I felt abandoned and resented him for months and was hell bent on revenge, 0 feelings. When he probably died and I only feel sad for a week then block all memory. That's not meant to happen when someone dies.
Ig I'm disoriented from the switching feelings. How can I just go from 0 feelings/hatred, then realise I'm meant to feel grief, then I have to block all memories?
I'm texting someone normally, wouldn't have been able to do that last week. I haven't cried for days or really thought about him. Is it normal to suppress things this fast?
Originally posted by Kafka
I'm texting someone normally, wouldn't have been able to do that last week. I haven't cried for days or really thought about him. Is it normal to suppress things this fast?
Perfectly normal for someone you never met.
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I didn't phone the doctor because I thought I could manage, but I will tomorrow. Today I was catatonic, rn I'm a bit more alive because I always am at night. I'm drinking because I need to sleep soon.