2021-07-10 at 6:47 AM UTC
Twelve years ago it was.
Just out of school, at a loose end, alone with my mind and the internet. I search for totse, a name I remembered from years before that I had once stumbled across. Can't remember how I got there initially, doesn't really matter. I know it was Bad Ideas I found, though.
I find out that zoklet is the replacement. Sign up. Join the fun in the new Bad Ideas. Become moderator. Enjoy the drama. Wow, there was a lot of drama.
Two years later, after a short break and under a slightly different username, (Syphilis > STD) I return, this time mostly to ask how to doctor shop for "alcohol in a pill." The year was 2011. I hated alcohol, I wanted better.
This was where it all started >>
I did some dumb shit. I made a "huff raid" youtube video, shameful. I guess I wanted the attention. I had my share of serious mental issues at the time. That was a theme for the years that followed.
Since then, I imported hundreds of shipments of experimental drugs into Australia, hacked government networks (for curiosity, then told them about their deficiencies - and no, they didn't fix it), impersonated some people, poisoned a few others, saved a couple of lives along the way and unfortunately witnessed a few lives lost. Was investigated by the Border Force, was raided by a dozen Australian Federal Police Officers, many times arrested, never locked away, and now, after a long stint of rehab, I'm in university, have my shit (kind of) together, and have a lot of extremely dark stories from along the way with accompanying photos and bizarre mementos.
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2021-07-10 at 7:33 AM UTC
will be considering you a member of the fun bunch until proven otherwise
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2021-07-10 at 7:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by A College Professor
will be considering you a member of the fun bunch until proven otherwise
It is so good to hear it.
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2021-07-10 at 7:54 AM UTC
I love the internet. In the following years, I moderated reddit (Research Chemicals), as well as several darknet forums. I have been interviewed by VICE and by US universities (anonymously.) I've done horrible, twisted things, some I will never admit to, some I may, but all of them have made me the man I am, and if I had my time back again, I would not do things any differently.
2021-07-10 at 8:02 AM UTC
will be considering you a member of the not fun person gang until proven otherwise
Thanks
2021-07-10 at 8:08 AM UTC
what is a chefs kiss?? I want one
2021-07-10 at 11:03 AM UTC
Thing is, once you've been there, you can't go back to start again. Liquor is never the same, mephedrone, hexen, MDPV, never the same. They warn you about tolerance breaks, to be fair, it means fuck all. You run life at 100%, you get back out, you can't go back to what you did when you started out and expect that rush again. No, you have to pick up where you left off, it's a dangerous tempest, you just have to use what you have learned, and hopefully, retained in your brain. Because you have, right? - ?
2021-07-10 at 11:11 AM UTC
Cool, the british guy Beany from totse recently came back too.
2021-07-19 at 8:47 AM UTC
Missed you guys though. It's weird as hell to see some of these old usernames, I mean I started fucking up my life when I came to zoklet and now I'm still around and life isn't so much different.
