2023-04-30 at 9:27 AM UTC
I tried to take a break from this place but noticed the past week that my anxiety flared up even though I got more valium. Ig I feel less anxious in a mental community.
Some people irl are trying to organising a Scooby Doo rpg system so there's that to look forward to. I have been heavy drinking for four days and am finally starting to feel it.
2023-04-30 at 9:44 AM UTC
That's all that's been going on I think. I'm meant to talk with my GP again but didn't this week, I may be seeing my old psychologist. I have exams in two weeks so I'm just focusing on that then there's something else I will have to catch up on since I've put it on hold for the exams. Then I will be free to fly away.
I've been suppressing memories with the help of hypnosis, getting high most days and surrounding myself with kawaii things. I feel like I don't actually need meds anymore. I've been more active in a society but it's giving me anxiety because I know I'm too extra, I would just pop in once every few months. I can't let people get too close.
Today I will be hanging out with my sister and I don't think we've ever done this in our adult lives. She has an Irish accent now which creeps me out because it's like she's not the person I grew up with anymore.
2023-04-30 at 10:06 AM UTC
I know my brain has shrank from the drinking because my hearing isn't the same, it will take a week to recover and my maths skills will be impacted until then. So I'm done drinking now until after the exams.
2023-04-30 at 11:22 AM UTC
kick
Tuskegee Airman
[discourteously tickle this dendrolagus]
Kafka, I broke up with Milena. We can date now.
2023-04-30 at 12:38 PM UTC
Feel like throwing up. I'm going to the sinny
2023-04-30 at 3:07 PM UTC
I got Vinny in his feelings bad lol
2023-04-30 at 3:14 PM UTC
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