2023-04-17 at 2:41 AM UTC
Like how crazy would it be if I were actually taller than u? Lol like if I actually stood over u? Lol
2023-04-17 at 5:12 AM UTC
Sheepy…it’s been a long day and this lavender done bout laid meowt!
I think it’s about that time ✨ 🌙
2023-04-17 at 6:05 PM UTC
Now I know why I didn't take Zoloft before. Today I'm still too unfocused to do work and I'm definately suppressing memories. It's like I can feel this conflict, the hurt trying to get to the surface but I'm suppressing it. I didn't cry today or yday and don't really think about it but I feel like I'm burying something that doesn't want to be buried. I don't feel like myself either I am on autopilot. The scary part is I'm in a light mood.
2023-04-17 at 6:06 PM UTC
I didn't go to counselling today I told her I will no longer need counselling.
2023-04-17 at 6:52 PM UTC
I took about 8 mg of flubromazepam, 3 mg of bromazolam, and five grams of kraatom so I'm feeling purty dandy
2023-04-17 at 6:54 PM UTC
Flubromazepam half life is so long but it takes like two hours to kick in so you gotta watch yourself. But when it's used proper its fantastic, definitely more euphoric than most benzos, lasts forever and makes your muscles nice and comfy
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2023-04-17 at 6:54 PM UTC
It's scary what's happening. I was full on grieving but every night I have dreams that reprogram me and make me believe lies so I feel okay. I feel like I'm suppressing a lot and that I'm not me. If I survive this it won't be as me.
2023-04-17 at 6:55 PM UTC
Will I even care about him tomorrow?
2023-04-17 at 6:59 PM UTC
I just feel like I'm losing a lot rn, identity, feelings and memories,
2023-04-17 at 7:02 PM UTC
I don't remember my dream ln but I know he was in it.
2023-04-17 at 7:05 PM UTC
Ik it looks like I'm having a breakdown rn, but this isn't even the worst it's been. There's a reason I identify w Armitage from Neuromancer.
2023-04-17 at 9:14 PM UTC
I don't really want to listen to hypnosis for grief, I just want to die from the broken heart syndrome.
2023-04-17 at 9:32 PM UTC
I've been stressed/distressed for months and feel like it's causing brain damage.
2023-04-17 at 10:17 PM UTC
My forehead is a lot bigger and it doesn't have my uncontrolled style but I don't feel like starting over.
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