How are you feeling at the moment..

1. 2023-04-19 at 12:17 AM UTC

   #22981
   Kafka sweaty
   If I have a purpose in life I think it's to be a role model for girls, I already am one, but that's a social thing. It doesn't explain why nature made me.
2. 2023-04-19 at 12:34 AM UTC

   #22982
   Kafka sweaty
   I've never listened to that much hypnosis in one day. I feel better but worse somehow. More myself but like something is taking up too much CPU.
3. 2023-04-19 at 12:44 AM UTC

   #22983
   Kafka sweaty
   I've been making video diaries lately and am surprised because I actually seem catatonic. I was thinking that isn't me. It's part of the reason I stopped seeing the counsellor. I don't get how I can seem catatonic if I'm not that way in my mind.
4. 2023-04-19 at 12:55 AM UTC

   #22984
   

   Haxxor Space Nigga

   Originally posted by Kafka If I have a purpose in life I think it's to be a role model for girls,

   
   
   Wrong
   
   
5. 2023-04-19 at 1:04 AM UTC

   #22985
   Kafka sweaty
   
6. 2023-04-19 at 1:06 AM UTC

   #22986
   

   Haxxor Space Nigga
   STFU you pathetic cunt you’re NOT autistic you’re a narcissist
   
   
7. 2023-04-19 at 1:08 AM UTC

   #22987
   Incessant African Astronaut
   Go get your therapist back. You need that more than anything.
   
   It doesn't work long term to just stick everything that hurts you behind a wall. The point is to get medicated so it won't exacerbate the metaphorical wounds so much to talk about the traumatic incidents with another person. Gain some clarity and feel heard and seen so thr trauama doesn't keep you hurt forever. And you can slowly melt it away in therapy.
8. 2023-04-19 at 1:13 AM UTC

   #22988
   

   cryptographiccontrarian African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Haxxor STFU you pathetic cunt you’re NOT autistic you’re a narcissist
   
   

   
   u mad?
9. 2023-04-19 at 1:15 AM UTC

   #22989
   

   Haxxor Space Nigga

   Originally posted by cryptographiccontrarian u mad?

   
   Not particularly scron……just tired of all the bull shit
10. 2023-04-19 at 1:18 AM UTC

    #22990
    Kafka sweaty

    Originally posted by Incessant Go get your therapist back. You need that more than anything.
    
    It doesn't work long term to just stick everything that hurts you behind a wall. The point is to get medicated so it won't exacerbate the metaphorical wounds so much to talk about the traumatic incidents with another person. Gain some clarity and feel heard and seen so thr trauama doesn't keep you hurt forever. And you can slowly melt it away in therapy.

    
    Talking to mental health professionals gives me anxiety because a mental health history isn't good for anyone. I found it does help talking with someone but not about my problems. I like to stay under the radar and my being able to do so for so long tells me I am mentally healthy.
    
    Also, it's a stoic approach to forget everything and that works for me. Dwelling on things really doesn't help.
    
    All I need is anxiety meds and less people in my life.
    
    The truth is there is no cure for trauma.
11. 2023-04-19 at 1:19 AM UTC

    #22991
    

    Haxxor Space Nigga
    Boo fucking hooo
12. 2023-04-19 at 1:20 AM UTC

    #22992
    

    cryptographiccontrarian African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Haxxor Not particularly scron……just tired of all the bull shit

    
    what did you honestly expect?
13. 2023-04-19 at 1:21 AM UTC

    #22993
    

    Haxxor Space Nigga

    Originally posted by cryptographiccontrarian what did you honestly expect?

    
    From her…..nothing but bull shit
14. 2023-04-19 at 1:23 AM UTC

    #22994
    Kafka sweaty
    Am I really mentally ill if it only comes across online? If I value self-preservation? No.
15. 2023-04-19 at 1:24 AM UTC

    #22995
    

    Haxxor Space Nigga
    This repeat shit is boring GN
16. 2023-04-19 at 1:24 AM UTC

    #22996
    

    cryptographiccontrarian African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Haxxor From her…..nothing but bull shit

    
    sounds like you should have been better prepared then
17. 2023-04-19 at 1:28 AM UTC

    #22997
    

    Haxxor Space Nigga
    
18. 2023-04-19 at 2:05 AM UTC

    #22998
    Kafka sweaty
    You know Mik is a hacker lurking here and can see you're using his pic?
19. 2023-04-19 at 2:21 AM UTC

    #22999
    

    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

    Originally posted by Kafka You know Mik is a hacker

    
    lol
    
    lmao
20. 2023-04-19 at 3:38 AM UTC

    #23000
    

    Banana Muffin Mix Tuskegee Airman [your disgracefully climbable neckwear]

    Originally posted by Haxxor Not particularly scron……just tired of all the bull shit

    
    oh he's UPSET