2017-04-21 at 10:08 AM UTC
ive been sober for a month and took 1100mg of bundy 7 hours ago. I experienced no effects besides mild ataxia. How is this even possible? I eat a gram of bundy and my brain reacts to it like it's the strength of an energy drink. I guess my NMDA receptors are irredeemably destroyed.
2017-04-21 at 10:11 AM UTC
When I did high dose MXE on a daily basis, eventually it got to the point where I could only feel it once per week. I would keep doing more and more trying to get high and I would either get:
nothing
this horrible, delirium-like state where your entire body feels like it's lightly burning/sparking and everything looks and feels like sandpaper
or a complete loss of memory where someone would tell me I was freaking out, panicking every few seconds and would randomly forget how to talk every few minutes
2017-04-21 at 10:28 AM UTC
i dont understand my body anymore
i take 10 grams of bundy spread out to get high
1gram of bundy is a borderline first plateau
is this a fucking human?