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2017-05-05 at 11:17 AM UTC
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2017-05-05 at 11:21 AM UTC
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2017-05-05 at 11:22 AM UTCEh I don't know about that
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2017-05-05 at 11:24 AM UTCYou're right, I'll pitch in and we'll just get them some flowers or something
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2017-05-05 at 11:26 AM UTCMaybe a balloon tooThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-05 at 11:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Alright, had to double my daily dose of memantine and 2 low dose 120mg lithium orotate pills. The NMDA antagonism and effect on glutamate, which has a large rebound after cessation of a prolonged period of alcohol use. They also possess strong neuroprotective effects.
Wait, what if as a requirement Lanny requires me to take them with him and hang out in his studio. I think we both know what his plans would be. The both of us, freed from anxiety, fear, apprehension, and inhibition?! My god, this is a recipe for disaster. Although in reality it would likely just be very awkwardly autistic, funny, and gay.
3 weeks later
Hey guys I just got out of the hospital , when they found me I was attempting an optical resolution of cis trans isomers of various kava analogs using a paper clip and a razor blade and I could see the crystal structure with my bare eyes but then I started foaming at the mouth and flopping around on the floor spitting blood and shit out of my body and crying in misery because I missed a single dose of a Chinese cuck stack and went into hydromorphone tier withdrawals.
Now I am going to write a post criticizing you all for being degenerate scumbags.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-05 at 3:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Aww fuck, I just realized this is how drug addicts behave when they can't get their meds. I mean, on the one hand it should be seen as a medical condition, on the other it was caused by prolonged alcohol use. Still feels the same, though. Well, hmm, it is to deal with withdrawal/rebound symptoms, but it is meant to be treated as a medical event and drugs are used as the treatment.
Addiction is a medical condition period, I hate faggots that say that a user is just weak or it's their fault. Well if someone eats too many twinkies and gets diabetes, it's also their fault, but nobody shits on them and tells them to man up and get over it. I had a nice conversation about this with a dickhead doctor who was bitching about giving a benzo addict diazepam so they didn't literally die. -
2017-05-05 at 3:54 PM UTCI hate when people call addiction a disease.
Bitch I'm not fucking diseased I just love getting high -
2017-05-05 at 3:55 PM UTCmalive y r u ignoring me
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2017-05-05 at 3:56 PM UTCreject u cool youh
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2017-05-05 at 4:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject I hate when people call addiction a disease.
Bitch I'm not fucking diseased I just love getting high
To love getting high and being addicted are two different things. Addiction involves physiological changes to your brain, this is of course ignoring psychological addiction/habituation, which someone could make an argument against. -
2017-05-05 at 4:17 PM UTCI know I was making a joke, I still don't believe addiction is a disease tho
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2017-05-05 at 4:19 PM UTC
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2017-05-05 at 4:40 PM UTCYea I'm cool, been waiting 3 fucking hours today for bud and he finally dropped it off, normally he's reliable, cunt. No backy tho unless I go pick up dog ends
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2017-05-05 at 5:04 PM UTCare u cool wif me do u think i am safe i wonna come chill sumwhere wen i get esa bux i can come down wif a half zip
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2017-05-05 at 5:04 PM UTConly if u have cat
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2017-05-05 at 5:38 PM UTC
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2017-05-05 at 6:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump 3 weeks later
Hey guys I just got out of the hospital , when they found me I was attempting an optical resolution of cis trans isomers of various kava analogs using a paper clip and a razor blade and I could see the crystal structure with my bare eyes but then I started foaming at the mouth and flopping around on the floor spitting blood and shit out of my body and crying in misery because I missed a single dose of a Chinese cuck stack and went into hydromorphone tier withdrawals.
Now I am going to write a post criticizing you all for being degenerate scumbags.
Nope, still here, and I’m feeling better. Of course you have to be careful due to how redonculously long the half life is. Still, I’ve taken them long enough and have enough of a feel to walk the fine line.
Normally doubling your memantine dose would fuck you up pretty good, but on this situation it makes perfect sense.
Why do you foolish mortals doubt me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-05 at 6:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice There's a possibility, as embarrassing as it is, that I may have to beg Lanny for an anxiolytic, like etizolam if he has any (I can pay), in order to prevent myself from having continual panic attacks and possibly developing epilepsy. May not be able to make an appointment in time. Had a bad episode just now when I smoked too much pot before going to a theater. Completely missed out on Your Name, wasted the experience, because I couldn't even concentrate or follow it. That's how bad the lack of GABA inhibition was.
For safety of course we could just ask the other to do a safe exchange where we don't come into physical proximity. I wouldn't trust myself either, to be perfectly honest, there's asymmetrical information and valid reasons to worry. For a while now I probably haven't given that impression.
Oh god, I'm so autistic I even failed at going to an anime film alone. Why was I born with this curse? You have no idea how bad it is or can become for some people. I hope I didn't fry my GABA receptors with that extended bout of heavy drinking. Having some mild visual side effects that are worrying after that ER visit. Damn this fucking sucks.
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-05-05T09:01:37.522839+00:00
Lol, you don't need to beg and we don't need to do any spy shit. If you really need some and can make it to downtown you can have some etizolam. It shouldn't surprise you that smoking for the first time without, anxiety on weed is pretty common, you probably shouldn't be smoking at all for a while.
Also be careful with memantine, it's pretty unpleasant at high doses. Also wasn't it causing auditory hallucinations for you for a while? -
2017-05-05 at 6:24 PM UTCYo, guys. PM me on this account. I can't log out.
(1337, Malice, HTS ;), Lanny?)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
