2024-06-13 at 7:22 PM UTC
All that's missing is the stacked rings and fake tattoos
2024-06-13 at 7:58 PM UTC
It gives for rain tomorrow so the plan is to have a lie-in and go to the library and a park. Sheer will power got me to the beach today bcus I had zero energy.
2024-06-13 at 8:10 PM UTC
It's so nice sleeping without a top on. It's not often I'm numb enough to be free of sensory issues. I can feel normal for a little while.
2024-06-14 at 4:57 AM UTC
I got four hours sleep so my dreams of sleeping-in are gone. Idk what I should do.
2024-06-14 at 5:01 AM UTC
I think I'm gonna stay in to like 3pm to rest and do my skincare, go get Monster at some point, not drink tonight and go to the park at some point or for a longer walk.
2024-06-14 at 5:11 AM UTC
Kinks
Actually pretty straight
[bitch the twenty-second stewpan]
liquor makes me wide awake also
you dont need to lose weight. you would look too thin if you did .
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2024-06-14 at 6:39 AM UTC
I want to go to Five Guys and the park then when it starts raining to the library or I might take a train to somewhere it isn't raining.
Idk what to do on four hours sleep. I'm drinking red bull now so it's not like im going back to sleep
2024-06-14 at 11:53 AM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
Life without Rats, leads to having mice stop by for snacks, mice are dumb, they go strait to the glue traps and then i have to kill dumb cute little mice, no mice even threatened me or tried to fight me,, or instilled fear in the heat of battle against them. killling mice is as unsatisfying as eating bad pussy.
I have 2 choices
1 get a cat and smell cat shit and piss cuz i'm to lazy to keep a cat box clean enough and even if i wasnt the cat would still pick a secret spot to pee so I smell it or
2 buy a rat have it de nutted let it go so it can keep other rats and mice out of the house
2024-06-14 at 12:59 PM UTC
I showered, went to buy cigs, a notebook and pens then wrote in the library. I'm tucked into bed again and am wondering if I should drink vodka, because it made me feel more awake last night that must mean my body is converting alcohol into energy now, which is why alcoholics find it so hard to quit.
2024-06-14 at 1:07 PM UTC
Enigma
African Astronaut
[memorize my carmelite sway]
I haven't had a drink in awhile Kafka!!! Are you proud of me? I also got an A in that math class you said I would fail and an A in my humanities class that ended last Wednesday!!!
They even set me up to take all my upper level classes for next year!!!
2024-06-14 at 1:22 PM UTC
Quitting alcohol is easy. I went from 8+ drinks daily for decades to zero...in one day. That was 7yrs ago now.
MAN UP you weak willed women.
2024-06-14 at 1:32 PM UTC
Enigma
African Astronaut
[memorize my carmelite sway]
what a tried and retried story. I've literally been hearing you say this since DH showed up.
You werne't an alcoholic. Alcoholism isn't directly related to how much you drink. It's an issue of the mind that occurs when one ingests alcohol and the effects it has on you there after.
YOu probably could go get a small fifth, drink half of it, and then another rday drink the rest, feel some small discomfort (I remember us aying something about your health as your reason to quit) and stop.
If I drink 1 beer, everything in my life will take second place to the next beer, and the next and the next. It's not an issue of will it's just some weird allergy to the drink taht I suffer from.
Very bizarre, I can take a fatass rip of coke, puff of meth smoke, really anything "addictive" and get super fucked upa ND not want to do it again for weeks. But if I drink half a beer, I"LL just feel some great compulsion for the other half that I can't really explain which requires me to go totally off the sauce entirely.
