My Christmas has been dramatic so far. My mum wouldn't let me see my family so they went to a Christmas market and concert without me. You know why? Because I wanted to leave the Cure concert early. We'd been there two hours, I'd been up since 1am and it was 11pm when my autism got to me, couldn't handle the noise or crowd, I didn't even want to go because I'd seen them before. I only went so my mum wouldn't be there alone. She punishes me by not letting me see my family over Christmas, upsetting my nephew.
I blocked my sister on FB, punched a mirror and smashed some thing that reminded my mum of her dead brother. I'm taking Zoloft now because I don't want to ruin Christmas for everyone.
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Originally posted by blaster master
Is this because you are craving a bender? if youre craving a bender before you do it secure a motel room for a night or two and some clean piss
No. I've been using a table as a desk for my computer and bullshit since I got here the owner of the house called means told me I have to leave Thursday because I've been told before.
I'm 31 days sober. I only started getting the fuck it's and feeling like drinking when I consider having to deal with homelessness. He told me to find somewhere to rent, I tried calling two places and both said they'll be out of the office till the second.
I think Thursday would be the 29th.
I've been here 6 weeks and have had mail delivered here.
