2023-09-24 at 7:08 PM UTC
8pm and it's already dark. This time of year sucks. It's not even cosy like Christmas can be.
2023-09-25 at 4:15 PM UTC
The WW2 veterans are turning in the gravy listening to you whiny little bitches...You know what they did when they felt a little down...THEY MANNED THE FUCK UP AND BUILT AN OUTHOUSE OR CHOPPED DOWN A TREE.
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2023-09-25 at 4:19 PM UTC
SUPRESS UR FEELINGS YOU PUSSY BITCHES! REAL MEN OUTWARDLY SHOW NO EMOTIONS! BUT EVERYBODY GETS SCARED!
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2023-09-25 at 4:24 PM UTC
The only emotion REAL men show is anger and hate.
2023-10-01 at 10:50 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Finally a thread for me!
I was talking to my friend today about how "defects" can be evolutionary advances in a tribal setting. He said the only one that wouldn't be would be depression (anxious/insomniac person would guard from predators, autistic would figure new things out etc) and I countered with depression being a perspective changer and possible creative boost. Idk tho fam shits pretty gay
I'm basically always battling depression in one form or another. Females make me depressed, then briefly not so depressed, then much more depressed. I feel bad for all the things I've fucked up and all the things I was too pussy to try. I fucked things up and have given up on myself in alot of ways.
Having kids is hard to fight through depression because kids don't know it and shouldn't have to deal with those vibes. There's times when my kid will be leading me by the hand to play and I'm so depressed I just want to sit down and stare at nothing or zombie scroll thru my phone and retain nothing. When ur depressed for long periods of time it affects your memory. Opiates kill me too. Right now I'm doing the Littlest about of opiates that I have done in a while, hence using this website as a coping mechanism again, so I'm starting to feel things again and its pretty xool but also depressing and scary.
I feel like I have such ease navigating some things and a complete inability to navigate others. I'm so blessed in so many ways, it's fucked I'm still never going to feel I have everything I need. I hate that there are people I strongly desire to hurt that are still out there. I feel like the day I conquer my depression and mental illness and actually want to engage in life I get in a car crash and die. I've had so much pain and turmoil to go thru 30 some years of that turn just become a washed up zombie is such a shitty way to live. I'm not saying I deserve better I'm just saying I wish I had a clearer path to the things I desire where I wasn't always sabotaging myself every step of the way. Why do I even want to bring more ppl into this world? Probly ego.
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