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Where the fuck is Nil/Nile?
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2022-05-07 at 5:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra like what?
Honestly, Gematria, Demonology, Astrology, Tarot/card divination/cardomancy, look into different traditions, read up on religious texts. read up on different symbolic systems, color associations. Perhaps speak with a medicine man of my own tribe.
Think about magic as well, from say basic to more complex forms, not so much dealing with it from a supernatural stance but exploring it's relation to perception and "reality". in this sense to me teling a lie would be a form of magic, also creating an economic system like marx would fit as well in a higher order.
these days tho, i would really like to dig deeper into to veiled aspects of reality, taking in information from many traditions to get a better grasp of this shit, cuz i do believe there are higher power(s) playing games in this realm.
Basically i want to become a Spooky Magi, and actually believe it's possible, as i've had odd experiences convince me there's much to learn and gain by pursuing this path I'm going to do that. I think ill focus on trying to manifest beneficial effects than divination, and trying to see if i can discover the means by which these other (much better trained i guess?) Magi drive people insane/ruin there lives.
I guess i could uuhhh look to heal and cast off such things but meh.
I've had some great and informative chats with religious people but once you start talking about trying to connect with daemons, divination and such they not only stop the discussion almost get hostile. like i feel like this is some shit i gotta keep to myself, or i dunno the fucking inquisition will come out of the blue.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-05-08 at 2:12 AM UTCtoo much j'ew sorcery on that list
less facetious response when I get home -
2022-05-08 at 2:30 AM UTC
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2022-05-08 at 2:38 AM UTChow the fuck did i miss this? that's gnarly, nilly. sorry 'bout your fingies. pretty sure i'd go crazy. as long as you can still read and do all the stuff you wanna do it's fine though i guess. still... damn. sucks dude.
i'm crossing my fingers that you can get some robot fingers one day -
2022-05-08 at 4:58 AM UTCeh, most people feel worse about it than i do, but im pretty dead inside i guess. just my new reality and although some things are more difficult or take longer, i dunno it's not world ending, i spend most of my time observing, reading and thinking. I'm not gonna lie and say it's all ok and i get along with my destroyed hands just fine but for the most part.... im fine.
and i'm not getting my hopes of for prostetics, stem cell regrowth or transplants. it happened to hold out forlorn hopes of being healed? seems sadder to me. -
2022-05-08 at 5:12 AM UTCpetition to change nil's title to 'stump'
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2022-05-08 at 5:30 AM UTC
Originally posted by Nile and i'm not getting my hopes of for prostetics, stem cell regrowth or transplants. it happened to hold out forlorn hopes of being healed? seems sadder to me.
i mean this is fair but consider how cool this would be, even if it's not something you should realistically get your hopes up about (i'll get my hopes up on your behalf)
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2022-05-08 at 5:32 AM UTCat that point just upload me to the ommnissiah physical ticky tocky? barbaric and absurd.
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2022-05-08 at 5:38 AM UTCNile, sorry man. this place is cursed as all Fuck! too bad it had to come down like this.
I know you were doing bottle art work and stuff. maybe they can make an AI type finger for you in the future. please don't take this as me being a smart ass to you. I know how important your hands are (as most of us) being an artist. or part time. -
2022-05-08 at 6:05 AM UTClol i could probably still manage to make my bongs lol, would need a dremel and not a drill tho.
well i feel like i would have lost them anyway, my fingers, whatever the circumstances that led to them being taken. i was the uhh asshole performing black magic and actually took this as a punishment. needed my fingers for that particular hex. was attempting to take energy or souls, cursing all passers by from an overpass....
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2022-05-08 at 6:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by Nile lol i could probably still manage to make my bongs lol, would need a dremel and not a drill tho.
well i feel like i would have lost them anyway, my fingers, whatever the circumstances that led to them being taken. i was the uhh asshole performing black magic and actually took this as a punishment. needed my fingers for that particular hex. was attempting to take energy or souls, cursing all passers by from an overpass….
yeah.
Jesus isn't the "White man's God. He's border Africa and where all of us came from originally
He forgives. don't listen to the White Man Version of Christ. Listen to the Christ of the World. -
2022-05-08 at 6:16 AM UTCI don't worship jesus, The Creator to me is unfathomable, but i regard Him as a storyteller. some entity punished me tho, either it was their job or i offended with my obviously malicious sorcery, their sensibilities.
i dunno. whatever. -
2022-05-08 at 11:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by Meikai i mean this is fair but consider how cool this would be, even if it's not something you should realistically get your hopes up about (i'll get my hopes up on your behalf)
can you imagine the kind of slavery you'd be locked into
the cost of maintenance and what you'd have to do for it just to keep your body from shutting down, hoisted upon you by a company that has an effective monopoly on whether you live or die -
2022-05-09 at 12:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by aldra can you imagine the kind of slavery you'd be locked into
the cost of maintenance and what you'd have to do for it just to keep your body from shutting down, hoisted upon you by a company that has an effective monopoly on whether you live or die
nah no slavery man, you'd just have robot hands it'd be cool. why you nerds always gotta be like "ooooh this obviously awesome and cool thing is going to have a bunch of terrible second order consequences that i'm gonna write little bits of dystopian fiction about" man it's just robot hands stop worrying about dumb shit. -
2022-05-09 at 12:27 AM UTCThere's a girl I met who was super slutty and has 2 kids with a guy who uses to be my enemy although he never really had anything against me, anyway, she grabbed a black guys bag of krek and jumped out the car and he double backed and ran her over and when convicted didn't serve much time. She was Paralyzed and I would see her on thr news when I was in jail with her friends trying to get attention and finesse some sympathy. Well she got some crazy wheelchair that ran on telepathy or something but then like a month ago she died. I think she overdosed and took too much drugs thinking she wasn't crippled anymore. Idk, the point is rest in peace and stuff and wheelchairs are a g8wei drug
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2022-05-09 at 12:28 AM UTC
Originally posted by Meikai nah no slavery man, you'd just have robot hands it'd be cool. why you nerds always gotta be like "ooooh this obviously awesome and cool thing is going to have a bunch of terrible second order consequences that i'm gonna write little bits of dystopian fiction about" man it's just robot hands stop worrying about dumb shit.
how can you even post this after referencing GITS -
2022-05-09 at 12:31 AM UTC
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2022-05-09 at 12:32 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-05-09 at 12:41 AM UTCWho are you, Chang Greene (inventor of gangrene)?
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2022-05-09 at 12:43 AM UTC
