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2017-06-15 at 9:49 PM UTC
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2017-06-15 at 10:02 PM UTC
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2017-06-15 at 10:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by 1337 I'm pretty sure I was on this username last time you decided to be a cunt to me and my wife. Maybe Bipolar High Roller? I was giving Lilix shit for stealing a car and driving it drunk with no insurance then crashing it and getting arrested and you decided to open your whore mouth.
Bitch is just trynna be our friend why ebery ody gotta try runner off the site everytime she cum back. -
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2017-06-15 at 11:54 PM UTCGet haircut. Don't wear hat. Get ID'd by beer store fuy I've bought from weekly for the last 2 years. 33 passing for 20. :DThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-16 at 12:02 AM UTCOh, I'm developing postural hypotension from the Nardil, which is when your blood pressure drops when you stand up, causing you to become light-headed or dizzy, even faint, if you aren't careful, and it can occur randomly/inconsistently.
This is actually a very good sign. Dr. Ken Gilman found that it's actually a very strong predictor of when MAOIs at a sufficient therapeutic level. I'm up to 60mg a day now, and I read on socialanxietysupport that this is the amount most people need. Could fully kick in this month, unless I need to go up even higher and request 90mg a day from my psychiatrist. -
2017-06-16 at 12:05 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Oh, I'm developing postural hypotension from the Nardil, which is when your blood pressure drops when you stand up, causing you to become light-headed or dizzy, even faint, if you aren't careful, and it can occur randomly/inconsistently.
This is actually a very good sign. Dr. Ken Gilman found that it's actually a very strong predictor of when MAOIs at a sufficient therapeutic level. I'm up to 60mg a day now, and I read on socialanxietysupport that this is the amount most people need. Could fully kick in this month, unless I need to go up even higher and request 90mg a day from my psychiatrist.
So does the hypotension go away?
On a related note, I stopped taking my high blood pressure meds a few months ago and my levels were 'very good' today, for whatever that's worth. I got put on a new medication which you'll make fun of me for so I won't bother saying what it is... for now. :) -
2017-06-16 at 12:12 AM UTCIt does go away eventually. Really the only side effect I've experienced. Nardil also lowers by blood pressure and heart rate to a healthy level, another benefit.
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2017-06-16 at 12:43 AM UTCI would only need about 250K in an S&P index fund to retire comfortably on 20K a year. Well, I don't know what the taxes would be like and how much you could reduce them, so a bit more. No children, need for a large expensive house, or marriage/woman to parasitize me and waste my money. I could move to a low cost isolated place with nice scenery as long as high speed internet was available. By the time VR had developed enough to be worth it, it could be very feasible, assuming I finally got things together (long shot, admittedly, at least in my current state, but I never even tried).
Or I could go the Kaczynski route and take my revenge on society as an outlet for my hatred of humanity and life itself. Feel the glory of true power and achievement, the satisfying thrill of it and sense of meaning few attain in life. -
2017-06-16 at 12:44 AM UTC
Originally posted by 1337 I'm pretty sure I was on this username last time you decided to be a cunt to me and my wife. Maybe Bipolar High Roller? I was giving Lilix shit for stealing a car and driving it drunk with no insurance then crashing it and getting arrested and you decided to open your whore mouth.
I do not recall this at all. I was behaving negatively to you and your wife? How is she involved? I don't possibly see how you could be so angry over something I don't even recall happening. It seems like it must have been a long time ago. Seems kind of petty to be so mad.
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2017-06-16 at 12:59 AM UTC1337 is a very angry, ornery person. I didn't understand why until I saw the Angry Grandpa series of videos and learned that gramps was genuinely bipolar, although of course the videos are (mostly) staged. That man is legitimately unstable and angry as fuck.
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2017-06-16 at 12:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep I do not recall this at all. I was behaving negatively to you and your wife? How is she involved? I don't possibly see how you could be so angry over something I don't even recall happening. It seems like it must have been a long time ago. Seems kind of petty to be so mad.
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To be fair you are an alcoholic so not remembering something is par for the course. -
2017-06-16 at 1:02 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-16 at 1:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice 1337 is a very angry, ornery person. I didn't understand why until I saw the Angry Grandpa series of videos and learned that gramps was genuinely bipolar, although of course the videos are (mostly) staged. That man is legitimately unstable and angry as fuck.
Angry Grandpa is fake as fuck. Also I'm not an angry person IRL, I just hold a grudge and silently wish a horrible death upon you. On the internet though, I'm quite salty. The internet is my outlet for spewing hatred. -
2017-06-16 at 1:09 AM UTCThe weather's fucking perfect here in the bay right now. These conditions are probably going to last at least until the end of September, although sometimes it gets a bit excessively hot.
The sun feels fantastic. First time in a while it actually feels to be outside. -
2017-06-16 at 1:18 AM UTCOK bling uve officially surpassed Jill as my most obnoxious poster. You used to have a coherence to your bling posts, now it's just UTTERLY RETARDED and a COMPLETE WASTE OF SPACE.
I don't know what mental conditions the bling/ scrawny/ shamby type have that pushes them to need to post endless nonsense.
We're all a bit retarded but I at least most of us are coherent and can form sentences, arguments when necessary, hold a conversation , etc.
This garbledeygook.. what the fuck? WHY? -
2017-06-16 at 1:20 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice On the downside, I may be experiencing very minor epileptic seizures before I fall asleep, or possibly shortly after.
I recall I was researching sleep cycle differences in ASD and came across the information that epileptiform discharge may have a very high occurrence, even among the high functioning. IIRC it was found through analysis of EEG data during sleep studies and the rate may have been as high as 60%, with waking epileptic seizures having a comorbidity of around 25%. They seem to be a much milder form.
When I experience these episodes it reminds of the only time I had an epileptic seizure, caused by post-acute withdrawal syndrome from binging on alcohol. My mind starts raising, neurological activity feels much higher, and I begin to lose control of my thoughts, although not necessarily to the extent that it's impossible to subdue and maintain control, and not in a manner that's the same as what occurs during psychosis or schizophrenia. Only time it's occurred is as I'm in the process of falling asleep.
On the plus side it does seem to function as a sort of reset for the brain. After an epileptic seizure occurs glutamate levels/activity may drop considerably. It's also possible it could upregulate or increase GABA levels, which has been found to occur in parts of the brain after ECT. This is a great effect.
On the other hand, I'm concerned about my sleep quality, which is strongly affected by isolation, anxiety, and depression. Ash wakes me up very easily when she meows, although, interestingly, I do recall that there's evidence that in the coevolution cats experienced with humans their meowing may actually have evolved to be at a surprisingly similar frequency, an aural pattern, as human babies crying, which of course would work great for getting your attention and care. Makes it easy to let her out when she needs to potty. Shame a cat door isn't possible and she doesn't seem to be litter box trained from being a stray. Will attempt to train her. Although not having to clean up is convenient, don't want to risk her pooping in here.
Try Picamilon two nights on/5 nights off. I always took it right before bed and it seemed to work like a charm. It could have been placebo effect but it was one hell of a placebo if I woke up feeling refreshed as can be when I otherwise wouldn't have under the same exact conditions. The 2/5 cycle is because of the diminishing returns and the stuff was dirt cheap for a noot when I bought it you may out $15 bucks worst case scenario. -
2017-06-16 at 1:24 AM UTC
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2017-06-16 at 1:25 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ OK bling uve officially surpassed Jill as my most obnoxious poster. You used to have a coherence to your bling posts, now it's just UTTERLY RETARDED and a COMPLETE WASTE OF SPACE.
I don't know what mental conditions the bling/ scrawny/ shamby type have that pushes them to need to post endless nonsense.
We're all a bit retarded but I at least most of us are coherent and can form sentences, arguments when necessary, hold a conversation , etc.
This garbledeygook.. what the fuck? WHY?
Bling legitimately seems to have multiple things wrong with him.
Also, apparently he may actually be like 70% black. He has vitiligo, the same disease Michael Jackson had where your skin turns white/loses its pigment/melanin, and showed us on cam. It could be a major part of the reason why he's so fucking retarded, Africans have an average IQ of around fucking 70. He genuine does not seem to understand that he's doing anything wrong.
