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2022-03-19 at 11:04 PM UTCLucrative :
Just caked off some MMA wagers. -
2022-03-20 at 4:44 AM UTCI can’t sleep
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2022-03-20 at 5:42 AM UTCIdk if I should try to function now on no sleep. I need rest but I’m not going to sleep.
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2022-03-20 at 6:49 AM UTCI'm going fishing in 3 hours for perch and my boy
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2022-03-20 at 6:49 AM UTCHe don't fish but comes with me to watch. A top shelf pole holder imo
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2022-03-20 at 12:32 PM UTCdo you guys think that sticking dicks in teeanege asses can be a hobby?
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2022-03-20 at 12:48 PM UTC
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2022-03-20 at 1:10 PM UTCPretty swell
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2022-03-20 at 10:06 PM UTCIt's been a damn good weekend...
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2022-03-20 at 10:08 PM UTC
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2022-03-20 at 10:55 PM UTC3 days of waterspider
even my supervisor was like 'i'm so sorry' (he was there on overtime) the only reason I got picked for waterspider was because he was there -
2022-03-20 at 11:41 PM UTCPretty frikn stoned ... lmao
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2022-03-20 at 11:43 PM UTC
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2022-03-21 at 12:50 AM UTC
Ule’!! 💗 -
2022-03-21 at 6:10 AM UTCSleepy AF...
*snuggles under covers*
I had a really really beautiful weekend..and I’m very grateful for that .. ready to get this week going ..checked the weather and it’s some really warm weather in the forecast and it looks awesome.. 💗 Eowww!!
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2022-03-21 at 7:25 PM UTCI’m surprised I’ve survived this long. At one point I was getting hundreds of death threats and it didn’t phase me, I argued with them all and never apologised. I’d never off myself over one person but lately feel like I don’t have much fight left, why it took me so long to recover from the vaccine dose. I have ideas in my head of happiness, I’ll go places that make me happy but it’s like there’s this cloud of horror, imagine rain clouds but horror. Happy memories seem grey-tinted. I feel like there’s no way for me to grow as a person, I’ve reached my final form, and I don’t want to get old. I guess what’s given me immunity so far is wanting revenge, but now I’m just tired. I will get through the next few months and have adventures lined up but I doubt they’ll change anything, I’ve seen enough.
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2022-03-21 at 8:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka I’m surprised I’ve survived this long. At one point I was getting hundreds of death threats and it didn’t phase me, I argued with them all and never apologised. I’d never off myself over one person but lately feel like I don’t have much fight left, why it took me so long to recover from the vaccine dose. I have ideas in my head of happiness, I’ll go places that make me happy but it’s like there’s this cloud of horror, imagine rain clouds but horror. Happy memories seem grey-tinted. I feel like there’s no way for me to grow as a person, I’ve reached my final form, and I don’t want to get old. I guess what’s given me immunity so far is wanting revenge, but now I’m just tired. I will get through the next few months and have adventures lined up but I doubt they’ll change anything, I’ve seen enough.
Wow. I've felt this way before and never thought it would change. I want you to know I'm sorry for anything mean I said to you, I didn't mean any of it.
I know it's hard to hear, but this will pass, Kafka, you may want to consider drastically changing your life, so you dont' feel in the same rutt, and instead of focusing on what's unlovable about you, find traights in others you love and reflect them back to them, it provides me validation as a friend to engage with people close to me often in ways they inspire me to do.
It's not you and everyone else with a huge divide, it just can feel liek that some times, I'm glad to have this site to work though a lot of deep thoughts that would've gotten tangle on themselves in my own internal monologues.
Have you considered relocating geographically and not having contact with your old life aside from the people closest to you at a distance?
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2022-03-21 at 10:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley Wow. I've felt this way before and never thought it would change. I want you to know I'm sorry for anything mean I said to you, I didn't mean any of it.
I know it's hard to hear, but this will pass, Kafka, you may want to consider drastically changing your life, so you dont' feel in the same rutt, and instead of focusing on what's unlovable about you, find traights in others you love and reflect them back to them, it provides me validation as a friend to engage with people close to me often in ways they inspire me to do.
It's not you and everyone else with a huge divide, it just can feel liek that some times, I'm glad to have this site to work though a lot of deep thoughts that would've gotten tangle on themselves in my own internal monologues.
Have you considered relocating geographically and not having contact with your old life aside from the people closest to you at a distance?
feels good man.
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2022-03-21 at 11:19 PM UTC
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2022-03-21 at 11:33 PM UTCdidnt read