2021-12-24 at 9:35 PM UTC
Like itβs Christmas Eeeeveee!!
πππ
2021-12-24 at 10:06 PM UTC
Welp!!
Iβm all dressed up and ready to go, smoke cannabis ..eat.. open a gift and be loved on and to love on ...
Thatβs what Christmas is all about Charlie Brown ππ
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2021-12-25 at 7:05 AM UTC
Gigi got one on its way. I told her not to pay for it because the state of Cali or Gov is giving 500 million out for free.
I think they're just sending them in the mail for home test.
she said One for each. I asked So two boxes" and she said No. one box, 2 tests.
I had to explain to her it's 2 test for the same person as a double-check for redundancy. one in the morning and once at night.
LOL
2021-12-27 at 10:05 AM UTC
Sick. I dont like hurting people but im unfortunately good at it. I can rationalize it in any number of ways, but when it comes down to it, im selfish. I pretend like nobody cares about my enough for my fuckups and indiscretions to matter. Im making all the same selfish mistakes i made on drugs. I hate this feeling so much.
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2021-12-27 at 10:09 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
keep in mind things aren't nearly as bad as you think they are at the moment, you'll stabilise soon
2021-12-27 at 10:12 AM UTC
I had to tell a girl i really liked something that really hurt her, and i have to tell a girl i was just passing time with that i may have given her an std now too.
I just feel so fucking gross inside. I miss drugs so i wouldnt have to feel this shit.
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2021-12-27 at 10:15 AM UTC
Since 2006 my entire life have been centered around depression and guilt and regret. And im just piling more of that shit on. I hate living like this but im too tired and fucked up to fix shit.
2021-12-27 at 10:19 AM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
You should go to law school and become a public defender.
2021-12-27 at 10:20 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
why
what sense does that make
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2021-12-27 at 10:48 AM UTC
I think i hate myself more than i hate wariat right now and that really says something
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2021-12-27 at 10:54 AM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
What about traci lords though? she claims no one forced her and she liked it.
2021-12-27 at 11:07 AM UTC
Omg i cant even deal with you right now
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2021-12-27 at 11:43 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
but casper maybe molesting kids would make you feel better
have you tried RegretMAXING?
2021-12-27 at 11:48 AM UTC
It's remarkable I actually am so disgusted with myself I don't even give a fuck about Maciej. He knows he's mentally ill too and continues to make the same choices
