legs. RIP AB Marketplace gone but not forgotten. -
2017-07-07 at 9:07 AM UTC
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2017-07-07 at 9:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by Kolokol-1 This wouldn't be a problem if our governments didn't enact draconian restrictions against people who are hurting nobody but themselves
Fair enough, if the government didn't illegalize certain drugs for recreational use the drug trade could suckle contentedly at the teat of enforceable contracts and the state could stand watch over the market making it somewhat safe and reasonable. The fact that excluding something from the domain of the state makes it a perpetual cycle of Hobbesian game-theoretic mutual fucking doesn't surprise me at all, rather it delights. -
2017-07-07 at 9:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by sploo i reread it and its fine. did u not understand it? youre such a fucking pretentious faggot, what i said made perfect sense but as spectral quoted you "i'm lanny i know everything!" when something you havent read in a textbook comes up
run on sentences and grammatical incoherency is only a problem if youre a cuck
durr durrr, guys, did u evr realize FAT TITTIES are a form of SECONDARY SEXUAL CHARACTERISTIC and a tool for SIGNALING?!?!!?!?!?!
CAN I HAZ PHD YET?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-07 at 9:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny durr durrr, guys, did u evr realize FAT TITTIES are a form of SECONDARY SEXUAL CHARACTERISTIC and a tool for SIGNALING?!?!!?!?!?!
CAN I HAZ PHD YET?
the point being you can introspect into how slight facial movements influenced moments of conversations with others and develop a system of consciously, rather than subconsciously being able to interpret every cue, which is like becoming the most fluent in a language everyone speaks but no one is aware of (like logik pussle) for heightened cognitive empathy
start considering the correlations in every day life and you can develop psuedotelepathy -
2017-07-07 at 10:30 AM UTCIt's interesting to think how the perceptions of others, particularly the masses, differs from yours when you have very uncommon views, one that can affect your life profoundly, the way you see the world, decisions you make, how you generally live your life. It's like having superpowers. I rarely think about individuals, outside of this message board, when a post triggers it. Total sign of being a hikikomori aspie. I honestly don't even have friends online, I never use IM, voice, call anyone, or video chat. Uh, anyway.
For example, the incredibly taboo subject of race realism or human biological diversity/HBD. There are countless regular discussions centered around race or including it as a critical aspect. Countless theories and studies, literature written, so much time and effort, effects on lives and society, conflicting views and debates, policy decisions and options, resources spent, lives impacted.
But you can go straight to the source. If you can learn and contain enough knowledge and properly analyze it, integrate it and create chain of what data stems from what, what is connected to what, set aside your biases, preconceptions, emotions, are generally very low on emotion and high on rationality/reasoning, have the adequate intelligence (ability to deal with complexity), cognitive factors, personality factors, habits of the mind, are strongly "rule" driven (mental trait), valuing of knowledge, strong truth-seeking trait, and have your perception unnaturally strongly and rapidly affected, modulated, by what you accept as truth once you feel a sufficient level of confidence has been reached,
then, uh, fuck, I forgot what I was going to write.
well, you have a radically different perception of the world. It alters your understanding on it and your decisions. Hmm, will and perception. Now, Lanny would probably condescendingly ask, after criticizing various aspects of it, semantical arguments that are just a nuisance, misunderstanding and distorting etc. what those examples are of how it impacts your real world decisions. Well god dang it, my mind is just as valid a part of the world as anything else. I spend most of my time in it and greatly value the truth, an accurate reality of it, information I find highly valuable or at least fascinating because I seeked to understand the fundamental aspects of humanity, critical aspects of the world and the nature of reality, which lead to (nearly) all else. I have no interest interesting in extremely rare fluctuations or ones that have no practical impact, the insubstantial whimsies of the idiotic worthless masses/. I'm not stating that 100% can be explained, you certainly can't predict it, by these subjects, human culture and history are too complex.
Oh, imagine how radically society could be altered if everyone believed in it. Yeah, it would be too unlikely and I have no faith in it, but it's still interesting to think about the impact it could have.
Oh, gender! It has strongly affected my view of women and how I would interact with them, what I view as a critical factor of various traits, what dangers to be aware of, particularly in close relationships, even friendships, relationships where their decisions, views/beliefs, performance, or ability or willingness to understand something, can have powerful effects, negative effects on my own being, my life, even if not immediate, on things I value, on others that may lead to this effect. Again, a radically different understanding from the vast majority of people. Don't misunderstand, it isn't enough to believe something is caused or considerably affected by gender, biological aspects related to it, there has to be a rational reason for this belief, it has to be supported by genuine and sound evidence, a thorough understanding of the subject, the most critical aspects. Women are fucking dangerous and due to the power of political authority they are the most destructive force in Western civilization. I'm not being hyperbolic about the latter and I'm aware of exactly how ridiculous the previous statement will appear to you, Lanny. You have good reason to be skeptical. What leftists, you might ask. Or from your perspective, rightists, even capitalists, the religious. Yes, despite the on average affect, short-term intertemporal fluctuations at present not being valid, I stand by my statement of their destructiveness in Western civilization. I'm simply stating my beliefs, do you really want me to go on enormous aspie rants about these two subjects and dig walls of references and information, my analysis?
It was my aspie special interest/research obsession at one point, beginning years ago. There were posts on it at Zoklet, and a thread I created with particularly enthralling items related to race I had previously found and newly discovered ones.
I genuinely reached the level years ago where I had attained such a high level of confidence on this matter and various data related to race, information about its aspects, I fully accepted it as a truth about the world, about humanity. I state with sincerity that I view the subjects of the biological reality of non-superficial race and gender differences, differences that have profound societal effects, as the scientific view the theory of evolution. It's simply an unchallenged aspect of reality, something accepted as being improbably false. There is no doubt in my mind. -
2017-07-07 at 10:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by sploo the point being you can introspect into how slight facial movements influenced moments of conversations with others and develop a system of consciously, rather than subconsciously being able to interpret every cue, which is like becoming the most fluent in a language everyone speaks but no one is aware of (like logik pussle) for heightened cognitive empathy
start considering the correlations in every day life and you can develop psuedotelepathy
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