2017-07-01 at 7:10 PM UTC
I have this friend who's a great guy but he's also a hopeless IV heroin addict. He sits in his dark room all the time, shooting up heroin and smoking weed while his wife is at work, cops before she gets home, and "hides" his addiction from her (even though it's 100% obvious, even to those with no drug knowledge, because he is sick and sweaty all the fucking time). Since his wife is in denial and the breadwinner and thus the only reason he is able to continue blowing money on heroin. But since his wife obviously knows something is not right with them, she has this thing where she puts the blame on all his friends. I don't even do heroin but sometimes I go over there just to smoke weed but it's like she's always giving me hella heat and dirty looks when we're both there at the same time. I can tell I'll go chill with him all day but then when his wife comes home he suddenly has to go and do something else.
2017-07-01 at 7:54 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
I used to be a heroin/ opioid addict and I'm so glad I tossed that aside. Like if I had some heroin right now I would totally do itand be fine without doing it again for awhile. But I used to be pretty bad.
I'm a drunkard and while that I will admit is "weak-sauce" I don't feel like it would put someone under the bridge like a heroin addiction would. I still go to work and do things so I'm not a shut in like your friend. But at the same time I realize I should start being a lil more moderate and healthy so I've been cutting back.
But yeah I can relate to your friend. I'm not married, but the girl I've been seeing the last couple of months I care about her. But 2 weekends ago I drank pretty heavily more than normal and she came over Saturday night and we hung out and it was all good that night, but in the morning we both didn't have work and we were just sleeping in / watching movies, but because it was sunday I couldn't get a drink until noon and I started shaking really bad while trying to plug my phone in and I was all sweaty and gross.
And she didn't say anything about it, maybe she didn't notice... maybe she did. But I was trying to play it off.
On my birthday last week, I smoked some bud, had one brew and a couple vicodins and I felt so much better when her and I hung out.
But yeah addiction is a hard thing. I've had 2 friends die from heroin overdoses. But I honestly think that their overdose was more attributed to them not giving a shit about self preservation, almost like they had a death wish.
Like about 8 years ago or so I was in jail for awhile and when I got out I basically just hit up my friend and we went and got some balloons and my tolerance was so low but I wasn't thinking right and cooked an entire balloon and shot it all.
Next thing I know I'm waking up and my friend is all freaked out because he thought I had overdosed because I wasn't responsive just laying there. His dad actually showed up to his place to pick up his dog to take the dog to the vet. Luckily he was able to keep is dad outside of the apartment. But yeah I woke up and my gf and her friend picked me up and I was so fucking sick I was just laying in the back seat high as fuck but not enjoying it all lol
