2017-06-15 at 12:10 PM UTC
Panny isn't actually panthrax is he?
2017-06-15 at 12:12 PM UTC
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2017-06-15 at 6:44 PM UTC
Dude scron is such a fail. Doing meth is so addictive. And so annoying too when trying to maintain a normal life when you can't sleep or eat properly and all you can think about is getting high and watching Japanese porn.
2017-06-15 at 7:48 PM UTC
Protip : Mix 89/91 to a 2:1 ratio for best performance/mileage for the Hemi. Also don't drive like an idiot.
2017-06-15 at 8:15 PM UTC
When I was hustling hard and all about that life, everything made more sense. Being angry and all that actually fitted the atmposphere. It was an essential part. A driving force.
Now it just seems out of place but I can't get rid of it. I need a target for my hate and since nothing in my life is hateworthy now it all falls back on me and I hate myself for hating shit.
I need a high dose trip to decide my faith.
2017-06-15 at 8:38 PM UTC
How is your day going, 1337? Also...everyone else is free to answer this question as well. Hope the best for all of you.
2017-06-15 at 8:41 PM UTC
I have no idea how LEET's day is going so I can't answer the question. Sorry.
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2017-06-15 at 9:04 PM UTC
I'm fucking cranky. It's been pissing rain all day so I can't sneak out for a smoke. Also I feel like dogshit and I'm fucking tired. Only 7.5 more hours until I can get some sleep.
2017-06-15 at 9:09 PM UTC
I'd sneak a daffy. That's my slang for Modafinil...I'm not sure if it's even a common thing at a pharmacy..probably not I'd have no clue I've always procured it from the underworld.
2017-06-15 at 9:33 PM UTC
Well, being banned for a day was surprisingly easy. May even have been good for my mental health.
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2017-06-15 at 9:45 PM UTC
On the downside, I may be experiencing very minor epileptic seizures before I fall asleep, or possibly shortly after.
I recall I was researching sleep cycle differences in ASD and came across the information that epileptiform discharge may have a very high occurrence, even among the high functioning. IIRC it was found through analysis of EEG data during sleep studies and the rate may have been as high as 60%, with waking epileptic seizures having a comorbidity of around 25%. They seem to be a much milder form.
When I experience these episodes it reminds of the only time I had an epileptic seizure, caused by post-acute withdrawal syndrome from binging on alcohol. My mind starts raising, neurological activity feels much higher, and I begin to lose control of my thoughts, although not necessarily to the extent that it's impossible to subdue and maintain control, and not in a manner that's the same as what occurs during psychosis or schizophrenia. Only time it's occurred is as I'm in the process of falling asleep.
On the plus side it does seem to function as a sort of reset for the brain. After an epileptic seizure occurs glutamate levels/activity may drop considerably. It's also possible it could upregulate or increase GABA levels, which has been found to occur in parts of the brain after ECT. This is a great effect.
On the other hand, I'm concerned about my sleep quality, which is strongly affected by isolation, anxiety, and depression. Ash wakes me up very easily when she meows, although, interestingly, I do recall that there's evidence that in the coevolution cats experienced with humans their meowing may actually have evolved to be at a surprisingly similar frequency, an aural pattern, as human babies crying, which of course would work great for getting your attention and care. Makes it easy to let her out when she needs to potty. Shame a cat door isn't possible and she doesn't seem to be litter box trained from being a stray. Will attempt to train her. Although not having to clean up is convenient, don't want to risk her pooping in here.
2017-06-15 at 9:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop
Bby why you do this to me?
If those aren't dick sucking lips I don't know what are.
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