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  1. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    *without

    I meant to say without being sad

    FUUUUUUCKKK
  2. Originally posted by mmQ *without

    I meant to say without being sad

    FUUUUUUCKKK

    Move to new Orleans, chef Wren
  3. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by Yoodin Vices Move to new Orleans, chef Wren

    If I move anywhere its gonna be Alaska.
  4. RIPtotse victim of incest [my adversative decurved garbo]
    Started to storm here.

    Took a small nap it felt nice

    Nothing like a good impromptu nap to recharge the batteries and chase those stressful thoughts away

    Feels good man

    It’s crazy how good being clean feels it’s insane I spent, sorry I mean, wasted all those years just chasing a good feeling when it was on the other side the whole time

    It’s crazy and my mind isn’t totally fixed that’s for sure I still find myself thinking, it’s cool I could just eat a blue or maybe one bar and be fine, but then I remember even if you ate one for one day, it will just make it even easier to say yes at the wrong time and eat 10 bars and end up murder/rampage/suiciding everywhere while blackedout

    So I give myself ten min and think about it for a minute and realize, ya wow that would probably be fucking bad, and I save my money

    It’s the little wins everyday that add up to the big one

    👨🏻‍🔬this has been a public service announcement from Dr. RIPtotse 🏩🧪👨🏻‍⚕️🧏🏻‍♂️🥼
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  5. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    thank you DR. RIPTOTSE!

    You are an inspiration sir.

    On a side note, I just walked exactly 4.20 miles. TEEEEE HEEE!!!!!!!
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  6. WellHung Black Hole
    Originally posted by mmQ thank you DR. RIPTOTSE!

    You are an inspiration sir.

    On a side note, I just walked exactly 4.20 miles. TEEEEE HEEE!!!!!!!

    U possess sturdy walking sticks.
  7. RIPtotse victim of incest [my adversative decurved garbo]
    Originally posted by mmQ thank you DR. RIPTOTSE!

    You are an inspiration sir.

    On a side note, I just walked exactly 4.20 miles. TEEEEE HEEE!!!!!!!

    Damn broski that’s pretty far man!

    I need to calculate my average run lately and see how long it is
  8. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by WellHung U possess sturdy walking sticks.

    I am retarded and didn't bring water and wore flip-flops lol. My feet bottoms are very sore and I had the greatest drink of water ive ever had when I got home. I won't be making those mistakes again. Made me feel bad for people that end up dying stranded in a desert.
  9. RIPtotse victim of incest [my adversative decurved garbo]
    Lol dang ya I always bring water, got to be prepared!
  10. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. I guess I didn't actually plan on walking that far and then it just sort of happened and by the time I realized I was thirsty I was way far away from any type of store so I had no choice but to SUFFER.

    ALL IS WELL THOUGH.
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  11. WellHung Black Hole
    Originally posted by RIPtotse Started to storm here.

    Took a small nap it felt nice

    Nothing like a good impromptu nap to recharge the batteries and chase those stressful thoughts away

    Feels good man

    It’s crazy how good being clean feels it’s insane I spent, sorry I mean, wasted all those years just chasing a good feeling when it was on the other side the whole time

    It’s crazy and my mind isn’t totally fixed that’s for sure I still find myself thinking, it’s cool I could just eat a blue or maybe one bar and be fine, but then I remember even if you ate one for one day, it will just make it even easier to say yes at the wrong time and eat 10 bars and end up murder/rampage/suiciding everywhere while blackedout

    So I give myself ten min and think about it for a minute and realize, ya wow that would probably be fucking bad, and I save my money

    It’s the little wins everyday that add up to the big one

    👨🏻‍🔬this has been a public service announcement from Dr. RIPtotse 🏩🧪👨🏻‍⚕️🧏🏻‍♂️🥼

    With age and experience comes wisdom. It's great that you are introspective, and trying to self-improve. Hope ur able to stay sober. I've tried many times and failed.
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  12. Originally posted by General Butt.Naked I suppose. Ive always been a SENSITIVE SOUL, but sad shit when youre sad is like hitting a tuning fork. You can take some of it out of ur brains and externalize it for a bit.

    What weighs more? The top half of your body or the bottom half?
  13. WellHung Black Hole
    Originally posted by mmQ I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. I guess I didn't actually plan on walking that far and then it just sort of happened and by the time I realized I was thirsty I was way far away from any type of store so I had no choice but to SUFFER.

    ALL IS WELL THOUGH.

    It's nice we arrive back home and have unlimited, clean water available. I never take that for granted. Also, it's heavy and impractical to carry sufficient amounts long distances. Unless u use a backpack, i suppose.
  14. RIPtotse victim of incest [my adversative decurved garbo]
    Ya it’s taken me years to achieve sobriety man and I’m not 100% there yet, I’m still on methadone, which I honestly consider medicine, because it saved my life a lot of times

    And I smoke pot

    But I don’t plan on being on methadone forever and plan on begenning my taper at the end of this school semester... gonna be low and slow might take a year or 2 to get totally off but that’s just fine I don’t mind at all

    And I’ll probably never stop smoking bud although I would like to use a healthier option for cannabis consumption, I was using edibles a lot but I don’t trust the fucking jellies everyone had and the brownies and cookies I make build my tolerance quick

    I’m gonna look into a nice vaporizer for me for Xmas maybe this year as long as I continue to be a good boy

    And man I forgot how much money I actually have/can save when I don’t do drugs..

    It’s fucking sick how much these scars on my body are worth

    A whole new meaning to the man with the golden arm, which is a great movie you should all watch

    I really want to read the book, I’m reading insomnia by Stephen king right now which is pretty good so far
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  15. aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    have you tried bupe?
  16. aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    I mean me personally, I've never IV'd and I've never let my tolerance get as high as you or casper or others but for a long time I've felt like I need opioids to function correctly. if I stop, I get through the usual WDs but it's not long before I remember why I was doing them in the first place - I'm not sure if it's long-term withdrawal or if I'm just going back to the way I was, turbo-depressed, unable to sleep or concentrate properly etc.

    low-dose (.5-1mg) bupe makes me feel 'normal' without getting messed up
  17. Originally posted by aldra I mean me personally, I've never IV'd and I've never let my tolerance get as high as you or casper or others but for a long time I've felt like I need opioids to function correctly. if I stop, I get through the usual WDs but it's not long before I remember why I was doing them in the first place - I'm not sure if it's long-term withdrawal or if I'm just going back to the way I was, turbo-depressed, unable to sleep or concentrate properly etc.

    low-dose (.5-1mg) bupe makes me feel 'normal' without getting messed up

    Smoke good weed instead.
  18. aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Smoke good weed instead.

    I don't like it, makes me overthink but breaks thought process so I feel like a retard
  19. CandyRein Black Hole
    Sitting in my robe tokin a joint after a swim..deciding what to make for late lunch or dinner .. might go get something.. we’ll see ... *tokez*
  20. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by aldra I don't like it, makes me overthink but breaks thought process so I feel like a retard

    Smoke bad weed then?
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