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i am reborn
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2021-04-28 at 4:58 AM UTC
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2021-04-28 at 6 AM UTC
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2021-04-28 at 7:47 AM UTCso is Netstat our official edgy and or 'deep and emo' poet man?
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2021-04-28 at 8:10 AM UTC
Originally posted by aldra I had a fight with three piggies; "your enemy seems to be within!"
I am interested in gnosticism for obvious reasons
Nihil you should read a little about neurolinguistic programming, I think you'd find it fascinating if you're not already familiar
The fuck? Who just brings up nlp nonchalantly. Lol -
2021-04-28 at 11:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Incessant The fuck? Who just brings up nlp nonchalantly. Lol
he thinks he's being gangstalked at times and sees patterns in peoples' behaviour that may or may not actually be there - NLP, or I guess unintentional verbal cues from people might explain some of the patterns he sees -
2021-04-28 at 11:56 AM UTC
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2021-04-28 at 5 PM UTCFor fuck sakes it's not meth.
I might be going crazy.
Fuck y'all.
Nigger$!!!
That said, it might be the meth. It's probably the meth. -
2021-04-28 at 5:13 PM UTCOP has such basic bitch normie white guy taste
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2021-04-28 at 5:15 PM UTCThe author of this post has returned to nothingness
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2021-04-28 at 5:32 PM UTC
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2021-04-28 at 5:39 PM UTCThe author of this post has returned to nothingness
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2021-04-28 at 5:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra he thinks he's being gangstalked at times and sees patterns in peoples' behaviour that may or may not actually be there - NLP, or I guess unintentional verbal cues from people might explain some of the patterns he sees
I could get into it but won't.
Basically all I'll say is... my tormentors, benefactors and theatre show producers see or get something from our interactions, maybe they just drive people to suicide and stream it on the darknet for money and entertainment or it's a religious thing. I dunno. but they have power, for real.
Maybe they're directed by some kind of western social credit system type computer algorithm that identifies targets. They could be behind the scenes blackmailers or a secret society. I'm not sure but they sort of traumed me into accepting their bullshit, and lure me with seemingly not so empty promises. They speak with one voice through many mouths, unified in a sense.
I think I'm a lot more similar to Them than I am to most people.
They really did fuck me up tho, but I don't exactly consider it totally malicious, it was "damaging" in the sense that I'm sure they fucked up my life and relationships but to build one must tear down and structures easily demolished don't have much value....
Anyway I doubt me and the organization are done our dance.
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2021-04-28 at 5:55 PM UTC
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2021-04-28 at 8:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nile For fuck sakes it's not meth.
I might be going crazy.
Fuck y'all.
Nigger$!!!
That said, it might be the meth. It's probably the meth.
The only point in my life where I've ever genuinely humored Truman Show delusions, gangstalking, etc was on meth. Same with thinking I could see patterns in behavior and shit. Exactly this kinda shit led to my last arrest in 2013. There's a reason tweakers have a reputation for being paranoid delusional schiz-bags. It's definitely the meth. -
2021-04-28 at 10:03 PM UTCI could just be delusional without drugs too. God that would suck.
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2021-04-28 at 11:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nile I could just be delusional without drugs too. God that would suck.
You could, but drugs probably ain't helping matters on that front. If you're prone to ideas of reference, meth is a one way ticket to delusions of reference. It's a nudge off a cliff if you're the kind of person who has generally weird (but still manageable) thoughts and suspicions to begin with. 🤷♀️