I think I've finally had enough

1. 2016-02-26 at 4:35 AM UTC

   #21
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   yeah the AK caught my eye too, but this guy's 38
2. 2016-02-26 at 4:35 AM UTC

   #22
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
   also the stock is different. OP has a wooden stock, that photo looks to have a metal one
3. 2016-02-26 at 5:36 AM UTC

   #23
   

   SBTlauien African Astronaut
   Also, I edited that news article and the OP hand is white not nigga.
4. 2016-02-26 at 9:21 AM UTC

   #24
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I think most of us are depressed to some degree. Some more than others but I guess we can all relate, right.
   
   When I was at my lowest, ready to die, I knew I could do anything else instead, too but that thought didn't help me. It was more like "I could do this and that, or try that new thing, learn this and go there but NO instead I'm depressed, incapable of enjoying anything so fuck this. No reason to suffer." Well, I stuck around and it still kinda sucks but I don't want to end my story like that yet.
   
   C'mon Kolokol.
5. 2016-02-26 at 1:38 PM UTC

   #25
   EasyDoesIt Tuskegee Airman
   I really hope this dude didn't kill himself.
6. 2016-02-26 at 1:53 PM UTC

   #26
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Same here.
7. 2016-02-26 at 2:44 PM UTC

   #27
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   If I were 100% certain that I was going to kill myself, I'd at least try to rob a bank or something, maybe an armored truck. If it failed and the police had me surrounded/cornered, then I would kill myself. It it didn't fail, I'd have a bunch of money to start over, buy a new place somewhere, get a better vehicle, go on a few vacations, maybe start a business or go back to school, and just live.
   
   There's other options as well, like some serious identity theft/fraud, or maybe some heavy credit card fraud, or even a ransom of some type. So many options when you reach that point.
   
   Think about that.

   
   Yeah, I'm not going to bullshit anyone. I would never just deliberately kill myself. That seems like a shitty way to go out. The guy had at least 29 more bullets there besides the one he needed for himself. If you are really to the point that you don't care if you live or die why not experience things you never have, or try to? Or at least make some people feel the same way you do and get some fame or notoriety.
8. 2016-02-26 at 6:37 PM UTC

   #28
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Well, none of us are really held back in that regard. We could all try to achieve our dreams but very rarely someone actually does it. It's so much easier said than done. I feel OP. I can't even break free when I'm high on life and everything's great. Doing it when you're crawling on rock bottom is hard as fuck.
9. 2016-02-26 at 9:30 PM UTC

   #29
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   So can I have all your shit
10. 2016-02-26 at 11:29 PM UTC

    #30
    Malice Naturally Camouflaged

    Malice, I've never told you this, but your posts always sounded so much like me, and the fact that you have kept going for such a long time has always encouraged me to keep fighting. Thank you.

    
    Aww. :(
    
    Nardil + NSI-189 as a base, to start you off and reverse some of the damage/endogenous deficiencies.
    
    Then this: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3u999j/toward_a_neurology_of_loneliness_the_neurological/
    
    I gave some advice on how to get Nardil prescribed in that thread. Everyone should try these two before giving up.
11. 2016-02-27 at 1:03 AM UTC

    #31
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Sploo, may you find the girl of your dreams.

    
    This gives me feels, feely feels
    
    DONT DO IT
12. 2016-02-29 at 4:06 AM UTC

    #32
    

    SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Or at least suicide by cop, just because the police love to shoot people.
13. 2016-06-13 at 4:27 PM UTC

    #33
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Lol drugs
    
    Post last edited by Kolokol-1 at 2017-02-05T18:47:10.375167+00:00
14. 2016-06-13 at 7:27 PM UTC

    #34
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Not even a single Thanks. Go kill yourself nigger.