Crippling depression support thread

1. 2023-09-23 at 1:49 PM UTC

   #21
   

   Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]

   Originally posted by Chios Honey Ask Doctor for 5mg (start dose) of Lexapro
   
   Work up to 20 cocktail it with 300mg start gabapentin work to 600 morning dose
   
   300 night dose again
   
   You won't give two shits about anything

   
   Is that how you drag yourself through day after miserable day?
2. 2023-09-24 at 12:58 AM UTC

   #22
   

   Chios Honey African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Speedy Parker Is that how you drag yourself through day after miserable day?

   
   it is. go fix Add7
3. 2023-09-24 at 12:59 AM UTC

   #23
   

   Meikai Heck This Schlong
   
   
   on the real tho, i hope u all cheer up and whatever blues r gettin' u down go away
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4. 2023-09-24 at 1:03 AM UTC

   #24
   

   Chios Honey African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Meikai
   
   on the real tho, i hope u all cheer up and whatever blues r gettin' u down go away

   
   Don't they have you on large doses of estrogen? doesn' that affect you .. rage like a heavy period flow?
5. 2023-09-24 at 1:42 AM UTC

   #25
   

   Meikai Heck This Schlong

   Originally posted by Chios Honey Don't they have you on large doses of estrogen? doesn' that affect you .. rage like a heavy period flow?

   
   Two things to consider: I was (and would again be) depressed without estrogen because I am trans. Also, men kill themselves and each other at far higher rates than women, so like... just generally, one might expect me to be less depresso (and/or rage-filled) than someone not taking tons of estrogen.
   
   (That said, my doses are not particularly high. In the middle range really. And I don't fux with progesterone... yet. I been considering asking my doc. But yea, some trannies cycle progesterone to simulate that lovely feminine monthly hormonal instability, and I ain't neva gonna do that. Probably.)
6. 2023-09-24 at 1:47 AM UTC

   #26
   

   Chios Honey African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Meikai Two things to consider: I was (and would again be) depressed without estrogen because I am trans. Also, men kill themselves and each other at far higher rates than women, so like… just generally, one might expect me to be less depresso (and/or rage-filled) than someone not taking tons of estrogen.
   
   (That said, my doses are not particularly high. In the middle range really. And I don't fux with progesterone… yet. I been considering asking my doc. But yea, some trannies cycle progesterone to simulate that lovely feminine monthly hormonal instability, and I ain't neva gonna do that. Probably.)

   
   I heard women used birth control just to shut down the period or heavy flow'ers would. So I'm wondering why any trans would do this for The Experience when women try to do the opposite to prevent it
7. 2023-09-24 at 1:48 AM UTC

   #27
   

   Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]

   Originally posted by Chios Honey it is. go fix Add7

   
   It's way more fun to listen you you whine about something I never did.
8. 2023-09-24 at 1:49 AM UTC

   #28
   

   Chios Honey African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Speedy Parker It's way more fun to listen you you whine about something I never did.

   
   You should of been dubbed the King Troll of Totse instead of me.
   
   Zok can suck my dick for spreading false rumors of why I was given that stupid title.
9. 2023-09-24 at 1:51 AM UTC

   #29
   

   Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]

   Originally posted by Chios Honey You should of been dubbed the King Troll of Totse instead of me.
   
   Zok can suck my dick for spreading false rumors of why I was given that stupid title.

   
   You troll yourself dumbass. I'm like Joel on MST3000, I just sit in my seat and make the wisecracks.
10. 2023-09-24 at 1:55 AM UTC

    #30
    

    Chios Honey African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Speedy Parker You troll yourself dumbass. I'm like Joel on MST3000, I just sit in my seat and make the wisecracks.

    
    horseshit
11. 2023-09-24 at 2:06 AM UTC

    #31
    

    Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]

    Originally posted by Chios Honey horseshit

    
    Well put, in that it sums every single one of your posts and will save readers much time going forward.
12. 2023-09-24 at 2:44 AM UTC

    #32
    

    Chios Honey African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Speedy Parker Well put, in that it sums every single one of your posts and will save readers much time going forward.

    
    You're a shill
    I know listening to People in Panny's room that you got people jobs for Blackwater which turned into tri-can.
    
    they also use American Systems and Jeff Hunter wrote the AI for that background checker used both commercially in the public sector/private sector as well as the Military use of it.
    
    You are clearly working with Jeff Hunter
13. 2023-09-24 at 3:07 AM UTC

    #33
    Michael Myers victim of incest [divide your nonresilient tucker]
    I wouldn't call myself depressed but I get sad a lot.
14. 2023-09-24 at 4:25 AM UTC

    #34
    

    Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]

    Originally posted by Chios Honey You're a shill
    I know listening to People in Panny's room that you got people jobs for Blackwater which turned into tri-can.
    
    they also use American Systems and Jeff Hunter wrote the AI for that background checker used both commercially in the public sector/private sector as well as the Military use of it.
    
    You are clearly working with Jeff Hunter

    
    Fuck yeah, Pauliwog is going off of the rails on a crazy train again.
    
    Choo Choo... Ding Ding Ding bat
15. 2023-09-24 at 4:37 AM UTC

    #35
    

    totse2118 Space Nigga [my ci light-haired pongee]

    Originally posted by Chios Honey You're a shill
    I know listening to People in Panny's room that you got people jobs for Blackwater which turned into tri-can.

    
    those people are all retards makes sense why you listen to them and believe it
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16. 2023-09-24 at 5:21 AM UTC

    #36
    I Live In Your Crawlspace Secretly4 Space Nigga
    I'm going to ask panty trasher what he thinks about all this hulla billue
17. 2023-09-24 at 8:37 AM UTC

    #37
    

    General Butt.Naked Space Nigga
    Im not sad most of my time until i break down crying in thr csr every few months but i do find that even when things are going well and i should be happy i kind of just want to be alone bc everything is too much work and building relationships seems silly and mean if you know you're just going to kill yourself someday
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18. 2023-09-24 at 8:40 AM UTC

    #38
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by General Butt.Naked i kind of just want to be alone bc everything is too much work and building relationships seems silly and mean if you know you're just going to kill yourself someday

    Yeah I'm ready to give up on relationships too. Too much work for something that isn't going to last and ends up getting me hurt.
19. 2023-09-24 at 8:42 AM UTC

    #39
    

    totse2118 Space Nigga [my ci light-haired pongee]
    that feel when you catch feels
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20. 2023-09-24 at 8:43 AM UTC

    #40
    

    General Butt.Naked Space Nigga
    I dont think ill be hurt i jidt dont really feel anything anymore. I thought it was the SSRIs n SNRIs making me numb but ive been off em for 4 or 5 months