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2017-06-10 at 1:11 AM UTCyour all too pussy for space
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2017-06-10 at 1:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop I was just sitting in my truck realizing this is the end of evolving for me. Pretty much on every level and all aspects of my life. It's all ice and whores. That's literally the sum of my life I guess you could count the gobs of money as some sort of snide and bitter cancellation prize but I still feel cheated.
Not that it's anyone's fault but my own it's like taking a specific route or road for years on end and it gets to the point that no matter how rocky or difficult the terrain becomes ahead and even if absolute horrors are to be promised certainties around every bend and curve it still seems easier than turning back because you've just been going the same direction for so long.
Nearly everyone I speak to on a daily basis is packing 40 calibers, lining their pockets with tenths of shard and boy and just generally being soulless assholes to anyone who they aren't in a one way dependency relationship with. A huge part of this harsh reality realization is probably due to coming down off of an ice binge but it seems no matter what I acquire makes me feel I have even begin to take the first step to a happy and peaceful life.
This is why I got out of the meth game. I got tired of friends dying/going to jail, shit going missing, nothing changing, nothing ever being enough/satisfying, and wondering when I was finally going to get snitched on by someone in exchange for a reduced sentence. Dealing with tweakers is a pain in the ass enough as it is without being involved in the business side. Luckily for me I kept my day job going the entire time I was dealing with meth so I could just drop it and go back to regular work without losing the ability to pay the bills -
2017-06-10 at 2:04 AM UTCIs scron allowed to be back under a new username? It's pretty clear he isn't going to change. I don't know if he was banned or just nuked his account.
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2017-06-10 at 2:05 AM UTCI'm almost too high right now.
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2017-06-10 at 2:12 AM UTCi lost my virginity today
i shouldve listened to the internet and beat my dick before because i edged nightly for the last 3 days and took lecithin because i thought blowing a fat ass load would be a good thing but i nutted in legit like 15 seconds when i went in doggy
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2017-06-10 at 2:17 AM UTC
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2017-06-10 at 2:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop I was just sitting in my truck realizing this is the end of evolving for me. Pretty much on every level and all aspects of my life. It's all ice and whores. That's literally the sum of my life I guess you could count the gobs of money as some sort of snide and bitter cancellation prize but I still feel cheated.
Not that it's anyone's fault but my own it's like taking a specific route or road for years on end and it gets to the point that no matter how rocky or difficult the terrain becomes ahead and even if absolute horrors are to be promised certainties around every bend and curve it still seems easier than turning back because you've just been going the same direction for so long.
Nearly everyone I speak to on a daily basis is packing 40 calibers, lining their pockets with tenths of shard and boy and just generally being soulless assholes to anyone who they aren't in a one way dependency relationship with. A huge part of this harsh reality realization is probably due to coming down off of an ice binge but it seems no matter what I acquire makes me feel I have even begin to take the first step to a happy and peaceful life.
You should legit go to church. -
2017-06-10 at 2:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by cerakote i lost my virginity today
i shouldve listened to the internet and beat my dick before because i edged nightly for the last 3 days and took lecithin because i thought blowing a fat ass load would be a good thing but i nutted in legit like 15 seconds when i went in doggy
good thing i went down on her and made her cum beforehand
Tee-hee. That's OK Cera. Everyone does it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-10 at 2:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Psychoanalysis: With his position set to climb up the social hierarchy at work, after having been at the bottom for some time, despite all the effort he put into school and working his way up, even simply back after setbacks, it causes a strong subconscious revulsion due to the thought of the damage this would cause him. Humans are an incredibly primitive and animalistic species, it's almost like high school never ends for many of them. He genuinely expresses anger to a level where he wishes the death of someone, and states he would prefer to be forced to eat his own penis than use a spinner.
It's like he's trying to become the cool kid at school and these are considered analogous to a major social or fashion faux pas. He sees this and empathetically cringes, not realizing that it's an improper response because you have differences, goals, and are unconcerned with such matters.
Lanny is one of the least cool people you could ever meet. There is nothing that could turn him into a social butterfly, the life of a party. Fortunately he has higher quality, somewhat like minded, people around him and such matters are bound to be of far less concern to superior people. He doesn't have to care. He may be the type that would at rock bottom among most groups of people, but his lifestyle and method of coping make him perfectly content with who he is.
I was actually one of the "cool kids" in high school. Things went downhill in college because of drugs, but I still went to parties and shit to get fucked up and get laid. I'm definitely not climbing the social/hierarchical ladder at work, at least until my disciplinary probation is over (10 more months). They are abusing me as an employee and there isn't shit I can do about it. I work at a private hospital because public hospitals won't hire me. If I quit, there is a good chance I won't get hired elsewhere, if I get fired, I've essentially flushed my career away unless I move to Bermuda or some shit. I'm basically a social recluse at this point. I work and sleep, I had 77 hours on the paycheck I got today. This week was pretty light, only 51* hours. I haven't had a day off in a month. I am running on fumes and my body is falling apart mentally as well as physically.
I was obviously joking when I suggested Lanny commit suicide. Someone has to run TRT (and the rest of the site to a lesser extent).
*Edit: It was actually 59 hours.
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2017-06-10 at 2:54 AM UTCWhy won't a public hospital hire you?
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2017-06-10 at 3:03 AM UTCI dun goofed and got my license suspended and got a year of probation from the state board.
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2017-06-10 at 3:12 AM UTCThat sucks. Any way to get it back? Remedial courses of something?
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2017-06-10 at 3:16 AM UTCis vaping dick gay
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2017-06-10 at 3:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dargo That sucks. Any way to get it back? Remedial courses of something?
I have it back now, otherwise I wouldn't be able to work. It was suspended for 6 months. I had to "voluntarily" commit myself to the psych ward and go to rehab, pay a fine, and do community service to get it back. My psychiatrist really saved my ass, he went to bat for me at the hearing and got me off easy (compared to them just revoking my license). -
2017-06-10 at 3:25 AM UTCFucking HTS set Tinychat to password protected. I wanted to see him peak on 500mcgs of 1P-LSD. Although, he did also take milligrams of etiz, which will greatly reduce the intensity.
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2017-06-10 at 3:31 AM UTCThere's an absurd amount of new anime produced every year at this point.
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2017-06-10 at 3:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by 1337 I have it back now, otherwise I wouldn't be able to work. It was suspended for 6 months. I had to "voluntarily" commit myself to the psych ward and go to rehab, pay a fine, and do community service to get it back. My psychiatrist really saved my ass, he went to bat for me at the hearing and got me off easy (compared to them just revoking my license).
Hm. Well perhaps after working a while at your current job and establishing a rock solid rep, you might be able to apply out. I don't see why it couldn't happen eventually. -
2017-06-10 at 3:51 AM UTCYeah that's the plan. I am making an absurd amount of money though, so it's not all bad. I'm surprised the kikes I work with pay me so much overtime, but we are severely understaffed.
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2017-06-10 at 4:23 AM UTC
I very much would -
2017-06-10 at 4:23 AM UTCHow much are you making? Hearing about high incomes and profits, good schemes, rouses the 1% ashkenazi in me.
