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2017-05-14 at 7:40 AM UTCI wonder if one day I'll end up as an anti-natalist version of Kaczynski, or maybe even going further and using assassinations and terrorism to accelerate the development of industrial civilization.
Lanny, did you know that he's actually published two books in prison? The second one just came out in 2016, and I'm definitely putting it on my reading list. I'd love to know how his views have developed.
Also, reading about his behavior, I really wonder whether he had Asperger's (Yeah, I know, I tend to speculate that many people might be on the spectrum, but, hey, it's not all that unlikely in some cases). -
2017-05-14 at 7:45 AM UTCI'M SEEING SNAKES IN 3D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2017-05-14 at 7:47 AM UTCBowling alone is fucking strange
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2017-05-14 at 7:48 AM UTC“I am tormented by bitter regret at never having had the opportunity to experience the love of a woman."
Hey, just like me. From his diary.
Brings to mind an interesting paper I read about involuntary celibacy and how it can trigger extreme male behavior. It was focused mainly on the middle east and how polygamist marriages and a shortage of women could be major contributors that drive some to terrorism, even at the sacrifice of their own lives.
From an evolutionary perspective, fundamentals of human nature, it makes perfect sense. As a part of the explanation, not the sole entirety of it. -
2017-05-14 at 7:51 AM UTCjust die already
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2017-05-14 at 7:58 AM UTCGod damn what the fuck am I doing. Gotta finish up this tech before the sun comes up, must maintain secret DRUG HABIT!.
I have reached the fiend portion of the trip where all you wanna do is just pack one more bowl
here is tech logic ; its 12am but I'm really, high, almost 1am I will pack ONE MORE BOWL, then you just keep going, smoke the res,Idk, time flies by so fast at this point.
This is when you have to cut yourself off, I have seen some pretty funny justifications not too though like "I stayed up too late and I dont want to be tired at work" which has more than once led to someone getting high at work.
The redose is king. Riding it out is like leaving the Matrix, even if you are doing NOTHING if you have your dopamine switched on, low tolerance you never want it to end. Life gets in the way.
I want to be a meth fueled robot, android. fuck. -
2017-05-14 at 8:09 AM UTCDamn, I want this fucking paper. Sploo would probably be interested in it too: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/288819232_Asperger%27s_disorder_and_the_origins_of_the_Unabomber
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2017-05-14 at 8:17 AM UTCYeah, I read Industrial Society and its Future recently and I have to say, I was kinda into it in a wierd way. It sorta shocked me that I could get behind a lot of what Kaczynski was saying, his ideas would have been like the personification of evil to me a few years ago. As a treatise against leftists I should have been offended but on a more immediate level the loathing of a kind inauthentic rule-based social mandate towards good behavior that degrades actual human compassion kinda resonated with me.
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2017-05-14 at 8:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Yeah, I read Industrial Society and its Future recently and I have to say, I was kinda into it in a wierd way. It sorta shocked me that I could get behind a lot of what Kaczynski was saying, his ideas would have been like the personification of evil to me a few years ago. As a treatise against leftists I should have been offended but on a more immediate level the loathing of a kind inauthentic rule-based social mandate towards good behavior that degrades actual human compassion kinda resonated with me.
you don't deserve to read books and comment on them. it should be left to people who have opinions of value and aren't semi incoherent. being rich and white was the worst thing that ever happened to you. you're a nigger lanny, your analyses suck. -
2017-05-14 at 8:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Yeah, I read Industrial Society and its Future recently and I have to say, I was kinda into it in a wierd way. It sorta shocked me that I could get behind a lot of what Kaczynski was saying, his ideas would have been like the personification of evil to me a few years ago. As a treatise against leftists I should have been offended but on a more immediate level the loathing of a kind inauthentic rule-based social mandate towards good behavior that degrades actual human compassion kinda resonated with me.
He was wrong, I am evolving.
Originally posted by Oasis you don't deserve to read books and comment on them. it should be left to people who have opinions of value and aren't semi incoherent. being rich and white was the worst thing that ever happened to you. you're a nigger lanny, your analyses suck.
So you're like what, a technocrat now?. -
2017-05-14 at 8:20 AM UTCi just wanna zill the zat
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2017-05-14 at 8:23 AM UTC
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2017-05-14 at 8:26 AM UTChow so?
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2017-05-14 at 8:29 AM UTCshe looks like she's been subject to continuous beatings for many years, where she kept believing the 'sorry's' and the 'it'll never happen agains'. like the dumb bitch she is.
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2017-05-14 at 8:30 AM UTCmy guess is she's spent at least some time living in a women's refuge.
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2017-05-14 at 8:33 AM UTCshes a refuge from soviet russia lol
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2017-05-14 at 8:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist she looks like the victim of domestic abuse
That was well timed......
Okay gonts I am pulling the plug. 3am is the time. I did some breathing, my heart rate is bonkers, I have not been this high since that first night with the gram.. but that was an even more fucked night than this. I don't really care about sleep at this point, I am officially in recovery mode. Party over, didn't even get to dump out my shards and play with them and draw tekdot pictures :(((( no time... never any time....
I never got that hooker.. its not too late though but I have other obligations than wild sex right now. Even if I did get the hooker I am so spun all I would do is waste both our time... lolol. My heart feels like its gonna burst.. no way in hell im packing more, I am just gonna finish off this bowl.
My tongue is raw, once again.... I am just so fucking on edge, paranoid, trying to drink water and keep moving. I am constipated and cannot pee. I GIVE UP SMOKING WEED!! TOTALLY USELESS RIGHT NOW!!!! I need syncans or BHO or something.. I got lots of meth in my bloodstream and I have been awake for a long time. I feel like I have electricity running through me yet my back and neck are stiff and killing me.
I am gonna take with me water, laptop, phone, charger and go pretend to sleep. Please post a lot... I will be laying there high as a kite O.O
im gonna smoke this cig... try to use the bathroom and pack up my mess.. Zod bless, spacecat over and out for now.
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2017-05-14 at 8:35 AM UTCno doubt she's taken a few blows in her time then.