2017-05-13 at 6:38 PM UTC
I hit the pipe all night until my ears starting ringing and I was pouring sweat, I ran to the toilet and threw up, I've been HIGH AS FUCK all day ever since, god damn there must have been a quarter gram in the bowl and I smoked it clean. I can't even finish my morning coffee, don't need it, no end in sight, fuck the redose.
I am stocked up for the summer, I feel like I have pretty good self control. I get waaaaaay too paranoid and sketchy when i'm high to risk doing anything stupid besides partying with all those hookers last night.
I felt like that last gram was cursed, I don't know why but I was redosing like a fucking idiot when I was supposed to save it until my birthday.
Also I can't stand snorting tech, i feel like its such a waste.
2017-05-13 at 7:26 PM UTC
i dont think i would like meth. i have a panic disorder already
2017-05-13 at 7:35 PM UTC
So do I and I find it takes the edge off dealing with people.