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2021-03-14 at 5:03 AM UTCthe moment before they know its all over?
My cousin took his own life a couple days ago. I know about a few things that werent going well for him but I never thought this would happen. He had alot going for him less than 2 years ago and it all went to shit quick for him.
I can see how it would be going from owning your own business, a professor, and having a wife and kids (those last 2 dont mean shit to me but i know they did to him) to loosing all the above in a short time, but I just keep thinking about if he would take back his last decision or not?
Do you think most or anyone regrets taking their own life after its over? -
2021-03-14 at 5:24 AM UTC
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2021-03-14 at 5:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by cigreting the moment before they know its all over?
My cousin took his own life a couple days ago. I know about a few things that werent going well for him but I never thought this would happen. He had alot going for him less than 2 years ago and it all went to shit quick for him.
I can see how it would be going from owning your own business, a professor, and having a wife and kids (those last 2 dont mean shit to me but i know they did to him) to loosing all the above in a short time, but I just keep thinking about if he would take back his last decision or not?
Do you think most or anyone regrets taking their own life after its over?
Not when it's over, too late obviously. Only when you're lucky enough not to go through with it. -
2021-03-14 at 6:10 AM UTCSome probably do, I guess. I doubt a lot of people, but some have to I guess. I think many guys worry they would, which is why so many of them choose to use firearms - they want to be dead before they have time to regret it. There are plenty of ways to ensure you die, but not quite so many that do it faster than you can think "wait, fuck, I don't wanna die". I sometimes wonder if Malice had a thought like that as he began to lose consciousness. I... hope not. I doubt he did.
I don't know what method your cousin chose or what his state of mind was when he did it, but he probably didn't regret it. Either you plan it out to avoid regrets, or you're too fucking bitter and fucked up when you pull the trigger/kick the stool (or whatever) to feel them. -
2021-03-14 at 6:16 AM UTCWhen i almost bled out one time I didn't have regrets about anything i was just tired of existence cuz it's all bullshit, I heard a person near by and didn't think they needed to witness me bleeding out in a backyard. Then was asked to come inside.... then blacked out when i stood up and was in and out of consciousness for maybe like a half hour.
wake up on floor in living room.
wake up in amberlamps.
wake up in hospital. -
2021-03-14 at 12:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by Meikai Some probably do, I guess. I doubt a lot of people, but some have to I guess. I think many guys worry they would, which is why so many of them choose to use firearms - they want to be dead before they have time to regret it. There are plenty of ways to ensure you die, but not quite so many that do it faster than you can think "wait, fuck, I don't wanna die". I sometimes wonder if Malice had a thought like that as he began to lose consciousness. I… hope not. I doubt he did.
I don't know what method your cousin chose or what his state of mind was when he did it, but he probably didn't regret it. Either you plan it out to avoid regrets, or you're too fucking bitter and fucked up when you pull the trigger/kick the stool (or whatever) to feel them.
Pentobarbital is too comfy to worry, you'll relax then you'll fall asleep. And that's that. There's an interesting thing that happens too sometimes with people who are suffering greatly or are otherwise very depressed. When they've made the decision to go through with it, they seem to cheer up and calm down. It's because they know it will soon be over.
You'd only regret it if you decided to use terminal velocity as a way to go, because it takes a loooooong time to reach the ground. -
2021-03-14 at 12:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nile When i almost bled out one time I didn't have regrets about anything i was just tired of existence cuz it's all bullshit, I heard a person near by and didn't think they needed to witness me bleeding out in a backyard. Then was asked to come inside…. then blacked out when i stood up and was in and out of consciousness for maybe like a half hour.
wake up on floor in living room.
wake up in amberlamps.
wake up in hospital.
Weren't you cold? ._. -
2021-03-14 at 2:18 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Pentobarbital is too comfy to worry, you'll relax then you'll fall asleep. And that's that. There's an interesting thing that happens too sometimes with people who are suffering greatly or are otherwise very depressed. When they've made the decision to go through with it, they seem to cheer up and calm down. It's because they know it will soon be over.
You'd only regret it if you decided to use terminal velocity as a way to go, because it takes a loooooong time to reach the ground.
Where the hell did Malice get all the shit to kill himself? I think he mentioned it. I must admit he was quite an interesting guy and very intelligent, I feel bad for ripping him on Zoklet. I jusy hope he's in peace, wherever that may be -
2021-03-14 at 3:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Robert Mugabe Where the hell did Malice get all the shit to kill himself? I think he mentioned it. I must admit he was quite an interesting guy and very intelligent, I feel bad for ripping him on Zoklet. I jusy hope he's in peace, wherever that may be
I hope he's at peace too. I think he just got the barbiturates from a DNM. The anti-emetic he took with it wasn't psycho active so you could probably get it OTC or if you go Doctor shopping. Also, the convenient thing about barbiturates is that you don't have to combine them with anything in order for them to be lethal. Benzos are used as a substitute for barbs for that exact reason. -
2021-03-14 at 3:26 PM UTCnis cocktailers are pros at whipping up a batch of potent kill juice. I think it's appropriate the way sploo went out was with so many random drugs in his system that people that read the tox report still aren't entirely sure what he took.
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2021-03-14 at 3:33 PM UTCSo many people commit suicide because of a specific situations and that's the saddest. If they just realized "this too shall pass" they would make it through the other side and feel better and with tools to combat the next event. Instead they give up and die. I don't think many of the old people who choose to end their life would regret much. Hard to say but most are in so much pain it's hard to fight through it
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2021-03-14 at 3:53 PM UTCit's pretty easy to be alive in the first world, unlimited access to food and shelter but muh coping skills are retail therapy and drug abuse. I would rather do a line of cocaine and eat a hamburger than talk to a therapist about muh problems.
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2021-03-14 at 3:59 PM UTC
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2021-03-14 at 8:46 PM UTCThe worst part about suicide is that it does not even end ur suffering. Ur soul takes the contents of ur former brain with it.
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2021-03-14 at 8:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by Ghost it's pretty easy to be alive in the first world, unlimited access to food and shelter but muh coping skills are retail therapy and drug abuse. I would rather do a line of cocaine and eat a hamburger than talk to a therapist about muh problems.
The access is not unlimited, tho. That's why u live in a tiny studio shitbox and are 150 pounds.
Anyone who has done coke knows that The hamburger comes before the line. -
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