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How Often Do You Guys Think About Killing Yourself?

  1. #1
    I don't mean how many times a day the thought passes through your head. I mean how many times you come across the thought and contemplate it.

    I think about it probably 5 or 6 times a week, but the thought goes through my head a few times every hour or 2.
  2. #2
    Meikai Heck This Schlong
    Damn bruh, I'm a troon and even I don't think about it that often.
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    Ghost Black Hole
    the number is equal to the amount of mental health crisis help material I have obtained from my years of wild antics

    that number is 1 because I lost most of them during my mental health crisis antics like cutting my identity cards while crying and screaming in the rain


    but yeah, about 1, not great, not terrible.
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    infinityshock Black Hole
    zero times a day
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    Originally posted by Ghost the number is equal to the amount of mental health crisis help material I have obtained from my years of wild antics

    that number is 1 because I lost most of them during my mental health crisis antics like cutting my identity cards while crying and screaming in the rain


    but yeah, about 1, not great, not terrible.

    None of the material actually helps me. The only coping strategy that works for me is deep breathing or engaging in hobbies.

    I have spent at least 500 hours in therapy, probably more, and the only thing I have gotten from it is to do box breathing. I am only able to pay attention to the first minute or 2 of therapy and after that I just zone out for the next 58 minutes, nodding my head. Even when I do try to engage in therapy it doesn't help.

    Wish I was just prescribed ritalin when I was 8 and then taken off it when I was 12 or 13, but the doctor decided to give me guanfacine, and then he prescribed me.another pill to treat Guanfacine's side effects, and then another shortly after.

    I have been marked as treatment resistant to 6 or 7 medications over the past decade, but the psych just won't stop prescribing me pills that don't work.
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    ner vegas African Astronaut
    yes
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    RIPtotse victim of incest [my adversative decurved garbo]
    I never do honestly. I'm a fucking God among plebs.
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    DontTellEm Black Hole
    Um. Ur not. lol
  9. #9
    DontTellEm Black Hole
    Hopefully no one.
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    Ghost Black Hole
    Originally posted by Kingoffrogs None of the material actually helps me. The only coping strategy that works for me is deep breathing or engaging in hobbies.

    I mean it's not like reading 500 self help books makes that much difference it's all just different methods to achieve non self harm methods of coping, AND DRUG ABUSE DOESn'T COUNT SAYS THE DOCTOR AND STABBING SOME ASSHOLE ISN"T RIGHT SAYS THE LAWMAN and SCREAMING AND BABBLING IN THE STREETS LIKE A LUNATIC is ANNOYING THE NEIGHBORS says the FAMILY so the only thing they let you do is chug pills and do cock and ball torture
    DRAW THE EMOTION TRIANGLES WHEN YOU FEEL SAD and squeeze the ball and do the breathing IN AND OUT, okay that last one actually works.
    it is what it is I suppose. I don't take bi polar medication and I want to stab people every day but I like to think my childhood religious brainwashing gave me enough morals not to and then I eat a pizza

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    DontTellEm Black Hole
    Originally posted by ner vegas yes
    Lolz
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    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by Kingoffrogs None of the material actually helps me. The only coping strategy that works for me is deep breathing or engaging in hobbies.

    I have spent at least 500 hours in therapy, probably more, and the only thing I have gotten from it is to do box breathing. I am only able to pay attention to the first minute or 2 of therapy and after that I just zone out for the next 58 minutes, nodding my head. Even when I do try to engage in therapy it doesn't help.

    Wish I was just prescribed ritalin when I was 8 and then taken off it when I was 12 or 13, but the doctor decided to give me guanfacine, and then he prescribed me.another pill to treat Guanfacine's side effects, and then another shortly after.

    I have been marked as treatment resistant to 6 or 7 medications over the past decade, but the psych just won't stop prescribing me pills that don't work.

    Something you should think about is why antidepressant medications have warning labels that taking them could lead to suicide.

    Spoiler alert: they're knowingly giving people drugs that suppress normal thought processes and enhance pathological thought processes.

    Something else to think about: 100% of mass shooters have been prescribed some type of neurological manipulative pharmaceutical...by actual government trained and supported drug dealers...who's effects have not been published or disclosed.
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    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by Ghost I mean it's not like reading 500 self help books makes that much difference it's all just different methods to achieve non self harm methods of coping, AND DRUG ABUSE DOESn'T COUNT SAYS THE DOCTOR AND STABBING SOME ASSHOLE ISN"T RIGHT SAYS THE LAWMAN and SCREAMING AND BABBLING IN THE STREETS LIKE A LUNATIC is ANNOYING THE NEIGHBORS says the FAMILY so the only thing they let you do is chug pills and do cock and ball torture
    DRAW THE EMOTION TRIANGLES WHEN YOU FEEL SAD and squeeze the ball and do the breathing IN AND OUT, okay that last one actually works.
    it is what it is I suppose. I don't take bi polar medication and I want to stab people every day but I like to think my childhood religious brainwashing gave me enough morals not to and then I eat a pizza


    Sane people method: 'wtf is 'crippling anxiety and depression' '

    Fucking amateurs...get a grip
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    ner vegas African Astronaut
    Originally posted by infinityshock Something you should think about is why antidepressant medications have warning labels that taking them could lead to suicide.

    Spoiler alert: they're knowingly giving people drugs that suppress normal thought processes and enhance pathological thought processes.

    Something else to think about: 100% of mass shooters have been prescribed some type of neurological manipulative pharmaceutical…by actual government trained and supported drug dealers…who's effects have not been published or disclosed.

    the popular SSRIs effectively just dull your emotional response, you'll feel highs and lows less intensely so they're only directly effective against stuff like bipolar
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    RIPtotse victim of incest [my adversative decurved garbo]
    Originally posted by DontTellEm Um. Ur not. lol

    My bank account and pre life experiences say different
  16. #16
    Barbequed a troon once. Leathery and tasteless. Never again.
  17. #17
    Originally posted by infinityshock Something else to think about: 100% of mass shooters have been prescribed some type of neurological manipulative pharmaceutical…by actual government trained and supported drug dealers…who's effects have not been published or disclosed.

    oh yea ?

    100% of those mass shooters also breathe air and drink water.

    air and water are definitely responsible for triggering mass shooting behavior.

    also 100% if those mass shooters have firearms. this means firearms are responsible for triggering mass shooting behavior,
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    ITT: air and water are on par with mind-altering drugs
  19. #19
    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by ner vegas the popular SSRIs effectively just dull your emotional response, you'll feel highs and lows less intensely so they're only directly effective against stuff like bipolar

    Their effects on human physiology are not even understood. The pharmaceutical companies add the warning labels as a joke...laughing at their victims.

    Most of these drugs are spin-off profiteering from the assorted world governments research into manipulating the behavior of their subjects. What pharmaceutical companies spend on research is trivial compared to what is spent by the world's governments.
  20. #20
    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by Charles Ex Machina oh yea ?

    100% of those mass shooters also breathe air and drink water.

    air and water are definitely responsible for triggering mass shooting behavior.

    also 100% if those mass shooters have firearms. this means firearms are responsible for triggering mass shooting behavior,

    112.424459% of statistics are made up
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