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I'm deeply unhappy with my life now that I quit drinking.
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2023-05-15 at 10:24 PM UTCI live in a ghetto and don't really hang out with anyone unless I'm drinking. I have a dog, I play video games, I watch TV, but I have barely left my house in days.
I don't have any hobbies outside of video games and my dog, I don't really feel like I have many friends that I want to do stuff with, I feel like my depression crept back up on me and I just drank through it. I feel mean as fuck a lot of the time.
I'm not sure why I feel so apathetic, or sad, I can't figure out what to do to keep myself busy. I feel like I have a bunch of shit wrong with me mentally and I struggle to get mental health treatment, I also stopped taking my anti depressants months ago.
I haven't been drinking and kinda expected the rest of my life to improve, it hasn't in the slightest. I get deeply unhappy and can't seem to shake this feeling of shittiness. Perhaps this is what i deserve for being a failure or being mean to others or something akin to karma. I don't know.
Just having a bad time at life, I don't have college to go to until August 20th in three months and I'm kinda tired of life i guess. -
2023-05-15 at 10:26 PM UTCDude you were drinking like 3 days ago. It gets better son. Focus your energy on something beneficialThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-05-15 at 10:34 PM UTCi know, i just don't have any direction, focus, or anything to do with my time. I'd love to find something even like volunterer work. Just something to do and meet people, I just feel like there's a deep unhappiness that i can't shake or find like a distraction from.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-05-15 at 10:36 PM UTCI don't feel well when i'm sober.
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2023-05-15 at 10:46 PM UTCI quit drinking after binging for a year+ and I don't miss it at all. When I run out of tweak I go "oh well" and get more money...
I don't actually quit though I just stop buying for a while to not spend so much, or have no money at all.
Running out of weed sucks but its the HUMAN CURE . Taking nothing would be ideal and being able to feel good baseline all the time and it shouldn't ruin your law, life, liberty and property to go above that either
It doesn't matter if you are drinking or not if you still take the society pill which includes all socially acceptable views on culture, substance use and everything else these discussions devolve into
Originally posted by Bradley I don't feel well when i'm sober.
Maybe you should quit drinking so much then, or drink more. Smoke more weed and eat healthier.
Eat more society pills maybe -
2023-05-15 at 10:46 PM UTCjoin polecat and ride snowmobile to nowhere for days everyday.
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2023-05-15 at 11:07 PM UTCDo you exercise?
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2023-05-15 at 11:15 PM UTC
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2023-05-15 at 11:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by Buff Billy that's not the problem at all, that's just a circle of logic. Truth is a triangle.
You are focusing on the problem and not the person. A person only does something like that because they have nothing else to do, no passion or motivation to do anything but that, THAT'S the problem
AND NOT BECAUSE OF THE ALCOHOL , you can quit the alcohol but the void is still there and most people aren't fools like you that go around clouded with circular logics all the time. and if they do they usually end up killing themselves some day.
Welcome to the shrub herbs there is no escape key
That's just a waste of time, waste of life. All he needs is a productive hobby, not a circular crutch aka a wheelchair.
People that are productive and happy aren't chronic alcoholics
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Then you get something else to do duh…you can't do that while you are still focused on the drink…stop the drink, get something else to do.
Uh huh.... So what should a young man on a friday night do when he's at home alone instead of drinking and chilling, read a book? watch a movie? try to fuck some sluts while sober? STart a business? , what's wrong with doing all of the above while intoxicated, makes no different
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson It's very simple…again I did it, from heavy daily drinker to 0 in 1 day…that's now 5 1/2 years ago.
Now you're just a daily retard with heavy doses of loser cope mentality lifestyle and switched from drinking to chugging industrial doses of SOCIETY JUICE and being a cog of the zog
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson ETA: You for example can break your addiction to creating dozens of alts too.
I actually made these accounts after being clean from drugs, they sat unused for years (where I was sober) but NOW i'm a drug addict that's addicted to making alts because I "relapsed" (a false fake term of society brainwash) and have brain damage from these drugs which cause me to make "dozens of alts"... that I already made years ago... after doing drugs.. and then not doing them for years...
Was I on or off drugs when I made the accounts?? What about the years they sat dormant?
You can't even frame simple, easy to follow basic concepts and instead merge it all into some fantastical, false view of reality because it's based on swallowing the "truth" from society, media and government.
This is just like the 'am I "off" or "on" drugs' problem which nobody is able to provide a simple answer to , because they can't. There is no answer because it questions the assumption of society that it understands and is the arbiter of truth and knowledge, which become more true and accurate only if the government and media and church says it is.
At least that's easy to tell yourself when you don't understand true reality
Originally posted by Banana Muffin Mix No, I understand it just fine. I am pointing out the idiocy of people saying i'm "on drugs" when I haven't done them in months or years.
I am just pointing out that none of you understand drugs or addiction and are clearly brainwashed by the government/media when you can't even give a basic definition of when someone is "off" or "on" drugs
I personally consider someone with a active blood concentration level of a mind altering substance to be "on drugs" with a bit of wiggle room, like if you do cocaine for a week straight and then stop suddenly, I would say you're "off it" after like a few days.
Pretty easy if you understand very basic shit, but none of you understand anything
so you just say i'm 'on drugs', which I am not. You don't even know what "on drugs" means or is, you don't know what drugs are
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2023-05-15 at 11:25 PM UTCThe reason NA/AA is so popular and successful is because they actually provide and alternate idea and methodology to what society offers by claiming addiction is a disease.
I'm sure we've all seen the south park episode. But it works because it's a good cope, it's also criticized as not the ultimate answer but the "best we have" , like democracy.
Because they are also against smoking weed. A doctor scientist would probably not agree with their theories of all addiction or whatever, I think it's an interesting theory kinda like the Catholic "Abstinence is the best contraceptive, 100% effective"
*looks at all the pregnant teenagers* Ah yes, about as effecting as having good pull out game.
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2023-05-15 at 11:32 PM UTCi think it's a mental illness to be quite honest.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-05-15 at 11:32 PM UTClike the rejection of the knowing that some poison is killing you and fucking up your life in return for happiness.
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2023-05-15 at 11:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley I don't feel well when i'm sober.
Do you smoke weed? That would probably help. I can't do the sober thing, it's definitely not for me and I don't drink anymore but I consider it a success that I'm not shooting heroin, fentanyl, meth or smoking crack anymore. I take my Crouton daily and on occasion may smoke but it's been a long time since I have and that's a rare thing.
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2023-05-15 at 11:38 PM UTCi do sometimes, i don't have a lot of money till wednesday.
I've been drinking too much and yeah smoking weed would be a lot better for me real talk. -
2023-05-15 at 11:39 PM UTC
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2023-05-15 at 11:49 PM UTC
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2023-05-15 at 11:53 PM UTCi think imma start taking multivitamins and my anti depressant again.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-05-16 at 2:34 AM UTC
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2023-05-16 at 12:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley I live in a ghetto and don't really hang out with anyone unless I'm drinking. I have a dog, I play video games, I watch TV, but I have barely left my house in days.
I don't have any hobbies outside of video games and my dog, I don't really feel like I have many friends that I want to do stuff with, I feel like my depression crept back up on me and I just drank through it. I feel mean as fuck a lot of the time.
I'm not sure why I feel so apathetic, or sad, I can't figure out what to do to keep myself busy. I feel like I have a bunch of shit wrong with me mentally and I struggle to get mental health treatment, I also stopped taking my anti depressants months ago.
I haven't been drinking and kinda expected the rest of my life to improve, it hasn't in the slightest. I get deeply unhappy and can't seem to shake this feeling of shittiness. Perhaps this is what i deserve for being a failure or being mean to others or something akin to karma. I don't know.
Just having a bad time at life, I don't have college to go to until August 20th in three months and I'm kinda tired of life i guess.
Welcome to reality. -
2023-05-16 at 12:38 PM UTC
