I've known this for awhile.. but for me personally its really hit home recently and its become lame. I like to drink and get jolly at shows but the way I go about it sometimes is pretty sick to the point where I feel guilty. I laid In bed all day listening to the hagmnn report, kind of sleeping but not really, and I know I shouldn't beat myself up to the point where its self defeating. But there is something to be said for kicking yourself in the ass, I lied in bed and was wanting to go get some brews and put on dashboard confessional, but I didn't.
Instead I met up with my buddy who luckily came through for me with some gabapentin/vicodin that helps the pain so much. I threw up so hard last night from not drinking that I pulled a muscle in my stomach.
But I know that people love me and don't want anything bad to happen to me, my buddy came through no questions asked despite him being busy with his own problems. I feel a lot better now so I'm going to try and go along with it and get some spaghetti.
Hell even give some to my cat, when I woke up several times he was there cuddling up next me.
But what sucks about alcohol besides feeling sick / what its done to my body is the screamo mindset
I like how the first thing, apparently in your entire life, that you feel guilt over is messing up your own health rather than, say, abandoning your child and her mother, or the crimes you were convicted of, or being a parasite on your parents for like a decade longer than normal human beings.
Originally posted by Lanny
I like how the first thing, apparently in your entire life, that you feel guilt over is messing up your own health rather than, say, abandoning your child and her mother, or the crimes you were convicted of, or being a parasite on your parents for like a decade longer than normal human beings.
I haven't abandoned anyone, they are welcome to visit or get money anytime they want. I just disagree with the restrictions texas puts on guys. Guys are better off without that system
I still owe the state of texas almost a thousand dollars for their "medical" cut when my daughter never had to go to the hospital. that's total bullshit.
Originally posted by Fox Paws
And depending on others makes you even weaker.
The idea of independence is just an illusion, maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. everyday there are people who you interact with that do something for you, probly because they're paid for it.......... I don't know where I was going with this.
Keep at it. Alcohol is poison. Before long, it will shut down your internal organs, kill all your platelets, make your hair fall out, rob you of your vision, and lots of other things. It ain't worth it.
Originally posted by -SpectraL
Keep at it. Alcohol is poison. Before long, it will shut down your internal organs, kill all your platelets, make your hair fall out, rob you of your vision, and lots of other things. It ain't worth it.
Originally posted by -SpectraL
Keep at it. Alcohol is poison. Before long, it will shut down your internal organs, kill all your platelets, make your hair fall out, rob you of your vision, and lots of other things. It ain't worth it.
what will happen to me as a result of smoking a bunch of various rc's?
Originally posted by -SpectraL
Keep at it. Alcohol is poison. Before long, it will shut down your internal organs, kill all your platelets, make your hair fall out, rob you of your vision, and lots of other things. It ain't worth it.
So that's what happened to you. It all makes sense now.
Originally posted by -SpectraL
I'm in perfect health. In fact, I could most likely take on all you kids with one hand behind my back while playing a bolo bat perfectly.
I'm an expert in Russian Sambo you wouldn't stand a chance.
