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wut did u dream about last night
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2022-05-16 at 1:56 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-05-16 at 1:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka I have DDNOS and alters can vanish easily, it’s like a person dies and no one notices.
as in some sort of multiple personality or hallucinated people? I only really have experience with the latter thanks to delirient abuse
either way that's going to warp things a bit. I'm sure there are facets of your personality you consider to be an intrinsic part of yourself though; that's what I'm talking about being not as fixed as one might think -
2022-05-16 at 2:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra as in some sort of multiple personality or hallucinated people? I only really have experience with the latter thanks to delirient abuse
either way that's going to warp things a bit. I'm sure there are facets of your personality you consider to be an intrinsic part of yourself though; that's what I'm talking about being not as fixed as one might think
i got deleriant effects from very high doses of synthetic cannabinoids interestingly enough. i was hanging out with and talking to people in my bedroom who were not there. -
2022-05-16 at 2:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra as in some sort of multiple personality or hallucinated people? I only really have experience with the latter thanks to delirient abuse
either way that's going to warp things a bit. I'm sure there are facets of your personality you consider to be an intrinsic part of yourself though; that's what I'm talking about being not as fixed as one might think
Like multiple personalities without the amnesia. I think aspergers is concrete, having my hair dyed black, the colour grey comforts me, blue dresses suit my skin tone. That would be the most concrete. -
2022-05-16 at 2:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rape Monster i got deleriant effects from very high doses of synthetic cannabinoids interestingly enough. i was hanging out with and talking to people in my bedroom who were not there.
I ate a bunch of scopolomine years ago
thought I just had a really dry throat, didn't realise I was messed up, everything seemed normal to me, I had to keep reminding myself of what I'd done.
I talked to friends that weren't there
I kept chasing this kid around the house, he eventually hid behind the fridge and I tried to go pull him out only to find that there was only around 1" of space between the fridge and the wall, I think I got my arm stuck
looking at walls or floors, the marks would move around like cave paintings or something
kept seeing spiders and snakes and stuff in dark places like behind the TV
in the morning I thought I was fine, said goodbye to the kid my mother was tutoring (my mother did not tutor kids), put my backpack in the passenger seat and started arguing with it because I thought it was my girlfriend and tried to drive to work.
got halfway there before I realised the road looked really unusual, got t-boned by some woman who ran a red light (didn't know how to react), and kept seeing a skeleton waving at me from inside the crumpled body as I waited for cops and a tow truck. passed alcohol test without being too weird, which was hard because people who weren't there kept asking me questions while I did itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-05-16 at 2:17 PM UTCI don't know why I'm posting about this but point is, don't do delirients.
the only upside is I now understand what a real psychotic break is like and can empathise with schizophrenics -
2022-05-16 at 2:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka Like multiple personalities without the amnesia. I think aspergers is concrete, having my hair dyed black, the colour grey comforts me, blue dresses suit my skin tone. That would be the most concrete.
what is it that defines a different personality
how do you know it's separate and not just you, the same you, expressing yourself in a different way like wearing a mask -
2022-05-16 at 2:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra what is it that defines a different personality
how do you know it's separate and not just you, the same you, expressing yourself in a different way like wearing a mask
I actually believe I’m that person at the time, and people have noticed saying things like my character isn’t stable. There’s different voices. -
2022-05-16 at 2:23 PM UTCI need to go do stuff
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2022-05-16 at 2:24 PM UTC
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2022-05-16 at 2:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra have you ever had a dream where you were having a good time throwing babies into traffic or smashing animals with a hammer
how strong is your moral compass if your unconscious can so easily slap a magnet to it
my moral gps is very strong and i often woke up regreting not doing all the bad stuff i could and wanted tk do had i realize it was a dream.
on topic:
for some unknown reason i went to retrieve an old honda ef2, started it and drove off without brakes because it had been parked for too long and all the brake fluids has dried up.
no problem starting it tho.
drove it to a garrage and asked for brake fluids. -
2022-05-16 at 2:27 PM UTC
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2022-05-16 at 2:30 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-05-16 at 3:14 PM UTChey kafka.
got pro bono bonner nudes. -
2022-05-16 at 4:07 PM UTCKafka's nudes look like a rotisserie chicken
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2022-05-16 at 4:12 PM UTC
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2022-05-16 at 4:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra that's not the point; there are a lot of things I might do if there weren't serious consequences for them
it's not about restraint. it's a question of which identity is real, if either are and if any of the things you consider to be yourself are really fixed
what might you turn into with a blow to the right part of the head
You sound like a fucking psycho waiting for an opportunity.
