2017-05-06 at 2:14 AM UTC
I thought so too. It needs to be done by a professional, though. Actually, it wouldn't be that hard to pull off. And, unfortunately, because of my cursed 6.x% African ancestry my hair naturally grows into a horrifically messy afro that looks like an absolute bastardization of multiple races put together (which I am), so I would have to get my hair straightened if I ever wanted something similar again. It may also be really hard, if impossible, to get it to look good from the front. Hmm, no, you really would need a professional to perfect it.
Still, keep it saved as an outline. It would be kind of cool if I managed to invent a new hairstyle, or at least popularize it.
And, yeah, the jacket's too big. I like it though. Ideally, if I manage to recover from multiple things, I'll start lifting again and doing steroids. It would probably look pretty cool if I filled it out. I'm completely out of shape now.
Aw, man, I hope I didn't catch anything while I was in the ER in a weakened state. You can get some nasty shit in there. Well, at least it'll be like a vacation, that alone would help my depression, and that shows just how sad my life is. I genuinely enjoyed my first time in the ER more than I'm enjoying it right now. No one should have to experience this, autism is such a fucked up disorder. There are so many people I'm going to have to set appointments with and likely meet multiple times.
2017-05-06 at 2:17 AM UTC
Go full on retro and wear a John Lennon US Army or Communist Jacket and maybe a Commie hat to go with it, when you feel people are focusing on it. But they might also respect your hairstyle and if they don't. Fuck them! At least you have hair. fucking let it grow out, man. Fuck people that are "offended" because you have hair that's different.
2017-05-06 at 3:30 AM UTC
I wonder what you would look like if you had all your pubes transferred to your moustache and beard area
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So late last summer/fall I was basically cheating on my gf well not basically I was with this girl that was movin weight for me...I know she would be tickled to see me visit her in prison but idk can officials investigate me simmply for visiting a known shard dealer? I don't want to be implicated in anything..
2017-05-06 at 4:09 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop
So late last summer/fall I was basically cheating on my gf well not basically I was with this girl that was movin weight for me…I know she would be tickled to see me visit her in prison but idk can officials investigate me simmply for visiting a known shard dealer? I don't want to be implicated in anything..
Google it.
Nah I'm pretty sure they can but I'm just as sure they wouldn't unless she's some Escobar tier distributor.
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2017-05-06 at 4:31 AM UTC
When I look back on how much I was drinking and how I just didn't care, how I seemed to just glance over the risks I knew well as if they were insignificant, I think I may have been suicidal. I was just thinking about how at this point, the thoughts of suicide having left, I felt like I couldn't even remember why I went down that cycle to begin with. It wasn't addiction, it was an attempt to ease anxiety and pain, but I think this may have been, in a way, my prolonged method of a suicide attempt...
Jesus, it really was best that I went to the ER instead of trying to wean myself off.
2017-05-06 at 4:43 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice
Jesus, it really was best that I went to the ER instead of trying to wean myself off.
I'm glad you survivded that hangover
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2017-05-06 at 1:20 PM UTC
God I hope Lanny was busy doing something Friday night and isn’t just ignoring me. This would be one of the worst ways to die. Woke up prematurely and can’t fall asleep.
2017-05-06 at 1:36 PM UTC
Severe depression is no joke. Once you experience the real thing you may never look at it the same way again, look down on people going through it or belittle their problems. It’s scary as hell the way it can end up making you feel and act.
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2017-05-06 at 1:47 PM UTC
True dat, I just look back on it now, all of 2015 as someone who wasn't me, even most my memories are kind of in 3rd person. Probably cos I don't have many actual memories of the things which took place, good ol' benzos. It's scary just how reckless you become with your own life
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2017-05-06 at 2:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice
Severe depression is no joke. Once you experience the real thing you may never look at it the same way again, look down on people going through it or belittle their problems. It’s scary as hell the way it can end up making you feel and act.
Yeah im just starting to pull out of it myself. I have felt like trying to kill myself since 2014 and im still barely on the edge, it's very tiring. I have had several hospital visits too and abused more benzos than all of you
I feel like its somewhat under control now though
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True dat, I just look back on it now, all of 2015 as someone who wasn't me, even most my memories are kind of in 3rd person. Probably cos I don't have many actual memories of the things which took place, good ol' benzos. It's scary just how reckless you become with your own life
You sound like my old doctor
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2017-05-06 at 7:24 PM UTC
tfw nobody responded to my freestyles
am i the king of rap yet
2017-05-06 at 8:10 PM UTC
My visual perception helped me notice an elderly man had dropped some paperwork and something seemed wrong. Helped a blind person, one good deed done. Hmm, then again, superior moral character would be shown by not bragging. I suppose it just feels good to help people and see them appreciate it.
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2017-05-06 at 8:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice
My visual perception helped me notice an elderly man had dropped some paperwork and something seemed wrong. Helped a blind person, one good deed done. Hmm, then again, superior moral character would be shown by not bragging. I suppose it just feels good to help people and see them appreciate it.
It's a very common and good human trait to have. If more people shared this school of thought the world would be a truly better place.
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