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2024-02-23 at 8:31 PM UTCIn much much happier news about me, I'm no longer blind. I was using Read Highlighted Text to intermittently post on the forum since September 11th when I was told I have optical nueropathy from drinking. I don't want to make this about me but I guess I will since I still have my narcisstic character traits. Everyone has heard the notion that people can go blind from drinking, there's actually three ways this is achieved;
-Drinking isopropyl or wood grain alcohol.
-Liver failure resulting in jaundice eye toxicity
-Vitamin b1 Thiamine deficiency killing the optic nerve from oxygen depervation (B1 carries the oxygen to the nerve)
Folks the last one is what got me when I proceeded to go from February of 2023 to September 2023 without eating much of anything. To sum up how I was living is to say drunkenly, I was drinking 12-16 tall boys of malt liquor 211 steel reserve everyday and in the morning I would vomit up yellow bile and anything I ate. Once I got drunk I wasn't hungry. The little I did eat wasn't absorbed by my intestines.
I developed a giant blind spot in both eyes at whatever I looked at and required intense light to see anything around me. Carry forward I was finaly urged to go to the baskin palmer eye institution a nationally recognized eye institute for all things optical. I was subjected to an intense 2 day trip where they spent the first day examining my eyes for 14 hours (nothing wrong with them) and then the next day looking for tumors and shit in my brain for 12 hours (nothing wrong). The second day a 200 year old doctor from Japan asked me if I am bulimic, anorexic or an addict that doesn't eat. I said yea dat last one, i need a sammich and a beer every four hours (even in the hospital I had a backpack of brews and they hand out snacks since they charge your insurance so much, the government paid 8,000$ for the first day and 14,000 for the second day I later told Medicare they're responsible for paying)
he said oh no u have optical nueropathy where the otpical nerve died. I didn't go intime to save my right eye which when I close my left eye I can't see about a football size blank spot, but my left eye was only extremely blurry which is how I posted here so much.
I didn't drink from 9/11 (i remember the date because I fucked with the TVs there to get it to stop playing the same 5 minute ad about their facility and play PBS which had only 9/11 terrorist documentaries on the first day, second day I watched ID about killers and shit like I like) to 11/11 which is the anniversary of my first long term girlfriend which gave me severe depression and does every year. I was told that because the brain stops developing in your late teens early 20s that it was irrecoverable, to take vitamins so it doesn't get worse and to get used to it !~!~!~ so I stayed in college that semester and focused on my weed, crack, & meth habits (mostly weed but everythin else semi regularly)
the disease also commonly affects children in the third world countries because b1 is most commonly found in leafy green vegetables so like if you are an orphan you eat whatevers plentiful in your country so like in Asia the orphans only eat rice, in historical ireland they only ate potatos, in South America/Latin America its mostly like root mush i can't remember the name of (kinda like mashed potatos i think it's called YUCCA or some shit) & in africa they eat mostly dirt i think so yeah but if those kids get on a multi vitamin cuz they're still developing their brain they can get well but once you're old it's kinda fucked.
So I started drinking 11/11 and attacked my roommate (domestic violence battery) & then I posted my bail and came home the next day. About a week later my dog (a little scottish terrier named scotty, 9 months old at the time) got attacked by this doberman that wasn't on a leash and I cut the other dog from it's jaw to it's shoulder with my knife
ANIMAL CRUELTY BY USE OF A WEAPON CAUSING GREAT BODILY INJURY OR DEATH
wow that's kinda serious and cuz he had a group of people that all said his dog was on a leash, i just ran up and stabbed it, that his dog didn't do nuffin, I got the book thrown at me :(
nigga they wanted to give me a couple years in prison for this shit,
so I was in jail, the DV got dismissed and I posted my bail again, kept drinking cuz i felt hopeless and had failed fall semester and when I got out of jail I didn't take any of my mental health medication that they always put me on when I'm locked up and my roommate pissed me off when i was drunk and blacked out and I guess I slapped the shit out of him and threatened him witha knife.
:(
So that was aggravated assault with a deadly weapon felony & battery DV
this time they put my bail at 27,000 and I didn't have the 10% to waste bailing out again.
He got the DV aggravated assualt charge dropped so I just had the animal cruelty one
I got 1 year house arrest, I got out wednesday, my vision is good in my left eye again so I did the most sensible thing with my meager 400$. I bought a google chromebook, got into a sober living facility that takes my entire check minus 50 bucks a month to live on for food, & a gaming controller to play Amazon Luna games on for the next year--lol.
My vision came back tho in my left eye perfectly, I take 2 vitamins like the one a day multivitamins but I take two and I can't afford to eat anything other than ramen noodles, everyone forgave me and said I shouldn't have taken the deal they offered but the jail here is fucking terrible like worse than anything I ever experienced in Wisconsin juvie, foster homes, jails and prison. They keep it at 55 degrees so you're so fucking cold my arthritis (that went away in florida) was flarring back up from the conditions.
but i can see out of my left (dominant) eye so it doesn't really bother me much i haven't drank in a month and feel smarter, i'm working back to get into college so i can leave during the day and I have great news
a year of dedicated shit posting awaits yall
Hope that answers questions posed to me by the following users who missed me dearly:
Warcry/Wariat
& dats it mane no one else gave a shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-02-23 at 8:32 PM UTCtl;dr he was awoken to the truth of christ and can see clearly now
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2024-02-23 at 8:39 PM UTCya it's pretty coolThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-02-23 at 11:03 PM UTCJailhouse Bradley ate his carrots.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-02-24 at 12:15 AM UTCBrad's Redemption
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2024-02-24 at 1:31 AM UTCGlad you're getting on the right track, lord knows I've done the sober living thing quite a few times.
Also glad to hear you aren't just stabbing dogs for the cheap thrill, I knew there was a reason behind all that mess lol -
2024-02-24 at 2:44 AM UTCGood asshole, I hope it hurts and you suffer. You're a piece of shit who deserves every bad thing happening to him and you'll never find your redemption. You'll die a withered drunk in a cell somewhere.
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2024-02-24 at 2:45 AM UTCI fucking hate this site anymore. You all support him. What the fuck is wrong with you
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2024-02-24 at 3:08 AM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice I fucking hate this site anymore. You all support him. What the fuck is wrong with you
you are a pedophile
stabbing a dog in self defense is entirely different than molesting a vulnerable 14 year old child and grooming them, and your attempts to normalize this behavior haven't worked on a single person and I hope your grooming victim blocks you on all social media platforms and ignores you forever because you are a sick deranged nonce that's worse than wariat and you should kill yourself -
2024-02-24 at 9:38 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-02-24 at 9:46 AM UTCI'll take 4
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2024-02-24 at 9:47 AM UTCok, 4 from that gent,eman over there in the corner.
do i have 5.
5 months folks.
am i hearing 5 months. -
2024-02-24 at 4:13 PM UTC
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2024-02-24 at 4:13 PM UTCig to 3.5 for jailhouse brad.
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2024-02-24 at 8:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice Good asshole, I hope it hurts and you suffer. You're a piece of shit who deserves every bad thing happening to him and you'll never find your redemption. You'll die a withered drunk in a cell somewhere.
Originally posted by Solstice I fucking hate this site anymore. You all support him. What the fuck is wrong with you
dude I made 1 joke 1 time about you trying to efuck/groom kafka when she said as much and you go from being Piles of Crack aka my friend for like 12 years to hating me. Why?
Originally posted by Charles Ex Machina ok, 4 from that gent,eman over there in the corner.
do i have 5.
5 months folks.
am i hearing 5 months.
After 3 months you can request it shortened, I guess and after 6 months they end it if you haven't fucked up which means kinda IMO
if they end something half early if you don't fuck up otherwise you have to do the whole thing you probably are given one or two chances to fuck up but Idk I'm gonna try to get really into video games for a year like I used to and hope for da best.
eitherway it's life guys and i'm not drunk right now i don't want to drink and I feel okay, going blind scared me straight (see other thread about my multi trillion dollar international gay conversion company), and idk i'm kinda afraid of florida prison loools -
2024-02-24 at 8:10 PM UTCI'm an underdog that struggles with alcohol addiction.
Otherthan heteroflexible behavior in my past, I don't see why yall would be straight up haters.
I'm not a pedophile, I'm a nice person, I do have a mean streak when I drink but I hate myself then as much as I spew vitrolic hate on others.
Like me now, sober for however long, I'm a good person with a good heart. I'm not rich or better than any of you, if anything I'm the same or worse because like some people are addicted to really intense physically addictive drugs like heroin/fent/pain killers (RIPTOTSE, who told on me for wanting to be Superbad lol) n im just addicted to fermented grains in a can.
But we all have different lives, worse lives through chemistry, etc. I just am an ugly person when I drink all day and night, then I get sober put my life together, make friends, and fuck up again. I don't see why this would make anyone hate me but most hated people don't understand why they're hated I noticed.
Like if I ever said anything to anyone on this site with the exception of the pedophiles and the ones who go out of their way to help law enforcement I'm truly apologetic and didn't mean much of it.
Like when I made fun of Fonaplats for his little people big world midget mom girlfriend, chell's casting couch, lol his youtube story life and video game playing I can see that I'm just a dick when I'm drunk, that's all cool as fuck especially his 16,000$ bed he bought his future ex girlfriend like why would I talk shit? Cuz when I'm drunk I'm a hater
but if I had the opportunity I'd apologize to him and think i have the last time I was sober so like most of you if I offended you, I'm sorry but you got bent out of shape by a guy who sometimes pisses on himself and just sprays febreeze on his crotch and goes about his day, don't take it to heart and let it define our relationship. -
2024-02-24 at 8:12 PM UTCPlus I'm the shit piss nigga, get a ladder to my level rich dick nigga, breadli got the keys to the bakery, emulate me with some fakery and turn your 6 to a 9 pussy nigga.
Or just accept we're e friends and say "Yeah you have a dichotomy personality from that nasty Mr Jekyll when I'm drunk to a calm friendly altruistic Mr Hyde"
I also noticed I am millions of times smarter, able to see lol, and like a person I'm okay with being when I'm not drunk for a prolonged period of time. I went Christmas 2015 to Spring of 2019 without drinking, no AA/sponsorship last time I had serious legal problems so it's possible. -
2024-02-24 at 8:13 PM UTCI'm going to have sex with a dog
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2024-02-24 at 8:20 PM UTCwill it be doggy style or is that a redundant question
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2024-02-24 at 8:35 PM UTCit's a doggy dog world out there
