2017-05-10 at 2:15 AM UTC
I live with my mom, and have never even ever lived on my own before...and here I still am, getting older, becoming more and more of a laughing stock and disgrace. How much longer am I gonna be stuck here? Probably forever until she dies or finally kicks me out on the streets. It's gone on so long the stain is never gonna come out, you know? Once you've gone as long as me without doing anything, there is too much moss grown on you to even get moving. It's no hope, my life sucks and always will. Even having a shitty apartment and being a dish-washer is a pipe dream for me. I should just walk out of here today there is nothing to hold out for. So yeah, if you think your life is "bad", or you have problems... just compare yourself to me because your life is kittens and rainbows compared to my anguish. It's as hopeless as doing life in prison.
[laugh track]
Post last edited by Actor at 2017-05-10T02:28:13.034757+00:00
2017-05-10 at 2:43 AM UTC
Cut the self pity bullshit you weak motherfucker. Your circumstances are your own creation. Some people have real problems that are actually forced onto them and have to figure out for themselves how to survive, without having mommy to fall back on. You gigantic pussy.
2017-05-10 at 2:50 AM UTC
It's this exact line of thinking and mindset that keeps you where you are...
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2017-05-10 at 2:53 AM UTC
Ajax
African Astronaut
[rumor the placative aphakia]
Why do you feel you are a laughing stock and disgrace?
2017-05-10 at 3:03 AM UTC
Ajax
African Astronaut
[rumor the placative aphakia]
Possibly. OP needs to examine his life and realize that the problems he listed are not really problems, but mere symptoms and results of his choices. That means making other choices can yield results that are more favorable if he decides to pull his head out of his ass.
2017-05-10 at 3:04 AM UTC
I've seen you in many happy states, whether you saw them yourself. You have been and have the potential to become much happier actro. At least you've not spent YEARS incarcersted or in inpatient treatment, on probation, in drug court, in halfway houses, sporadic homelessness, always in debt, multiple felonies, rarely having a license, biking 10 miles a day to go to work. You just need to do SOMETHING bud. Do something.