i wish i could be happy

1. 2017-06-08 at 11:59 PM UTC

   #21
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Malice You never stay sober for long. I don't see it lasting without intensive therapy, an optimal medication regimen, and various significant lifestyle changes.

   
   my longest was about 4 months recently. i relapsed because i had an ultra painful ear infection and started taking gabapentin and subutex to block it out, then i was sober for another month and bundy relapsed. i usually stay sober for a month at a time, and then go on ultrabinges for a week. i need more time.
2. 2017-06-09 at 12:09 AM UTC

   #22
   Pursuit-of-Happiness Yung Blood

   Originally posted by Rebirth i feel better after a few days sober
   
   i have half a joint of weed, im considering throwing it out even

   
   Ok, so if being sober makes you happy. Stay that way.
   
   This is YOUR happiness. Fuck what everyone else thinks.
   
   If you need new friends that stay sober. Get those new friends.
   
   Do whatever it is you need to do, to achieve the happiness you want.
3. 2017-06-09 at 12:11 AM UTC

   #23
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Rebirth i feel better after a few days sober
   
   i have half a joint of weed, im considering throwing it out even

   
   Me too but I start feeling like shit again a few days after that
4. 2017-06-09 at 12:44 AM UTC

   #24
   Pursuit-of-Happiness Yung Blood

   Originally posted by Kolokol-1 Me too but I start feeling like shit again a few days after that

   
   OBVIOUSLY! Thats the consequence of being a certain way for extended periods of time. Lol
   This happens even with behavior.
   
   
   Addictions fuckin suck!
   
   
   Some ARE better than others tho... 😏 ...just saying.
5. 2017-06-11 at 8:14 AM UTC

   #25
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
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