2023-05-01 at 3:54 PM UTC
Sometimes my nose feels smaller when I touch my face it's so weird. Or I rub my eye and it doesn't feel like it always has. It feels like I have a different face.
2023-05-01 at 6:46 PM UTC
Anxious about tomorrow, mostly because I have to get up at 4am and may do an all nighter.
Like I'm not really present.
Like all hell is about to break loose.
Like some part of my mind has vanished.
Danger is coming.
Delayed grief is coming.
Law-breaking and exams are coming.
I have to come back to myself.
2023-05-01 at 9:52 PM UTC
I'm dreading tomorrow because I have to get up in five hours and won't get home til 7pm. I have a laser hair removal appointment and have to cram all day.
2023-05-01 at 11:02 PM UTC
feel like i'm in a sauna dunno how i'll get up in four hours
2023-05-02 at 12:26 AM UTC
Palpitations again. Idk if it's the monster addiction catching up or broken heart syndrome, if it's the latter I can see myself being dead within the year. One of my dad's last warnings to me was to stop drinking it.
2023-05-02 at 1:25 AM UTC
This night went by so fast
2023-05-02 at 3:03 AM UTC
No sleep. Pray for me. I went to the place the Ash tree was in my dream and there is something there that I've taken for granted and would probably lose my shit over if I lost it. I guess that's my ash tree.
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2023-05-02 at 3:44 AM UTC
So glad I’m off in 15 min