2021-07-28 at 10:36 PM UTC
The seventh month of the year is coming to an end.
Who was July's biggest loser?
2021-07-28 at 10:39 PM UTC
Dog fucking makes this month a pretty easy choice.
2021-07-30 at 12:28 PM UTC
Im on the edge of my seat
2021-07-30 at 1:48 PM UTC
Things I have done this month;
ghosted my job councellor
broke my sink (still broken) I trashed the entire apartment in anger and punched a hole in the wall which I still have not fixed so I can't even call the landlord to fix the sink because now everything is fucked
I have been yelling at my girlfriend taking out my stress on her calling her a bitch randomly and telling her i'm gonna kill myself after I get money and I will do it when you're sleeping so you can't stop me just shut up and take my money and let me die
shes really worried which just makes me angrier because I am not used to someone worrying about me
my family is trying to talk to me but i don't even know what to say to them or anyone anymore
all my friends hate me and don't talk to me anymore
I just got my dole money $400 and already spent $100 on weed and nicotine and gave the rest to HTS. this is my last dole payment so I am just gonna try to enjoy $300 as much as I can before I end it all. Thinking about buying a bunch of meth and heroin and cutting myself up with a box cutter and walking into the mental hospital to try and get retard money
plenty of jobs easy to get I have good resume but can't think of a single productive or useful thing to do with $1000 besides buyying a bunch of drugs and alcohol and cutting myself up with a box cutter. I do not fit into human society or life. I should be dead from drugs years ago but somehow I am still alive and have no idea what the fuck to do with myself
i want to cook a batch I want to burn shit and make the world a worse place for anyone that believes in society and the law. I want to pollute the ground water and spill a gallon of muriatic acid in a day care parking lot and run over a pregnant woman in a red rider van
2021-07-30 at 2:18 PM UTC
i dropped out of school to work full time when I was 16 years old. Never had a problem getting hired anywhere. Just go in look them in the eye and shake their hand and you got the job it's easy.
2021-07-30 at 4:18 PM UTC
All I want to do is retail and stack boxes im sick of stress and responsibility I don't need any more reasons to abuse drugs and drink than I have already
2021-07-30 at 4:35 PM UTC
I have a good resume I was supposed to drive the company truck and be assistant manager of the store like hank hill, a trusted employee, i had my own keys and locked the store up and opened it in the mornings. I went on trips with truckers to pick up feed and unloaded it at the store past closing.
I am a good worker I had life all laid out for me as a small town country boy that drives a truck and inherits the family farm to start my wife and kids and have a normal life.
and then retard rodeo happened and I was never the same. Life has it's own momentum
2021-07-30 at 4:51 PM UTC
I visited the Retard Rodeo once. Didn't like it and left after one drink and five minutes.
2021-07-30 at 5:37 PM UTC
We had one of those, her and my manager would hit the dab vape pen in the office and I would come in there like DAMN LADIES SMELLS GOOD IN HERE
People would tip me in weed it was a weird job