What are you thinking about....

1. 2024-09-06 at 1:24 AM UTC

   #32081
   Netflxchillr African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Kafka No, why would you ask?

   
   
   Because your body structure is NOT very feminine. I’m not trying to be mean, just being frank… because you asked. & also the way you are so fanatical about your appearance using all the different modalities you do/try etc. you verge on the brink of fanatical, like many trans people do. I was just curious.
2. 2024-09-06 at 1:26 AM UTC

   #32082
   Kafka sweaty
   It feels like, should I be beautiful and have the dopamine rush of all the pink? Or should I be taken seriously in professional environments and not give men the wrong impression about me, because they're not gonna think a girly girl is a feminist and that's what I am.
3. 2024-09-06 at 1:28 AM UTC

   #32083
   

   Fluttershy Tuskegee Airman

   Originally posted by Kafka It feels like, should I be beautiful and have the dopamine rush of all the pink? Or should I be taken seriously in professional environments and not give men the wrong impression about me, because they're not gonna think a girly girl is a feminist and that's what I am.

   
   Kafka when was the last time a man approached you in real life?
4. 2024-09-06 at 1:29 AM UTC

   #32084
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by Netflxchillr Because your body structure is NOT very feminine. I’m not trying to be mean, just being frank… because you asked. & also the way you are so fanatical about your appearance using all the different modalities you do/try etc. you verge on the brink of fanatical, like many trans people do. I was just curious.

   
   My waist, which you don't see, is 25 inches. I have dealt with anorexia. My shoulder and hip bones are in the same plane.
5. 2024-09-06 at 1:30 AM UTC

   #32085
   Kafka sweaty
   It's normal for women to have their shoulder and hip bones in the same plane, they just don't notice because of their fat.
6. 2024-09-06 at 1:33 AM UTC

   #32086
   Netflxchillr African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Kafka Your outfit looks like something I would wear. I can't really describe my style, I don't accessorise and do different styles but there's something the same about it all, maybe perfection.

   
   Heeheheh.
   
   I did NOT dress mainstream style, at all. I raided my father’s closets many a time… stole fedoras, ties, big white dress shirts etc. &
   
   Yes, I see a lot of similarities as well.
   
   Except I dressed like that 30 years ago.
7. 2024-09-06 at 1:35 AM UTC

   #32087
   Kafka sweaty
   Curves disappear when you lose weight.
8. 2024-09-06 at 1:35 AM UTC

   #32088
   

   Fluttershy Tuskegee Airman

   Originally posted by Kafka Curves disappear when you lose weight.

   
   I LOVE CURVY WOMEN! 👍
9. 2024-09-06 at 1:45 AM UTC

   #32089
   Netflxchillr African Astronaut
   Flutter, you told me you were homosexual… Were you fibbing me?!! Not very nice of you!
10. 2024-09-06 at 1:49 AM UTC

    #32090
    

    Fluttershy Tuskegee Airman

    Originally posted by Netflxchillr Flutter, you told me you were homosexual… Were you fibbing me?!! Not very nice of you!

    
    It’s 2024, women can have penises too, biggot!
11. 2024-09-06 at 1:55 AM UTC

    #32091
    Netflxchillr African Astronaut
    No, you! wanna be… queerboi
12. 2024-09-06 at 2:01 AM UTC

    #32092
    

    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]

    Originally posted by Kafka My past life.
    
    

    
    mmmmmmmm
13. 2024-09-06 at 2:05 AM UTC

    #32093
    Kafka sweaty
    It's crazy how much better I feel with my old friends in my orbit again.
14. 2024-09-06 at 2:06 AM UTC

    #32094
    Kafka sweaty
    This place stifled me a bit bcus of all the oldies. I stopped using slang for my age group and couldn't connect with anyone. My old friends are nu-goth.
15. 2024-09-06 at 2:21 AM UTC

    #32095
    Kafka sweaty
    I kept her discord server alive for three years but I was an alcoholic at the time and the last straw for her was me cutting my thumb trying to cut up my passport. I feel like a vampire waiting for an invite to her server and will keep buying her steam gift cards until that day so I can leave this place.
16. 2024-09-06 at 2:22 AM UTC

    #32096
    Kafka sweaty
    
17. 2024-09-06 at 2:38 AM UTC

    #32097
    Netflxchillr African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Kafka In highschool I got the impression that being girly was frowned upon, so I'd wear mens clothes. Then when I was 21 I decided to embrace the kawaii, but vintage fashion was part of me too because I wanted to be seen as a mature adult. I will always have goth days but can't be a full time goth because I love colours too much. I either dress to intimate or to be beautiful. When around men I prefer the intimidating option, and I know I look good dressing androgynous so idc. I just don't feel safe wearing kawaii clothes around men because I feel like they won't take me seriously.

    
    Men won’t give a damn what you wear if you simply exude confidence wearing it.
    
    
    
    DISCLAIMER: I am speaking of one having some creativity & confidence in being their own fashion statement. I am not talking about the scantily dress of today- where females wear next to barely NOTHING and they think they are being bold in wearing all their underwear as their outerwear.
18. 2024-09-06 at 2:42 AM UTC

    #32098
    Kafka sweaty

    Originally posted by Netflxchillr Men won’t give a damn what you wear if you simply exude confidence wearing it.
    
    
    
    DISCLAIMER: I am speaking of one having some creativity & confidence in being their own fashion statement. I am not talking about the scantily dress of today- where females wear next to barely NOTHING and they think they are being bold in wearing all their underwear as their outerwear.

    
    Are you still with the guy in that pic?
19. 2024-09-06 at 3:15 AM UTC

    #32099
    Kafka sweaty
    I have a desire to comfort her but can never say the right thing. It feels like my generosity, loyalty and advice isn't enough to be a good friend.
20. 2024-09-06 at 3:24 AM UTC

    #32100
    Kafka sweaty
    Whenever I try to express my care it just sounds cringe, I really said I wanted to run my fingers through her mermaid hair.