2017-06-20 at 8:49 AM UTC
Everything is so boring
the jedis are close to ruling the world (though they'll all be killed off before soon and peace will be restored)
The web is going to shit
Humans are garbage
I'm becoming more numb and dead inside as the days go by
The only thing keeping me going on is that one day I will be able to upload my mind to a new body and return to the way of life a I desire.
I'll live out in my own private virtual reality domain modeled after my hometown.
My body will never age past 15 and I'll switch back and forth between male and female.
Occasionally I'll teleport to my private island homestead.
All the friends and experiences I'll have in VR ^_^
But gosh this place, the fleshet, is such trash.
Take this place for example, a shell of what TOTSE was, it's full of boring dullards and nothign is going on.
Facejedi has sucked away the life of the internet and a precious artform of a day NOT SO LONG AGO (seriously fuck all you 2000 - 2006 wasn't that long ago and time never should have went on past then).
I don't even know how to go on anymore
So many people died
The holohaux never happened but a very serious genocide did occur the past decade, the opioid epidemic caused by the jedi-run pharma industry.
I heard the sirens everyday the summer of 2015, it was bizarre literally everyday DEATH.
I walked by downtown and some woman (who seemed rather unleahty from lifestyle and drug abuse) bogged me down to tell me a story about how this guy in the apartment building we were outside of had died from an overdose.
He was apparently in his room gurgling choking to death then BAM .... dead ...
I feel sorry for those people, had they of had marijuana and VR they would have no turned to such deadly poisons.
If I die, I hope it's peaceful and during my sleep and then I'll reincarnate in my own full-immersion private universe.
This universe, the fleshnet, everything, it's so awful.
This has been the worst lifetime ever.
2017-06-20 at 8:53 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
it's ok, I can almost guarantee the current order will fall to pieces before your 14th birthday
2017-06-20 at 10:54 AM UTC
Life is beautiful. Forget about the faggots. There's all kinds of shit that's awesome. Stop focusing on jedis and laws. There's enough awesome shit you can do without breaking any laws, so I don't see why you're bitching, but hay PM me if you want to be happier.
Why the fuck isn't anyone here in the morning? Do all you niggas sleep in every day? Come on now damn.
2017-06-20 at 6:26 PM UTC
It's cool Bill Krozby you know I would always shoot the shit with you. And I'll admit I'm damn good at talking forever about fuckin nothing at all yet remaining entertaining lmfao
2017-06-20 at 8:03 PM UTC
No I meant.
There is a deep sense of lacking inside of me, everything feels so empty.
I have been through major accidents, a lifetime of isolation (I was making threads like this when I was 12 - 14) and not only are my brain-chemicals not firing enough, but this existence is just dull.
So many people are perfectly fine with the way things are set up.
When I think of all the activities humans engage in, the path most people take in life, the way the fleshnet is designed all I can think of is what a waste of potential.
We're these blobs of matter that can deconstruct our own minds, build tools to explore the universe and eventually hack it yet things are still so fucking boring and under-realized.
Movies, music, clothing, consciousness, ideology, mindsets, video games, society ...
The past year I spent everyday in a hotel doing nothing but reading up on conspiracy stuff and the state of affairs and it just reminded me how dull this world really is.
Virtual reality will fix this though.
2017-06-20 at 8:09 PM UTC
I only have 28% Sub-Saharan DNA. I'm hardly a nigger.
