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2017-05-29 at 6:05 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dargo Malice is always in a state of mania.
That's just the autism/Asperger's. Of course it affects my posting style.
Not sure anyone remembers, but before my mental breakdown, years ago, my posting style was even more extreme. The length and frequency.
Come to think of it, I actually managed to become somewhat popular and liked, by some, on Zoklet. -
2017-05-29 at 6:06 AM UTCMalice, one question: What is your obsession with Lanny?
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2017-05-29 at 6:07 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I'm clearly capable of doing so. I greatly dislike being outside for perfectly good reasons, I'm not incapable of doing so if I have a clear purpose.
No, why? My depression is completely unipolar, the only time I've felt mania was on shrooms with a bit of 2-FMA. Damn, that was a great feeling, everything was fantastic and incredible.
Did you know that at least half of long-term patients on Nardil develop hypomania, or even full blown? It's even higher for those on high (Adequate, really. I'd say the standard dose is too low.) doses.
Think of that, Lanny. You once asked PoC whether he'd like to work with me (In the same place. You meant it in a negative manner.). Then you responded to a post by explaining that you would be concerned that I may be capable of getting it together long enough to ruin everything for you.
I really should do something relatively minor, but still horrible in a way, just to prove I can.
To quote a man who was not great, actually the opposite of great, but who said something now worth quoting: you don't scare me -
2017-05-29 at 6:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by Dargo Malice, one question: What is your obsession with Lanny?
He refused to accept his homosexuality, overcome the societal conditioning that had caused the idea of receiving anal sex to seem degrading, and become my exclusive bottom.
He rejected my soul.
Originally posted by Lanny To quote a man who was not great, actually the opposite of great, but who said something now worth quoting: you don't scare me
You're not afraid because you naturally feel comfortable behind a screen, never before having faced real consequences, repercussions.
Do you remember on Zoklet when I found your PI, was the first to find your name, even your facebook? And I did nothing with it. It was easy to find, simply spurred by something, possibly just a random whim, due to your bad opsec. Easy for me because I'm good at finding the information I want and analyzing info, working with it in general. I did mildly threaten to track you down IRL, just for fun, but I think you knew I didn't actually have any plans to.
Do you know how much I could have done just with your facebook profile? Contacting the people on there, gaining information, giving them information you would hate to leak into your real life.
Can you imagine the feeling when, after all this time, you've always felt your meatspace and virtual lives would easily remain separate, that you were protected by privacy and anonymity.
The feeling when suddenly you accept that this is no longer reality and the two are converging at a terrifying pace.
That is what I want you to feel. True fear. -
2017-05-29 at 6:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny To quote a man who was not great, actually the opposite of great, but who said something now worth quoting: you don't scare me
At the very least I intend to punch you in the stomach as hard as I can, likely yelling a line from an anime as I do so, such as, "DEEETROIIIIT PUUUUUNCH!!!", if I ever see you again, by chance, in SF.
You know, I actually had an offer for subsidized housing in SF that I turned down, it was only in the $500s, simply because I didn't like the unit that was currently available. If one with a private bathroom had been available, I would have taken it. Maybe I should try again, we could live in such terrifyingly close physical proximity so easily.
I still recall the name of that place, and I received a call back surprisingly quickly. Maybe I should try again... -
2017-05-29 at 6:20 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:23 AM UTCIs a dargo a big ol pupper
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2017-05-29 at 6:24 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:25 AM UTCMalice = ((Depression + 7) Psychopath) Chaos + Affection * Mood
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2017-05-29 at 6:25 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Can you imagine the feeling when, after all this time, you've always felt your meatspace and virtual lives would easily remain separate, that you were protected by privacy and anonymity.
Long ago I realized it's not that hard to tie my posting here to my real identity. It would be awkward but I'd deal with it, ultimately I don't think there's anything _that_ damaging you could pull up. Racist rants from when I was a teenager, occasional reports from an awkward love life, and drunkposting aren't really going to surprise any I know in reality.
As for a physical threat, well I'm just not convinced you personally are capable of doing me any real harm.
I'm not really clear why you take such transparent delight in imagining that you scare me though. You know that you've done terrible things to your self through your anti-social behavior, you know you need to learn to deal with people, I don't know why you try so hard to alienate one of very few people, potentially the only person, who would take time out of their day to help you. -
2017-05-29 at 6:26 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:27 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:28 AM UTCThat last post was an excellent example of why you would deserve it. You honestly don't realize what you're doing.
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2017-05-29 at 6:28 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:29 AM UTC
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2017-05-29 at 6:30 AM UTCbecause I'm insanely attractive
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2017-05-29 at 6:30 AM UTCalso because of my sky high self confidence
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2017-05-29 at 6:30 AM UTC