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2017-05-15 at 1:45 AM UTC
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2017-05-15 at 1:46 AM UTCGoddamn Casper, I just remembered. We had this period where he noticed that we kept independently coming up with nearly the exact same ideas/solutions for our crazy schemes, and I would sometimes post advice that sounded unnervingly similar to what he would have said.
I seriously requested that we rent a place together and become Darknet dealers, he with the IRL connections, me handling all the background work (shadow king). We could have been running this shit by now and have made soooooo much fucking money off the coke and heroin connects he had.
But, nope, instead he chose to go on methadone and work at UPS. Casper, if you ever read this, I can't blame you for not trusting me, I know how fucked up and dysfunctional I am, but so are you, so god damn you for rejecting my business proposal! It was a solid plan, I tell you. Now we're both going to have to try to keep digging ourselves out of this massive hole we've created for over a decade and do it completely alone.
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2017-05-15 at 1:48 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Like damn near everyone that posted on totse/Zoklet, you seemed to have fucked up your life pretty badly and was living a pretty self-destructive and dangerous lifestyle. Could be wrong, though, we tend to only post the most extreme aspects of our lives.
This is interesting to me, too. Like, you have to have something severely wrong with you to post here (and totse/zoklet). Especially here specifically, in TRT. -
2017-05-15 at 1:55 AM UTCwhat's wrong with Lanny?
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2017-05-15 at 1:56 AM UTCHe's a libtard.
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2017-05-15 at 1:59 AM UTC
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2017-05-15 at 2:02 AM UTC
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2017-05-15 at 2:03 AM UTCis he also a cuck?
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2017-05-15 at 2:04 AM UTCPIIII
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2017-05-15 at 2:05 AM UTC
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2017-05-15 at 2:08 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Weed Smoker, what about you? How did you start getting your life together?
Like damn near everyone that posted on totse/Zoklet, you seemed to have fucked up your life pretty badly and was living a pretty self-destructive and dangerous lifestyle. Could be wrong, though, we tend to only post the most extreme aspects of our lives.
i typed up a real specific post but i dont wanna get doxxed. just start walking the right path you'll feel better and start talking to people. hopefully one of them will inform you of some opportunity you didn't know existed that you happen to like. always be looking for other opportunities to better yourself. consider everything. do things you don't want to do; it will make you stronger, better and more grounded. more appreciative of things over all. -
2017-05-15 at 2:09 AM UTCdo hard things. challenge yourself. if you don't feel so overwhelmed you want to cry, you aren't challenging yourself enough.
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2017-05-15 at 2:11 AM UTCbut malice you're gonna need soft skills, and that means starting at Arby's or something. you got to truly humble yourself coming from where you are coming. it's all part of your journey.
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2017-05-15 at 2:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny THE WORST DISEASE IMAGINABLE
Lanny, there is definitely something profoundly wrong with you, possibly multiple things, that you haven't realized at all.
Keep in mind that I've been completely honest and open about my own problems and fuckedupness, so that changes nothing.
I hope I'm wrong, but you're still young, and I think there's a good chance that in 5-10 years you're going to discover you have some serious issues. Your current position in life, doing well financially, being in a field you like, is no indication that the rest of your life will go well and smoothly.
Hell, I'm glad I turned you onto Stanislav Grof (LSD psychotherapy), maybe you've already uncovered some things at this point.
I have this distinct memory (hooray for autism power) of there being a, possibly recurring, theme in your trips at some point where you felt you were on the verge of uncovering some horrible repressed memory that made you profoundly uncomfortable. You may have mentioned something about skeletons, representations of death, playing a theme.
I don't know, I'm really not in the mood to play armchair psychoanalyst.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-15 at 2:13 AM UTCI remember I hit rock bottom.. that shit was cra-ZY..
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2017-05-15 at 2:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Lanny, there is definitely something profoundly wrong with you, possibly multiple things, that you haven't realized at all.
Keep in mind that I've been completely honest and open about my own problems and fuckedupness, so that changes nothing.
I hope I'm wrong, but you're still young, and I think there's a good chance that in 5-10 years you're going to discover you have some serious issues. Your current position in life, doing well financially, being in a field you like, is no indication that the rest of your life will go well and smoothly.
Hell, I'm glad I turned you onto Stanislav Grof (LSD psychotherapy), maybe you've already uncovered some things at this point.
I have this distinct memory (hooray for autism power) of there being a, possibly recurring, theme in your trips at some point where you felt you were on the verge of uncovering some horrible repressed memory that made you profoundly uncomfortable. You may have mentioned something about skeletons, representations of death, playing a theme.
I don't know, I'm really not in the mood to play armchair psychoanalyst.
There's something wrong with everyone here. Lanny has the good kind of auti$m, perhaps because he grew up loved or something. -
2017-05-15 at 2:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by Coathangers Suck -WS but malice you're gonna need soft skills, and that means starting at Arby's or something. you got to truly humble yourself coming from where you are coming. it's all part of your journey.
I'm flat out saying it: I'm too good for menial labor.
Some people just need such a high level of stimulation that something like that is torture. I have to admit, despite all the extreme quasi-asceticism, my demonstration that I can have incredible will power, or just this unbelievably rigid set of internal rules that I have to be perfectly consistent with, I cannot handle that kind of work full time. It literally drives me insane.
That's why I'm going to start off with volunteer opportunities. Because I swear to god, and Lanny could probably relate, that if I had to work full time at McDonald's I would snap so fucking fast and either go on a killing spree or blow my fucking brains out.
Not saying I'm opposed to physical labor or all low wage work, but my brain/mind cannot handle something like food service. The turnover rate is incredibly high among normies to begin with anyway, and it's for a good reason. Jesus christ, the people that are middle aged, or even elderly, and still in those types of jobs must be in absolute hell...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-15 at 2:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by Coathangers Suck -WS There's something wrong with everyone here. Lanny has the good kind of auti$m, perhaps because he grew up loved or something.
I actually agree. He's very fortunate. I didn't have that at all. I mean, it could definitely have been worse, I would have killed myself by now if it had been, but damn did my life fuck me up.
Lanny, I hereby christen you the patron saint of good-autism and rightful inheritor of future position as our techno-overlord.
I'm going to be like Diogenes was to Aristotle and just fuck with you at times for my own personal reasons. -
2017-05-15 at 2:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I have this distinct memory (hooray for autism power) of there being a, possibly recurring, theme in your trips at some point where you felt you were on the verge of uncovering some horrible repressed memory that made you profoundly uncomfortable. You may have mentioned something about skeletons, representations of death, playing a theme.
I don't know, I'm really not in the mood to play armchair psychoanalyst.
Did you ever actually read LSD Psychology? I mean I'm not going to claim I'm the singularly most well adjusted person in the world but mortality is a pretty common theme in psychedelic experience. It seems like a pretty weak indication profound psychological issues. -
2017-05-15 at 2:31 AM UTCmy body has completely shut down. I have given up all control to be possessed. I want to be high but I can't keep smoking I feel like dying.
