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2017-06-22 at 7:07 PM UTC
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2017-06-22 at 7:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Shit y'all didn't cook your noodles all the way in jail? Lol. Ain't got NOTHIN but time to make them shits right.
Only late at night when I'd be hungry while reading. I would either eat em popcorn style or soak them in as little water as possible, as warm I could get from the tap, compressed under my mattress in the package to make a burrito. -
2017-06-22 at 7:09 PM UTC
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2017-06-22 at 7:09 PM UTCOh ok, I was already getting hyped.
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2017-06-22 at 7:10 PM UTC
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2017-06-22 at 7:11 PM UTC
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2017-06-22 at 7:14 PM UTC
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2017-06-22 at 7:22 PM UTCRat is hella compatible with me doe
The real zodiac rat. -_- -
2017-06-22 at 7:25 PM UTCThink I might have found my new anthem:
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2017-06-22 at 8:07 PM UTCtiger soundz
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2017-06-22 at 8:08 PM UTCRRRRWWWWAAARRRRR!
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2017-06-22 at 10:38 PM UTC
Originally posted by Piles of Crack
That isn't healthy, PoC, particularly in terms of the long-term effect when you're in a relationship. The damage builds up.
You need to learn to open your heart to others. It requires more strength to accept the pain and necessity, to go through the process required to achieve the level of openness and comfort, such as how I purposefully strove to develop shamelessness, and actually enact it.
Originally posted by Piles of Crack Turning 30 is one of the most crushing feelings I have experienced in a long time.
If you're happy in the present, why does the past matter? The past doesn't exist and memories are nothing but shadows of past experience. If you truly achieve what you want, none of that will matter anymore, in time you can learn to stop dwelling on it. Took me years to get over my obsessive rumination and profound regrets about the past after my mental breakdown.
Originally posted by Lanny twenty *mumble mumble*
Lanny's 23. If you admit/state something about your life just once and I see it, it's stored forever in my a.utismal data bank. I remember every fact Lanny has stated about his life, every embarrassing admission, without even trying.
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2017-06-22 at 10:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Only my ear necklace.
User was banned for saying the taboo phrase "necklace"!
Oh yeah, some genius you are. That was so obvious.
Originally posted by Lanny you should get one of those AIDS necklaces to show solidarity or whatever. They're really popular around SF right now (almost time for pride)
On the subject of homosexually, tangenitally related to HTS, I was masturbating earlier today after my naturally long breaks when I have no desire, which I do so simply because it's less of a burden than dealing with minor sexual desire, usually occurring in the morning due to diurnal variation, which oral vitamin D3 increases the effect of, and part of it was to a 3 way trap porn/camshow segment I had seen with one particularly beautiful girl. Unfortunately I do not seem to be naturally attracted to men, even the minor masculine differences that are easy for me to perceive are enough to naturally make arousal more difficult. There's difficulty in sustaining attention and interest, in maintaining an erection, and achieving orgasm, which tends to be considerably weaker and less fulfilling than with thoughts of women.
Afterward I still had some desire for traps, so I came across the trap subreddit and looked through the front page of the top rated posts of all time. I am extremely picky even when it comes to standard women, finding very few of them physically attractive, particularly when naked, but I came across two particularly good ones. The vast majority were not attractive, to be clear.
Magnificent figure: https://gfycat.com/SardonicCarefulCalf
Perfect form and color: http://i.imgur.com/SQ9oAhq.jpg
I had the thought that with the shapeliness and femininity of the first girl, particularly her derriere and much better face and hair relative to most traps, the perfect anus of the second and generally top quality form
If it was right in front of me there's a good chance I would not care, even if I had not been aware they were traps. Eventually, after enough time and descension into degeneracy, you cease to care and when you develop a profound desire for release a hole simply becomes a hole.
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2017-06-22 at 10:52 PM UTC
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2017-06-22 at 11:01 PM UTCMusk is bound to have thought of this, but I really wonder if one of his primary motivations for the Mars colony, at least now (seems he may have been a bit late to recognize the importance of AGI and assimilation, although he is insanely busy), is the existential threat AGI could pose (I'm not concerned about this. Even the extermination of mankind, even all life on earth, would be a good outcome.).
Of course it would be nothing like depicted in scifi novels and films, which are designed to be entertaining. Human beings wouldn't stand any chance at all and would be rapidly annihilated.
It would be absolutely fascinating to be on Mars when this occurs. Like, practically the first truly interesting event in the history of mankind. Their only hope would be if they were simply viewed as insignificant and the AGI showed no concern, at least until it potentially began assimilating other planets/celestial bodies or built a dyson sphere, which I don't see how they could cope with unless they discovered free energy, mastered some form of fusion, or found some other alternative.
Either way, I would argue that it's an incredibly poor investment, a waste of time and money, incredible effort. It brings to mind the film Interstellar and how part of it provides an excellent example for a practical argument in favor of antinatalism. Musk recently stated that the reason he was accumulating personal assets was to eventually fund this. Human enhancement and AI deserve this.
It's so incredibly difficult, and even his own estimate is 2060+, that hopefully by then he'll have shifted his focus or, I hope to god, the singularity has already occurred.
Originally posted by Falco Case in point. Just wait till you actually have something to actually say. You speak a lot but don't say anything.
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2017-06-22 at 11:10 PM UTCI've had serious psychological addiction just to cannabis. The urge to get high, to experience the non-specific (general) amplification (Stanislav Grof came up with this term for the common effect drugs with psychedelic effects have. It's a very good descriptive term.). The mild rebound effect is bound to play a part as well. Definitely feel a bit dumbed down right now and need to take regular breaks, unfortunately.
I can only imagine what something that has a far stronger effect, along with actual physical addiction, would feel like if it had a high affinity for me. I've mentioned before that I had a pretty nice nod on poppy seed tea, which can contain a surprisingly high amount of opioids, along with a long duration, but it just wasn't that interesting and I haven't felt the urge to return to it. The only times I had a desire for it was when I was feeling particularly depressed and had a strong desire for reprieve. I've never had problems with physical pain or discomfort, no injuries or disorder(s) that cause this.
Pretty good that I seem to have avoided that. I did very enjoy stimulants in the past, but it was only ever at therapeutic doses. And now I'm on an MAOI, so I would need something with very little effect on NE and SERT.
Oh, benzos. Yes, I am capable of going through quite a bit of powder and certainly seem to have a strong desire to avoid moderation and regular breaks. I could certainly see myself becoming addicted to that long-term, and the withdrawals are horrific.
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2017-06-22 at 11:22 PM UTCJesus malice thanks for the novel
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2017-06-22 at 11:31 PM UTC
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2017-06-22 at 11:33 PM UTCyou mad too? You guys are too easy,
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2017-06-22 at 11:35 PM UTC