bundy does nothing anymore

1. 2017-04-21 at 10:08 AM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   ive been sober for a month and took 1100mg of bundy 7 hours ago. I experienced no effects besides mild ataxia. How is this even possible? I eat a gram of bundy and my brain reacts to it like it's the strength of an energy drink. I guess my NMDA receptors are irredeemably destroyed.
2. 2017-04-21 at 10:11 AM UTC

   #2
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   When I did high dose MXE on a daily basis, eventually it got to the point where I could only feel it once per week. I would keep doing more and more trying to get high and I would either get:
   
   nothing
   
   this horrible, delirium-like state where your entire body feels like it's lightly burning/sparking and everything looks and feels like sandpaper
   
   or a complete loss of memory where someone would tell me I was freaking out, panicking every few seconds and would randomly forget how to talk every few minutes
3. 2017-04-21 at 10:28 AM UTC

   #3
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   i dont understand my body anymore
   
   i take 10 grams of bundy spread out to get high
   
   1gram of bundy is a borderline first plateau
   
   is this a fucking human?
4. 2017-04-21 at 12:29 PM UTC

   #4
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   yeah that happened to me too so I binged for like 2 weeks and got psychosis because I thought I was immune.